So, that was actually the first lemon I had ever written back in the day. Sigh... oh, the newbie times. Hell, still a newbie (kind of) now, but you know what I mean.
Anyways, hope you enjoyed that lemon of love. Here's to a whole lot more!
Disclaimer: Stephenie Meyer owns all things Twilight. Life would've been much better if I had thought of that...
EPOV
To say I was in complete bliss would be an understatement.
I was lying in my bed, with the most beautiful and amazing girl in my arms. Seriously, it felt like a dream. I was expecting it to take months for Bella and me to get where we were now, but I was definitely not expecting this.
Being with Bella was… You know, there's really no word out there for it. Let's say it was fucking unbelievable and mind blowing. Plus a few other adjectives, but you get my drift.
Even now, just holding her and hearing her every breath made me think I was dreaming. I thought she had fallen asleep until I felt her soft fingers graze my chest.
"Are you planning on keeping me in your bed all day?" She giggled, and I held her tighter.
"If I could, I would." I sighed. "But unfortunately, my brothers will be home soon and it won't help us if we're still in bed."
Bella shifted to hold herself up on one elbow and replaced her hand on my chest with her chin. She cocked her eyebrow at me, and I immediately had to control myself before I took her again. Bella was way too gorgeous for her own good. And it was never to my benefit, of course.
"So, what now?" Bella asked.
"Whatever you want." I shrugged. I wasn't sure what she wanted to do exactly, and I had no plans anyways. I was still under some sort of post-sex high, so I just wanted to do anything that would involve Bella.
"Well," she began coyly. "Our last dinner with everyone didn't turn out as great as I'd planned."
"Dinner it is." I smiled, pushing away a stray lock of hair from her face. "I'll call Emmett and Jasper."
Bella smiled and nodded her head. She began to get up from her spot before I flipped her over onto her back and hovered over her.
"And where do you think you're going?" I asked before leaning down and kissing her neck softly. I felt Bella shudder from underneath me before she spoke.
"Home." Bella choked out. "It's late already. There's a lot to do, you know."
I hummed in response, not wanting to part my lips with her skin. The things Bella did to me. God, I couldn't even begin to explain. Even just now, with her lying under me just as she'd been a few moments before. I had to use every ounce of my power not to relive them again. I didn't want to go too fast with her, so it wouldn't be right to have sex with her again now. Still, I continued to kiss her neck before moving up her jaw.
"Edward." Bella whispered and I felt her warm hands on my chest, attempting to push me off though with no success. I set my lips on hers, slowly moving them as she did.
I wanted her.
BPOV
Fuck, this was better than I thought. And I couldn't bear to leave now.
But no, I had to. Yes, sex with Edward was incredible and I couldn't wait to do it again. But, if we were to have dinner tonight, I had to get up and moving. It was probably around 4, and that gave me a short amount of time to work with. Not only did I have to get ready, but I had to prep dinner too.
Damn you Edward and your charming, seductive ways.
As much as I loved kissing Edward, I'd have to continue it later. I cupped my hands around his cheeks and slowly pushed his lips back.
"Edward," I began, trying to sound firm though my hoarse voice didn't do much for it. "There's a lot to do, and it's late as it is. You do realize that I will be feeding the Emmett Cullen tonight."
Success. Edward moved back, slightly pouting. Though he couldn't keep up the act when he began to chuckle.
"You're right. You have a lot on your hands." He agreed and rolled off of me, lying back down on his side beside me.
I smiled and nodded, then sat up still clutching onto the covers. I threw my legs over to the side of the bed, and looked over my shoulder to sneak a peek at naked Edward again. Unfortunately, he was still in that same spot on his bed.
"Are you planning on putting some clothes on, or are you driving me home stark naked?" I asked, smirking at the image of the second choice. We'd sure grab some attention.
Edward laughed and ran his hand through his tousled, perfect hair. "Actually, I just wanted to watch you get dressed first."
Damn. He even thought of it before I did.
I blushed, and threw my pillow at him. "Perv," I mumbled, before realizing a better comeback. Edward clearly hadn't thought this through much, because my undergarments were right at the foot of the bed.
Easy reach. No exposure.
I gazed back over my shoulder, attempting to give him some sort of sexy, mischievous look. And it clearly worked as I noticed Edward's jaw slightly drop after gulping. I reached down slowly and picked up my panties, putting them on after lifting them up with one hand so Edward could see. Following through, I stood up with my back still facing him and slowly reached down again to pick up my bra. I presented it to him again and put it on so that the straps were still hanging but I had locked it in the front already. I smiled to myself again as I could hear Edward's deep breathing behind me. My comeback definitely worked, but now it was time to seal the deal.
