Soul X Maka Fan Fiction Story
Disclaimer: I do not own Soul Eater.
Note: I thank you for the positive feedbacks for this story. And, to Battle-Ange1-AlCHE hm... well this is awkward... I am not a boy... :l I'm actually a girl... XD... And who was your friend anyway who said I'm a guy? XD... Anyways, Here's the next chapter.
My Twin Sister
Chapter 10 (Part 2): Dense Feelings
SOUL'S POV
The next morning came and also the day when Maki will come back. Soul stood up on his bed, feeling really tired. He couldn't sleep thinking of what had happened. He traumatized himself because he was broken. He left the party right after being slapped by Maka, as Wes called him later that day. He told him he left because he isn't feeling any good. That's true, but he's feeling worse. That moment that he only felt this to her then broke him into a million pieces. He walked over to the balcony of his room and think once again.
I guess I survived a day... Without Maka, I'm used to her cooking our breakfast. Now that she doesn't punch me or kick me when I won't wake up... What is she doing right now? Is she with Kid? He scratched his eyes before glancing on his phone on top of the counter. Soul called Maka for about sixteen times in total last night and in the middle of the night.
He first dialed some numbers before holding the phone onto his ear. 'Helloo?" An obnoxious voice answered. And we all know that it's none other than Black Star.
"Would you keep it down? Black Star, I really need to tell you this"
"What? THAT YOU'RE GAY!" Soul face palmed himself as his frustration was getting higher.
"Fuck you... I just... I... I love Maka-" But before Soul could continue Black Star already reacted on the other line with his loud voice.
"YOU WHAT? DUDE, I KNEW IT! THAT GIRL REALLY SERVED YOU RIGHT! AND WHY AREN'T YOU HAPPY ABOUT THAT? YOU MAKE IT SOUND SAD! LET YOUR AWESOME FRIEND CHEER YOU UP!"
"Black Star... I told you before that she has a boyfriend now... And... I already told her that I love her but... She bitch slapped me"
"DUDE! THAT WAS EPIC! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! TOLD YOU I WOULD CHOOSE MAKA MORE THAN MAKI! YO GOT SERVED BIG TIME THERE! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!" Soul sighed on the other line while rolling his eyes. He was basically annoyed by his best friend.
"Whatever, if you can't help me then... I'll just hung up!" But before he could hang up, Black Star stopped him.
"Hey! Don't you hung up on your awesome dude! But I think you should go and get her... Remember your favorite song... 'Hey Jude'? I'll let you remember by singing it to you" Black Star first coughed on the other line before singing the song.
'Hey Soul, (originally Jude, but you get the point why I changed it), don't be afraid,
You were made to go out and get her!' "Did you get it now? If so... Don't answer anything if not... Lick your elbow" Though, his voice was a bit not in tone he delivered the message before hanging up. Black Star may be obnoxious most of the time but there are times that he gets serious for his friends.
Soul's face was blank. He stared on the ceiling. Getting that thought on his head. He sang it mentally, as if he was destined for her. And he is made to go out and get her by himself. So what is he waiting for? Simple, to stop being a pussy and get his girl. He hurriedly changed his pants and white shirt on. As he hurriedly brought some items and placed it on his porche before driving away and zooming on the road right to her house.
"I'm born to go and get her" Soul's eyes were full of determination.
MAKA'S POV
Flip. Flip. And another flip, it was maybe the one hundredth time that she flipped herself on her bed. She didn't had any sleep, her hair was sticking everywhere, and her white shorts and spaghetti top wasn't on place. Her eyes were swelling and she looked horrible. She cried herself to sleep and ignored the calls that she gets from him. She checked her phone once again before curling into a ball.
"Maki will be here at five PM" She closed her eyes before placing her phone beside her. Maka can't set things straight, she loved Soul and he loves her back but she couldn't bare the thought of having him for herself. Not until she heard some guitar playing perking on her ears just outside her window. Maka narrowed her eyes as she slowly walked over her window.
Maka's eyes widened as she saw HIM. Playing his acoustic guitar while smiling at her. She froze on her position as if she's glued on the floor.
'Love of my life, You've hurt me
You've broken my heart, now you'll leave me' He first started with saddened eyes. Maka's eyes began to burn for tears once again, she can't stop him. And she doesn't even know why. She's not complaining nor stopping him. And she's too confused why.
'Love of my life can't you see,
Bring it back, bring it back
Don't take it away from me
Because you don't know,
What it means to me'
'Love of my life don't leave me,
You've taken my life, and now desert me,
Love of my life can't you see?
Bring it back, bring it back
Don't take it away from me
Because you don't know
What it means to me'
'You will remember
When this is blown over
And everything's all by the way,
When I grow older
I will be there at your side to remind you
How I still love you, I still love you'
'Hurry back, hurry back
Don't take it away from me,
You don't know what it means to me'
'Love of my life, love of my life' He finished the song as silence took over the whole aura.
