"Roger, what are you doing here?" Kaitlyn asked wiping her eyes.

"I was looking for Maureen. I heard what you said and..." he started before she cut him off.

"Roger, I'm sorry you had to hear like that. I wanted to..." she said before he started yelling at her.

"Kaitlyn, I love Maureen. I'm sorry, there's nothing between us and there can never anything between us. What happened never should have happened." he told her before turning to leave as he went after Maureen. He didn't know what he was gonna do. He had hurt the woman he loved over what? It was really stupid. He wouldn't have blamed her if she threw him out. How could he hurt her like that. She did nothing but make him happier then he ever thought he could be in the past year and he kisses not only another girl, but he kissed a friend of hers. As he looked everywhere for her he could think of. Bars, the Life Cafe, Drew and Collins place to no avail. As he opened the door to their apartment, he could hear her crying in the bedroom. "Maureen." he called out rushing to her.

"Roger, go away." she said without looking up at him.

"Maureen, I'm sorry." he said trying to take her in his arms.

"No. Roger, I can't." she said jumping up out of the bed to get away from him.

"Maureen, I only went there to look for you." he said looking up at her.

"How could you? I never expected this from you." she asked sliding down against the wall.

"Maureen, Baby I'm so sorry." he said getting up to go to her.

"Don't Baby me. Roger, just get out." she yelled as he approached her.

"Maureen, can't we talk about this?" he said quietly as he crouched down in front of her.

"What is there to talk about? Joanne slept with Mark, you kissed Kaitlyn. I mean, why bother. Just get out Roger. I need you to go." she yelled crying into her knees again.

"Maureen, I love you..." he started before she cut him off.

"Save it Roger. Go." she yelled before getting up to ger away from him.

"I'm sorry Maureen. I love you." he said before leaving the apartment quietly. As he left the apartment, he walked up to the loft. How could he screw up so badly? He knew that Joanne cheated on her, he should have stayed away from Kaitlyn. But how could he have known how she felt about him? When he opened the door no one was there, so he went into his old room and just laid on the bed and started crying. He loved Maureen so much, how could he have lost her?

"Roger, is that you?" Joanne asked hearing him cry.

"Go away." he said without looking up.

"Roger, what's the matter?" she asked standing in his doorway.

"I said go away, Jo." he yelled as she stepped back and closed the door.

"Baby, what is it?" Mark asked coming out of their room.

"Roger's in his room crying." she said quietly.

"But his room is downstairs." he said approaching the bedroom.

"I wouldn't do that. He just screamed at me to go away." she told him with tears in her eyes.

"Do you think something happened with Maureen?" he asked looking at her.

"I don't know. They don't talk to me anymore." Joanne said looking at him.

"I better talk to him." Mark said going towards the bedroom door.

"Good luck Baby." she said squeezing his hand before he knocked on the door.

"I said go away Jo." Roger yelled violently wiping his eyes.

"Rog, it's me. I'm coming in." Mark said opening the door.

"Mark, if I don't want Joanne in here, what makes you think I want you in here?" he asked sitting up on the bed.

"What happened Roger? Are you OK?" he asked moving closer to the bed.

"Maureen threw me out, OK? Kaitlyn kissed me at the bar last night and I came home and told her and she threw me out." he told him quietly.

"Kaitlyn kissed you?" Mark asked sitting down on the bed.

"Yeah. We were talking and she was unsure about what to do about her job and then she was crying I tried to comfort her and she leaned up to kiss me. But I didn't kiss her back. So I came right home to tell Maureen and she ran out. I went out looking for her and I went to Kaitlyn's place and she was there. She thought I was there for Kaitlyn and she left. I told her the real reason why I was there, but she didn't believe me so she threw me out." he explained starting to cry again.

"Roger, I'm so sorry. What are you gonna do?" Mark asked quietly as Roger attempted to regain his composure.

"What do you mean what am I gonna do. I'm gonna get her back. I have to. Mark I'm in love with her. I'm not giving up on us." he told him wiping his eyes.

"How?" Mark asked looking over at him.

"Any way I have to. I'll do anything for her Mark. I fucked up and I have to fix it." he said getting up to pace the bedroom.

"If you need anything. Let me know. I mean it Roger. I'll do anything I can to help you." Mark said looking up at him.

"No, I gotta do this on my own. But thanks for the offer. I appreciate it. Can I stay up here for a little while. I want to be close to her." he asked looking down at him.

"Of course you can. Roger this will always be your home." he told him getting up.

"Thanks. I owe Joanne an apology. I yelled at her pretty bad before. She didn't deserve it." he said taking a deep breath before leaving the bedroom to find Joanne sitting on the couch.

"Roger, is everything OK? Are you OK? Is it Maureen?" she asked getting up and walking to him.

"I'm fine Jo. At least I will be." he said hugging her. "I'm sorry for the way I yelled at you before. You didn't deserve it." he said hugging her tight.

"What happened Roger? I'm getting really worried." she asked pulling back to look at him.

"It's a long story, but Mo broke up with me, but I'm gonna get her back. I just need to stay here for a little while. I need to be close to her." he said looking down.

"Anything we can do to help?" she asked looking up at him.

"No. But thanks. This I gotta do myself. I love her Jo. I gotta get her back." he told her as she caressed his cheek.

"So get her back sweetie." she said smiling up at him.

"Thanks." he said going back into his room to devise his plan to get Maureen back.