I turned around to face Edward and had to control myself from laughing as I took in his current state. Those emerald green orbs of his darkened in lust and desire, lips parted slightly. His one hand was clutching onto his hair tightly and the other one was doing the same but with the comforter. To end off my comeback, I kept my eyes locked with his and put my arms through the straps. Before speaking, I took my time watching him as he clearly was too beaten to do anything.
"You've watched me get dressed now." I told him playfully. "Now it's your turn."
If only I knew what I was in for.
In a split second, Edward's grave expression turned into my once mischievous one. Before I managed to counter what he was about to do, he threw the covers off from him and got up from the bed. His eyes kept on mine, and I managed to do the same. Though I couldn't help but gaze down at his glorious body a couple times. Okay, maybe more than a couple, but it was completely involuntary.
Okay, so I did it on purpose.
Edward was walking towards me and before I knew it, I had backed up far enough to be stopped by the wall. Edward took advantage of my position and pinned me to it by settling his hands on each side of my head.
"Who's the perv now?" He asked me softly and I could feel my knees almost give out from underneath me. I couldn't manage an answer being pinned up between the wall and Edward. Feeling Edward's clear arousal on me. Smelling his delicious scent.
I was seriously in trouble.
Before my inner control failed, Edward backed off from me and made his way to his drawer. I let out a deep breath, not realizing that I'd been holding my breath the whole time. He picked out some briefs and put them on before picking up the rest of my clothing from the ground.
"Are you planning on putting some clothes on?" Edward asked teasingly. "Or are you planning on letting me drive you home in your underwear?"
Note to self: Never play with Edward Cullen.
He doesn't play fair.
When Edward dropped me home, I immediately felt empty again without him. Our afternoon together was one that I'd remember forever, and I missed it already. However, I had to shake those feelings off because I had a dinner to plan.
I walked into the loft, breathing a sigh of relief as I noticed Rosalie and Alice both sitting in the lounge. Now it was just hoping that they hadn't made any prior plans. They both turned as I walked in and greeted me as I set down the grocery bags from my trip with Edward on the kitchen counter.
"That's a lot of food you've got there, Bells." Rosalie stated, raising her eyebrow questioningly. "Are we having guests over tonight?"
"Actually, yes." I smiled as I admitted tonight's plans. "The boys are coming over in a few hours. So the three of us need to hustle."
Unfortunately, the only response I got from them were angry screams. Clearly, they weren't happy.
"Bella!" I heard Alice's voice over Rosalie's. "How could you do this to us? We can't get everything ready in a couple hours!"
"Sorry!" I apologized quickly as I understood their predicament. "It sort of just, happened. You two go shower first and I'll prepare the food until you're both out."
Luckily for me, I didn't get any further screaming. Rosalie and Alice settled down and looked at each other momentarily before running up the stairs. Breathing yet another sigh of relief, I headed over to the kitchen and started preparing tonight's meal. I didn't have much time to work with, so I stuck with chicken alfredo for dinner and vanilla banana parfaits for dessert.
As I heard the showers stop, I finished up and made my way to get ready. Before entering the shower, I had a few things running through my mind. Of course, I had to tell Rosalie and Alice what had happened earlier with Edward. I mean, it was obvious that they were curious. They just didn't have time to ask me when I'd told them of our later dinner with the boys. Anyways, I had to tell them. So when I was in the shower and heard them come in to do their makeup, I took advantage of the opportunity.
"So," I started to explain, though I didn't really know how to start. "Something kind of happened today."
"Yeah?" I heard Alice answer before she somewhat clued in. "Wait, with Edward you mean?"
"Yeah." I said, still thinking of how I'd spill it.
Yeah, Edward and I had sweet sweet sex.
Nope.
We made love, and it was mindblowing.
Uh, no.
Edward and I did the dirty.
Dear God, who even says that?
"So what did you do that's got you speechless?" Rosalie asked, clearly impatient from waiting for me to answer. "I'm sure it's nothing unexpected like you two had sex or anything."
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
Rosalie was too smart for her own good. Even when she didn't mean to.
I opened my mouth several times and closed it as I did, unsure of how to save myself from my new situation. It was too late.
"OH MY GOD! YOU FUCKING DID IT!" Rosalie screamed and I could see her come closer to the shower door. Scared of her rage, I held it shut.
"Rosalie, for the love of God, calm down!" I retorted, not wanting to have both girls see me in the nude. They had seen enough of me as it was.
"Bella!" Alice chirped up, clearly wanting her turn with me. "You and Edward had sex, and you didn't even tell us?"
"Excuse me, Alice Hale, but you didn't tell us about getting down with Jasper either until a few moments ago when you told me." Rosalie stated and it was now my turn to start freaking out.
