Boarding school with Clare and Eli

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Alli's POV

Anger is running through my veins. I have the feeling like I'm going to explode from all these emotions on one day. First I was nervous for the date with Neil, then I was scared for him, and now? Now I'm just mad. Mad at the whole world. Like they are responsible for the fact that I'm being manipulated by my boyfriend. But I don't care about that. For now, for this little moment, they are. For now, I just wanna yell at everybody. Lose my anger, let it all out. And maybe that's just the reason why I'm angry, because I can't tell anyone. Because I need to shut my mouth and let the anger be a part of my, together with pain and sadness.
I sink down on my bed. It's like the anger just flowed out of me, just when I decided to let it be an part of me, it disappeared. But I know it will come back, I know it will give me a certain kind of peace till my next break down. And right now, I don't know if it will need to wait long for that.

Adam's POV

It's quiet. Finally. It's was quiet before this but not this kind of quiet. This is the kind of quiet that means that you have give up fighting, that you have surrendered. I've listened for the past half hour to Alli's silent rage. She's in the room above me, whispering things I can't and probably don't want to hear. Her soft stumbling through our room. There's something wrong. There's something really wrong. I don't know what to do. Go upstairs and talk to her? Or just hold her and say that everything is going to be fine? But I have a feeling that she won't tell me what's going on. That maybe, just maybe, she needs to fix this on her own.
But I want to help her, I want to understand. I just want her to crawl into my arms and explain everything. It would hurt to see her cry. But it hurts much more to stand useless. To do nothing, to not understand.

Clare's POV

Alli's rage has stopped. It's quiet at the other side of the hall. I don't understand it. Why is she so mad? It couldn't be because I left at The Dot this afternoon. No, she was just a little mad at me back then. This was about something else, something I didn't know, something much bigger.
I look at Eli, he's right besides me. He looks at me with an curious look, like I would know what was going on with Alli. Well, it isn't so weird that he thinks that. Me and Alli just left this morning, without telling him and Adam where we were going, we only left an note that said: 'Gone for a few hours, will be back before dinner. Alli and Clare.'
I must admit that that wasn't very clear, but we both didn't know how to put it and we didn't wanna lie to the boys.

'Clare, I can't stand this! Tell me, please!'

Eli interrupted my thoughts and I looked disturbed at him. 'I don't know, she doesn't have any reason to be thís mad, for as far I know.'

'But you do know something, right?' He asked.

I nodded. 'Yes, I think so, but you have nothing to do with it.' Maybe I was hard on him, but he needed to know that I wasn't going to tell him anything.

He smirked. 'Really? Not even when I do this?' He smiled playfully at me and kissed my neck. I hated him for using that against me, he knew how much I liked that. But I wasn't going to give up so easily.

'No.' I said.

'Mmmh.' Was his only response. He kept kissing my neck, sucking on it.

I was afraid he would leave a hickey. 'Eli, youre going to leave a hickey if you don't stop now.' That was my only defense. If he would stop right now, I could handle it and not tell him anything. If he would go on... Well, then I might be doomed. Now that I've seen how angry Alli can be... I wasn't sure if I wanted to experience that.

'Great, that's why I do it.' Eli said and I knew he wouldn't stop.

'You can do whatever you want but I wont tell you.' I said firmly.

He looked at me in surprise but then smiled again. 'O yeah... I wanted to know something... Well, glad you reminded me!' After that he just moved on with sucking on my neck. I felt stupid. Why did I say that? Now he would never let it go. Great.

'Already surrendering?' Eli asked looking at my downcast glance.

'Never.' I said.

'Well, miss Edwards, then I'm afraid this is going to be a very long night.' Eli said while he smiled evily and kissed my neck again.