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"I'm sorry." He said returning back. "That was Kate." I nodded and took a sip from my wine. He gave me a tight smile.

"So, you didn't have a chance to answer my question. Where did you go? Where were you all this time?"I was eager to find out. he just of them. Even Jessica didnt said goodbye to us.

"I..am..I was in rehab." I think my eyes popped out.

"In rehab? Why?"

"I was addicted. To drugs." He said in weak voice. "Thats why I started to act all weird in senior year." I couldn't believe one word he was I felt like I don't een know this person.

"Are you fucking kidding me?Why didn't you tell you were using?Why you were using?" I was shocked that I didn't figure this out at the time.

"I just. I don't know. When I started to play in football team ,it put so much pressure on me,all colleges wanted me to go play for them and I felt I started to hang out with Laurent it kinda happened.I'm sorry."He said in a pleading voice. I still sat there shocked.

"I just. I can't believe you didn't tell me this. I can't believe I didn't suspect it." I felt so confused and guilty at the moment.

"I'm sorry. I screwed up everything." He said dropping his eyes down.

"I..its a lot to process." I told him honestly. I never thought Edward would use drugs. I thought he's not the type. It just turned out I didn't knew him too well.

"I know."

"I think I want to go home.I just...you are not using anymore right?Because if you are I can't let you -"

"I'm not. Bella. I'm clean.I overdosed when you broke up with me and Carlisle shipped me off to europe to rehab." My mouth was hanging open.

"You what?" My head was spinning. I couldn't believe this.

"I lost you and I thoug-"

"You thought what?That killing yourself would make it better?"I stood up and started to walk away. Edward followed me out. He grabbed my wrist and spun me around so I could face him.

"Bella please. I'm sorry. Please don't be mad. I was stupid." I didn't knew what came over me but I slapped him. hard. He rubbed his face with his hand. "I deserved that I guess." I nodded and slapped him one more time, the third time I tried he grabbed my hand and held it.

"Will you stop?" I put my hand down and glared at him. I felt like a teenager again. Angry at whole world. If he wouldn't be using we would still be together. Raising our would be real family.

"Why didn't you told me when we last spoke?" I asked him. He leant against the wall and stared down at his feet.

"I thought you would hate me more. You were already angry. But I swear. When I slept with her I was spaced out, I was on drugs, I can't remember a shit,not even how I got there." He said bringing up unpleasant memories and I swallowed back tears.

"I want to go home."

After a long drive that seemed like forever, I was under covers in my bed looking at my ceilings. I thought our conversation through and through. I thought about our senior year. I searched for something that would point out that he was using drugs, but I couldn't find anything. Actually I didn't see him much that last year. Well I saw him, but mostly he was at practice or hanging out with Laurent and Victoria.

"This tastes awesome."Rose said giving me bite of the cake. I took it. I couldn't concentrate on the taste,all I could do was thinking about last night and what Edward had told me.

"Yeah, this is tasty." I said. We have been tasting cakes for two hours now. I thought I will need to spend whole day in the gym if we keep up like this.

"Okay, I think I've decided." Thank god.

"We will take this one." She said to a women. Then she turned back at me. "So, Emmett wants to ask Edward to the dinner tonight, he wanted to make sure that you are okay with it."

"Why wouldn't I be?"

"I don't know. Just checking things with you." She said and opened the purse to search for something.

"Its fine with me."

"I have an hour free, we should go to lunch." She said and I raised my eyebrows.

"Lunch?After eating cakes for 2 hours you still want lunch?"

"Please,I could eat a bear right now." She said linking her hand with mine.

"Okay,lunch it is." I said and followed her out of building. We decided to have lunch near the place she had her meeting. It was small dinner with cozy arm chairs and very modern design.

"So, you forgot to tell me how your dinner went." I knew she was dieing find out.

"It went differently that I expected." I said taking a bite of my salad.

"What do you mean?"

"I found out where he was in rehab, apparently my boyfriend was drug addict and I had no fucking idea about it." I said not so proud of myself.

"You are fucking kidding right?" She cocked her eyebrow.

"Nop. Can you believe it?How could I not suspect something?"

"I mean, he was suddenly al weird, but drugs?Ive never thought Edward could-"She stopped in the mid sentence looking somewhere behind me. "Dont turn around but there he is,with his fiance."She whispered.

I took my purse and took out my mirror, I pretended to check my make up while trying to see him and who was this women he was about to marry. And i froze when I saw her face.