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Chapter 21
What. Have. I. Done? What have I done? What have I done? WHAT HAVE I DONE?!?!?! Chad thought as he pulled of the hairs in his head with fury.
"Aaaaaarrrggh!!!!!!!!!!!!!" he yelled out as loud as his lungs allowed. "What the hell HAVE I DONE!!!!???? Sonny hates me to death, and by the grace of heaven I am given a perfect chance to get back the girl I have loved with every living cell in me and there I go and assume that for some miracle she has forgiven me, and go off and blow my cover!!! I mean, I didn't actually tell her it was me but I might as well have. I mean, it would have been less clear if I had written 'This is Chad' on the plane instead. Then, maybe there was a chance she wouldn't know. I. Am. The. Most. Stupid. PERSON. IN. THE. WORLD!!!!!!!!! God, I hate myself... I hate myself..." he kept repeating like a lunatic. "I hate myself... I hate myself..."
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Sonny was going mad.
She had turned her room upside down.
Her closet was empty and her clothes thrown everywhere.
Her favorite bedside lamp was in pieces all over the floor, and she kept throwing anything else she found in her way against her walls.
"I HATE YOU, CHAD DYLAN COOPER, YOU THREE-NAMED DEMON!!! I HATE YOU!!! I HATE YOU, I HATE YOU!!!!!!" she would have kept on cursing him, but she was way too broken to continue.
She broke off crying at the end.
She let herself fall on the bed, and stared crying even harder.
Tears ran down her cheeks like a stream and seemed to have no plans of stopping any time soon.
She curled up in a ball in her bed and pulled the covers over her.
Her eyes were like a spring, only it wasn't water coming out nonstop.
It was tears; it was pain; it was hell.
Hell... that's what her life had turned into.
A never ending flow of hurt and disappointment.
It was like being trapped in soap opera, but the problem was that it seemed to never reach its climax. she could never reach that happy ending, that happily ever after.
It looked so close but she couldn't touch it.
It was visible but not really there.
Like every time it was almost close enough for her to be happy, something took everything that was happy about her life away.
When she finally thought it was nearing an end, a new beginning approached and destroyed everything.
How many times could her heart break?
How many times could her joy be torn into pieces.
How many ways were there to kill her?
Was there never an end to this agony?
Was there never an end to Chad Dylan Cooper?
Was there never an end to his drama...?
Was there never an end to her pain?
Was there ever an end to the punishment?
Was there ever an end to all of this?. . . . . . .
Could there be?
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Pain.
Pain.
Pain.
PAIN.
This was all Sonny could think about as she dressed up the next morning to go to film their movie "Written". Apparently it meant that Luke and Destiny's love was meant to be, as if it were written that they be together.
Yeah, she hoped that could happen in real life.
Right.
She got inside her car, and suddenly she got a call from Tawni.
"So, how is the movie going?" she asked cheerfully.
"Ugh! Horrible!" she complained.
She thought for a second that maybe she should tell Tawni about the day before., but for some reason decided against it.
"What? So there's no way that you will make up with Chad?" she asked.
"MAKE UP?!?! What the hell, Tawni?" she was mad now. "Whatever that means? How can you even bring up the subject?" she asked.
"God! What's so wrong with this subject, Sonny? Why won't you even discuss it? What are you afraid of?" she asked daringly.
"What does that mean, Tawni?".
"It means that you are my best friend, Sonny, and I want the best for you..." she started but sonny cut her off.
"And how is any of this 'the best for me', Tawni. Please explain, because I am really confused about that last part".
"Sonny, I might not know for so long, but I know I know better than anyone else, even better than Chad. and I know that you will never be happy again unless you forgive Chad. You are his life, and he is yours, and you will never be able to reach full happiness without him, you hear me? Not ever, Sonny. Please, I long to see you as happy as you were a few months back. Don't be so proud. Lower your head, and go back to him because he is your only hope" Sonny stood speechless at Tawni's words.
"Tawni, what the hell? I thought you were my friend" Sonny said still getting over the shock.
"And I am. That's why I have done all that I have, and I will continue..." but she was again cut off by Sonny.
"Done? What have you done, Tawni?" she asked suddenly frozen, but there as only silence on the other side of the line. "WHAT HAVE YOU DONE , TAWNI?!?!?!? DAMN IT, ANSWER ME!!!!!!" she yelled into the cell phone with fury. Silence. "TAWNI!!!" she yelled once again.
"Fine! I was the one who told the company to make you and Chad do a movie together. I wrote the story, I wrote the script, everything. I am the most important person in that project" she finally admitted. "And also I was the one who told Chad about ComedyBoy121" she said ashamed.
"You know about yesterday?" she asked.
"Oh, c'mon, Sonny. Hollywood, no, the WORLD KNOWS. There was a plane flying all acroos the city yesterday'' she explained.
"But still, how did you know...?"
"Chad did the exact same thing on a Mackenzie Falls episode. You would know if you actually watched the show" but she was cut off as the first thing settled in Sonny.
"And you were the person behind all of this? You? What the hell, Tawni? How could you?"
"I did it to help..." but she couldn't finish as Sonny hung up the phone right in the parking lot of Condor Studios.
A/N: THIS IS NOT THE LAST CHAPTER,THERE IS MORE!!!!!!!!! I thought it would be but there ended up being too much to tell for one chapter, so I hope you liked it, but I hope you guys would review more. PLEASE, REVIEW!!!!!!! AND VOTE FOR MY NEXT STORIES!!!!!!