"Why?" Maka asked in an irritated voice.
"What do you mean why?"
"Why are you doing this to me? You're making it harder for me... Harder for Kid and harder for my sister" Maka was about to cry as Soul lowered his head. His eyes also burned for tears but he can't just back down. Not this time.
"I told you before... I won't give up on you" Soul simply answered. Maka sighed as she hurriedly climbed down the stairs and opened the door. Soul slowly moved forward as Maka spoke once again.
"Soul, I'm tired of this... You can't love me... I'm a bookworm, An outsider at school, a geeky classmate and I especially hate guys... Why do you claim that you love me? I just can't... I love my sister more than any one else and losing her will cause me so much pain"
"Maka, I love the way you read a book and react when you read it, I love the way you play with your fingers when you're feeling shy and I love the way you cutely growl at men... And nothing can change that because there is only one Maka who gets me by far this crazy and sing her Queen's song"
Soon, tears started to flow against on her eyes as she spoke once again.
"You know Soul... I told you I am with Kid now! I can't love you-"
"But you do anyways" Soul cuts her off. Then it is Soul's turn to speak again. Since Maka was speechless, she did recalled that she said she loves him.
"If we loved each other, we would fight for it, right? And make things right? If you think that... Being with the wrong person is the right thing, I can't take that and leave you crying... I love you Maka... And nothing else matters" Maka slowly backed away as tears began to weld on her eyes.
"Maka-"
"Don't... Don't come any nearer" Maka slowly moved backwards and slammed the door on his face. She locked the door and slid herself on the door as she sat on her knees, softly crying. Soul walked over to the door as he sighed while sitting in front of it.
"I am not leaving this door until you talk to me without denying everything else!" Soul yelled from the other side.
A few hours already passed and it was already five PM. Soul kept the promised that he would stay no matter what and he still did. Looking over to the familiar car approaching the house. It was Maki and she's back. Maki slowly climbed on the stairs before meeting with her 'boyfriend' who was unamused to see her and is still sitting on the floor.
"SOUL! I MISSED YOU SO MUCH!" Maki threw herself from him as Soul tried his best to hide his guilt. While hugging her, he finally felt the door open so he looked up and saw Maka. Without giving any eye contact to Soul.
"MAKA! I MISSED YOU SO SO MUCH! ARE YOU FEELING OKAY? WAIT... DID YOU CRY? AND WHY IS SOUL OUTSIDE THE DOOR?" Maki's voice sounded very excited and was very dense on the heavy feeling of the aura. While Maki was talking to her sister, Soul was just staring at Maka behind Maki. They weren't saying any word of what happened and they were too guilty for themselves.
"No Maki, I cried because there's something on my eye and S-soul is outside because uh... I was just asleep in our room and didn't noticed Soul" Maka tried her best to focus on Maki but the guilt was really on to her.
"Okay! Since that I'm back... I am very happy to have my dinner made by both of you" The irony of what Maki said, sent shivers down their spines. They don't know how to deal with each other at the moment.
"I'll just watch some TV while the both of you make dinner, okay?" She excitedly implied as she flipped the television open. Maka and Soul walked inside the kitchen as Maka first approached some ingredients while Soul follows her wherever she goes.
"Maka, talk to me... Please" Soul half yelled and half whispered.
"I am not talking to you that isn't related about cooking dinner" Maka also said with the same tone as Soul's. But before Maka could walk over and get some more ingredients, Soul held her arms and pinned her on the wall.
"S-soul... Let go of me!" Still she half yelled with clenched teeth. There was venom dripping with her words but every word had poison that sent lies all over it.
"I won't until you answer my question... Do you love me? Yes or No?" Maka bits her bottom lip while looking down on her feet.
"Maka, face me... Just answer my question... Do you love me? Yes or No?"
"Soul, don't make this any harder... I am not gonna answer your stupid question!"
"Yes or No?"
"I won't... Let go of me!"
"Yes or No?"
"Fine! I love you Soul Eater Evans! With all my heart and soul! I love the way you smirk, the way you adjust your tie, the way you grin or even the way you yelp when I Maka chop you! There happy?" She half yelled once again, her answer was the truth and nothing but the truth. That was something she liked about him. And she can name a whole lot more.
Soul loosened his grip on her arms before turning away to help her with the cooking. "I love you too Maka... Let's just make things right"
MAKA'S POV
"I can't break my sister... She's just a few feet away from us... And you expect me to tell her this right after coming home?" Soul turned around and then started helping her with the cooking. Although the cooking part went really silent. And very awkward.
When they finished cooking, the three sat on the table while Maki was between them. And she is the only one eating very enthusiastically, Maka plays with her food while Soul didn't really ate a lot like he usually do.
"So... Are the two of you getting along well?" Both eyed each other before Maka looked away.
"Y-yeah I guess so" Soul answered for her.
"But... I feel like this... This aura is so... Weird and different... