need to kill you
To get you out of my head
Oh I need to kill you
To silence all the sweet little things you said

May 6, 2013

I faltered, stammering as the one person I never betted on seeing again walked towards me. I let my hand drop from Krism's in shock. Why was she here? How could she be here? She made it perfectly clear that we were never to see each other again. I just couldn't say a word. How could she come here? How did she even get here?

Liz pulled me towards her into a warm hug. I quickly regained my senses and pushed her away, roughly. "What the hell is wrong with you?! Get away from me! You can't just come up and act like we're all happy go lucky Liz!"

Liz giggled, practically beaming at me. "Why not Michelle?" I cringed. "That's not my name and you know it." Liz shrugged. "Come on, haven't you heart of the phrase 'forgive and forget'?"

I narrowed my eyes. "I've tried to forget but you can never be forgiven." Krism stepped forward awkwardly. "Ummm, Minx what's going on?" Her eyes were confused and she stood frozen." Liz stepped forward, her eyes cold.

"And you must be Krism, Michelle's girlfriend. I have to say, she downgraded a bit. I mean, that awful accent, how can you stand it?" I widened my eyes as Krism threw herself in front of me, her eyes slits. "Who do you think you are bitch?! What right do you have to come and insult us like this?"

I nodded. "Yeah Liz, why are you here?" Liz smiled again. "Your producers answered my email about coming on the show of course! After I told them how great of friends we were they practically begged me!" She pouted. "But now I show up to see I've been replaced with this other woman? I'm so offended!"

I snorted. "Last time I checked I was the one who was replaced." Liz dismissed me with the wave of her manicured hand. "It's all in the past, you hold grudges for too long Michelle!" Krism narrowed her eyes. "I don't like your tone." Liz giggled. "I'm sorry did you say something? I don't speak idiot."

With that Krism tried to leap at her. I wrapped my arms around her waist as she struggled. "Let go of me! The bitch needs to pay!" I forcefully clung to her as Liz smirked. She walked across the room and grabbed her suitcase, pulling it along. "I'll see you around. Oh, and control your dog please."

Liz walked out of the room leaving me to stare in shock. How could she be here? How could they let her? The one good thing I have is ruined! Now that she's here i know I'm going to stater reliving the past again. And again...

I let go of Krism and she fell over, pulling herself up immediately. "Who was that?!" Her face was turning red with rage. I was staring blankly at the wall. Krism stared at me. "Minx?" I blinked suddenly, looking at her. "Yes?" Krism bit her lip. "Who was that?" With that I felt the first tear fall, and I collapsed to the floor beginning t cry.

Krism sat down beside me. "Minx who is she?! Obviously she's destroying you! WHO THE HELL IS LIZ?!" I sniffed, turning to Krism. "She's my ex girlfriend. She's the reason I don't trust anyone anymore, she created the worst day of my life, and now she'll ruin me." Krism hugged me fiercely.

"When I'm around no one will lay a hand on you. I swear. Now go to your room and I'll go talk to Daniel about this. I know we can trust him. I love you." I sighed. "I love you too." I stood up shakily and walked out of the room, and then I realized. This was breaking me down.

Krism POV

"She did what?!" I practically screamed at the room as I interrogated Daniel. He nodded sadly. "Yeah, Minx broke down about it. She didn't get out of bed for a day. She called me sobbing her heart out. She really loved her. The next day she was on a plane to LA for this. Honestly I think she was in denial. Seeing Liz probably threw her emotions askew. But I'm afraid that Liz will do something to hurt Minx. She's a malicious person. And she knows about Minx's depression, she might try to relapse her."

I grimaced. "Like hell she will! I'll die before I let her touch Minx!" Daniel shook his head. "It might not be that simple. For some reason she completely resents Minx. I think it's because she got bored with her, left her, and now she has no toys. But she has an extreme amount of intelligence. She could destroy Minx and her career. We just have to stop her before she does."

I grit my teeth. "We better stop her. I won't have this! She won't touch her!" Daniel brought his worried gaze to mine. "Be careful. She might head for you next." I froze as I realized what could happen. "Daniel, I have a bit of a ...troubled past. You don't think she'll?..." Daniel nodded. "I'm sure of it."

I thought of Minx, probably staring blankly in her room. I had to protect her, no matter what the cost.

(1 Hour Later)

Minx POV

"You're worthless!"
"You're nothing!"
"Why don't you just go and die!"

I felt the black void closing around me and the voices, all sounding like Liz suddenly, chanted at me. Maybe they were right. Maybe I should just go to sleep. Sleep sounded so nice, and I didn't even have to wake up. Ever again. As I sighed I felt something shaking me. I heard a faint voice in the distance.

"Baby wake up! Hey!" I recognized that voice. Krism. I couldn't just die. I had to be there for her. For Krism. I had to fight these feelings and just. Wake. Up. I slowly opened my eyes to see Krism leaning over me looking concerned. I smiled sadly, my voice hoarse. "You're the only reason i decided to wake up."

I leaned in, and kissed Krism. She pulled away, blushing. "That means so much to me. But I can tell this is getting to you. Daniel relayed the story to me and Minx, he's really worried about you. And so am I. When you saw Liz you just seemed to shut down. I can't let you fade away because of her."

Minx sighed. "It's not that simple. She just seems to do this to me. I guess her betrayal just hit me hard." She pulled me up, sitting next to me. "I asked Mark and Daniel to walk around town with you or something. You need to get out. Promise you'll try to have fun?" I sighed. "Anything for you."

(2 hours Later)

This wasn't going well, as expected. All around town people whispered or stared when they saw us. I guess they were too shy to speak to us. But I just couldn't handle the whispering. Mark and Dlive were acting like champs, trying to get my mind off everything. And I guess they helped, at least they shoved her to the back of my mind.

The three of us walked through downtown as the stares continued. Suddenly I heard footsteps that weren't ours. I stopped them and turned around. There was a girl standing there. She was tall, with long blonde hair, and was wearing a Doctor Who shirt. She also looked scared out of her mind.

Mark smiled at her. "Milady is there something we can do for you." She squeaked but quickly regained her composure. "Um hi! I love all of your channels, especially Mark's! Can I get a picture?" Mark pulled her in for a hug. "Sure, your name?" She smiled. "Hannah!" He quickly took a selfie with her and she smiled at me. "Hey Minx, just wanted to tell you, look behind me."

I looked at the girls group of friends. A short girl with curly hair and a tall dirty blonde looked disinterested but a short brunette with purple tips widened her eyes as I met her gaze. I waved awkwardly and she almost fell over. Hannah laughed. "Thanks. Anyway, I've got to go! It was great meeting you guys!"

She scurried back to the other girls and squealed along with the short brunette one. We walked on and I sighed. "Does it get easier?" Mark shrugged. "I love meeting fans. Eventually you will too."

I fell behind them, murmuring to myself. "That's not what I was talking about."

A/N: HEY! Thanks for reading! I know DementiaDiscord will enjoy what I did. Also I, yes me, made an itsy bitsy cameo, as did my best friends. Love you guys! BYYYE