I sit in my room staring at my journal, reading what I had written in the past. Startled by a knock, I put my journal away.
"Come in." I turn around to see Bertolt in the doorway, closing the door behind him.
"Bertolt, I didn't expect to see you, what could I do for-"
"Ssh," his hand holds my mouth shut tight, "don't scream, I won't hurt you, if you scream Isabel and Furlan will be in danger-" A knock startles me, I assumed it was Levi. Bertolt shoves himself in between the drawer and the wall as I head over to the door opening it.
"Hey there." I act awkwardly, Levi cocks an eyebrow.
"I just wanted to say goodnight, is everything alright?" I don't say anything, I start to think of Isabel and Furlan. I hold Levi tight before pushing my lips onto his.
"I'm good, goodnight." I smirk pushing his hair out of his face. He leaves down the hall, I assume he's getting himself a tea before I slam the door.
"You better explain yourself right now!"
"Emirī, you can't marry him."
"Why not?"
"Because if you do, you'll get hurt." Reiner came from behind.
"Oh, you guys must be jealous of him or something?"
"We are something he isn't." Bertolt stands close behind me. I feel very intimidated with the both of them surround me.
"We're the Colossal and the Armored Titan." Reiner stares me down, my face just drops.
"And why are you telling me this?" I push the both of them away.
"Because if we can use you, it'll be his weakness." Reiner continued, I turn down, horror. I can't believe what I'm hearing.
"And what if I refuse?" I stare out the window.
"I don't think your children will be a problem for you."
"Reiner aren't you going a little far?"
"Not if she agrees to come with us."
"Why are you doing this? Why did you breach the walls?"
"It's not why you want to ask, we need to get to that basement as much as Eren does."
"Fine." I take my Gear out as well as my cape. I follow Reiner and Bertolt outside my window. I had no idea what they wanted, but I knew for sure Bertolt was awkward yet protective of me. As soon as we arrive at this secret hide out, I hear a person mumble with a gag in their mouth.
"What are you guys doing to him?"
"He is about to die, he's a Titan shifter like us, his thirteen years is almost up, we need someone else to have his power." Reiner explains.
"You mean…" I point to myself, Bertolt looks away. He comes back with serum.
"No please don't! I have children! Please don't do this!" Reiner holds me down, Bertolt reluctantly inserts the needle. As the serum inserts into my body, I begin to fit on the floor before I black out.
I wake up later in a Cabin room; a bed. The last thing I remember was being stung by the needle.
"How are you feeling?" Bertolt had come alone.
"Why did you do this to me? I saw the way you held her, why didn't you leave me with my children?"
"It was for your own good, for their good, I wanted to protect them; for you." He holds my hand, I wanted to rage out, but I wasn't sure what would have happened.
"I have to go back, today is the Fifty-Ninth Scouting Mission." I nod, as soon as Bertolt leaves, I run away. I had no gears, but all I manage to do is run. I climb a tree to keep out from Titans, I assumed I was somewhere within Wall Maria. I wait around for ages, the Scout Regiment had come, but I hide myself when Reiner and Bertolt come on the scene. I stay put until I see an Abnormal come around, chasing fast. My objective is to get rid of it, and somehow, I bite down into my hand where yellow light appears around me and I am now huge. My nails sharpened, I dash towards the Abnormal uppercutting its jaw. I claw my nails into its neck as it growls, I spin its body around using my long sharpen nails to cut its nape. I turn downwards to see those of the Scout Regiment staring in utter shock. I assumed Levi and the others would be in the safest position, I run in that direction. I felt like this was a repeat of the fifty-seventh expedition, except I was the Titan. My red hair flows in the wind as I run. They shot black smoke alerting I was coming, I couldn't find Levi's squad, but I manage to find Commander Erwin on his horse continuing. A Titan appears and the first thing I do it swing my arm cutting the nape on the first go.
"Everybody halt!" Erwin orders. The first thing I do in get down on my knees, with my hands up. Erwin gets off his horse, I don't see Hange around; she must be looking after Isabel and Furlan. In a distance Levi, Sasha, Eren, Connie, Mikasa, Armin and Jean rides up as my friends witness the horror of my form.
"What's with the Titan?" Levi gets off his horse, I lower myself, for my head to be at his sight.
"Commander! An Abnormal!" I turn my head in the direction jumping up only to be hit back into the ground, The Abnormal had grabbed Levi; something I never assumed would never had happened.
"Captain Levi!" Erwin was about to take out his gear, instead I shoot up at the Abnormal.
"No!" My deepened Titan voice screams breaking off its hand Levi was in. I rip off the nape with my teeth as it falls, I catch Levi.
"Le-vi." I speak as his eyes open. No one speaks, I place him on the grass softly.
"Er-win…" I reposition myself in what I was kneeling in before, "cut-nape." I move my hair out of the way, Erwin reaches himself towards me and Levi sits up in shock. A sudden strike of pain struck me, the darkness consumes my eyes.