CHAPTER 21 ~ CRY

Renesmee P.O.V

I stayed in my room every day for a week from then on. Esme came and gave me food every now and then, but for the rest of the time I stayed in bed, crying.

"Can I come in?" My mom asked one night. I sat up.

"Yeah, as long as dad's not with you." She opened the door and sat next to me.

"Are you feeling better?" She asked.

"No." I sniffed. "Mom, I miss him. So much."

"I know. When your dad left I was like this."

"But mom, I need to see him!" The tears started again.

"I've tried talking to your dad, but he just won't listen. He doesn't think Jacob is right for you."

"Does he not understand that I can't help my feelings for Jacob? It's not like I chose this!"

"Well maybe you should tell him that."

"No! I'm never talking to him again!" I put my head under the sheets and started to cry again. My mom walked out and closed the door. I cried for what seemed like hours, but when I checked my clock again it was only half an hour since my mom had been in here. It was late, and I was tired. But I missed him too much to go to sleep. I lay back down and closed my eyes. A sudden noise coming from my window made me sit up. I heard the noise again. I quietly got out of bed, and walked towards my window. A rock hit it and made me jump. I opened my window and looked down. Jacob was standing there, about to throw another rock.

"Jacob! What are you doing here? My dad will kill you if he finds out!" I whispered.

"He's out hunting. And i'm not breaking any of his rules! He said never to come through the door, but I'm coming though the window!"

"What?" But then I realised what he was doing. He took a big run up and leapt from tree to tree. The he took a big final jump into my window. I couldn't help it, I started crying again.

"Shh…" He wrapped his big arms around me.

"Jacob, you don't know how good it is to see you. I've been crying all week, I've missed you so much!" I buried my head into his arms.

"I've missed you too. Nessie, I'm so sorry for what's happened."

"No! It's not your fault! You shouldn't be sorry! I'm sorry for the way my dad's been acting! When he gets home, I'm gonna tell him exactly what I think…" We heard the front door open and close. We smelled my dad's scent.

"He's home." I whispered. I grabbed Jake's hand. He squeezed mine. We walked out of my room and downstairs. I saw my dad, staring at us.

"What the hell are you doing here?" He said.

"Dad, let me talk." I suddenly felt calm. I smiled at Jasper. "I love Jacob, ok dad? I don't know what I would do without him. I understand that you think he isn't right for me, but I can't help my feelings for him. I can't stop or change them. Remember when you left mom, and you thought she was dead, and then you were going to reveal yourself so the Volturi would kill you? Well, that's how I feel about Jacob. I can't live without him. I can't." We were all silent for a while.

"Nessie, I'm sorry that I over reacted. I'm just worried about you, that's all."

"You don't have to worry about me, dad."

"I know but I still do. I can't help it. I will try and give you more freedom, but it's hard for me, please understand that."

"Thanks dad. And I do understand. And one last thing, are you forgetting something?" I asked, moving closer to Jacob. He sighed.

"I'm sorry for what I did Jacob. It was wrong of me to yell at you for protecting my daughter. Thank you for making her wear a helmet, and thank you for bringing her straight here when she got hurt. Again, I'm sorry."

"Thanks Edward. I'm sorry too. I understand why you got angry." I was glad they didn't hate each other as much anymore.

Author's Note:
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