"What? Alice, when did this happen?" This shower needed to end, soon. I rushed as I rinsed out my shampoo and finished off.
"Rosalie, you're such a bitch." Alice scoffed, though I could hear the playfulness in her voice. "So you won't mind when I tell Bella that you and Emmett already had sex too?"
"Seriously?" I yelled as I turned off the shower. I slightly opened the door to grab my towel and wrapped it around me as I exited the shower. "I had no idea my two best friends were such hypocrites."
Alice frowned and added a little pout, as if she wanted to kill me with her cuteness.
"Not fair." She pled, crossing her arms around her chest. "It's not like it happened a while ago. It was only this morning."
"Yeah. I had my own date with Emmett, and he took me out to this fancy restaurant. I brought him back here. Alice and Jasper had already done it, so they were just hanging in the lounge when we came in." Rosalie explained and I took in a deep breath to settle my nerves.
"It's true. We left when they came in. And when I got back, Rosalie was by herself. We were talking about it when you came in. Promise." Alice added sweetly.
I rubbed my forehead with my fingers, trying to ease the rising headache I felt. "Okay, fine. And I'm sorry too. I should've told you before, I just didn't know how to."
"Hey, I don't blame you." Rosalie said as she turned to the mirror, touching up her lipstick. "I could barely talk after seeing Emmett's junk. Not to mention trying to walk after it was in me."
"Ugh, Rosalie!" Alice squealed, scrunching up her face in disgust. "Let's leave out the details, shall we?"
I nodded in approval, though couldn't help but chuckle. Rosalie was way to blunt for her own good, but it eased the tension that had risen.
"Well, all I'm going to say is that Jasper was the best lay I've ever had. Ever." Alice added, leaning back on the bathroom counter.
"The Cullen boys sure are talented. I swear, I never thought Edward could be more gorgeous until I saw him naked. That right there is pure sex." I told them, though my mind was somewhere else. The image of Edward naked in my mind was making me ache for more of him.
"I miss him." Rosalie mumbled quietly, clearly not wanting us to hear it. And of course, we did. And in pure best friend fashion, we wouldn't let her live it down either.
"Has the day of reckoning come at last?" Alice exclaimed dramatically, flailing her arms in the air as she did. "The Rosalie Hale, the Queen of Ice, expresses feeling for a mere human male?"
"No, tell me it isn't true!" I joined in, clasping my hands. It was impossible not to resist the opportunity. "Tell me it's all lies!"
Alice and I erupted in laughter as Rosalie was clearly furious from our skit.
"You know what?" Rosalie yelled loud enough to halt our laughter. "Fuck you. Fuck you both. Because guess what, I love him!"
If there was any laughter left between Alice and I, it was long gone now.
"Yes, you heard me." Rosalie continued, and I thought I could see a slight glisten in her eyes. "I love him, and he loves me too. And I know that I'm the biggest bitch and there are millions of people that disgust me, but I don't care. Because Emmett's the only person that can make me feel better than I felt I ever deserved. He treats me like a person, not as just some hot chick with a nice fucking rack. And you know what else? I want to marry him! I can see my whole life with him already! And fuck, I'm scared. I'm so scared because I never expected myself to fall head over heels this bad over a guy I've known for a short time. And because he makes me feel like this. I've become some weak, emotional, love struck sap."
Rosalie's tears had begun to fall, and I was completely struck in shock. Never had I seen Rosalie cry, much less get teary-eyed. I did what came to my mind instantly, and held her tightly in my arms.
"Rosalie, you're not a sap. You're the same Rosalie you've been from day one. You're just unsure of how to act now that you're in love. And trust me, we're in the same boat. I know this all seems unreal and you're scared of what's going to come next, but if you don't try now then how will you ever know? Emmett treats you the way you deserve to be treated, and there's no one in the world that you'll find that's even as close to being like Emmett. Don't let your inner concerns ruin what you've got going for yourself now."
I heard Rosalie sniffle as she nodded her head into my shoulder before pulling away.
"Bella's right, Rose." Alice added in, softly stroking her sister's arm. "You're still a bitch, no matter who you're in love with. Now stop crying cause you're ruining your makeup."
Rosalie and I both laughed at Alice's humor, clearly setting the mood between us back the way it should've been.
We were all hopelessly in love. And it showed.
But now, as I was getting ready, I couldn't help but feel a sickly feeling in my stomach. And as much as I tried to push it away, it was still there.
If only I knew what that feeling really meant.
Unfortunately for me, I was going to find out later that night.
My life and body as I knew it was preparing itself for yet another blow.
Come on, did you seriously think I'd let the angst go that easily? Yeah, right!
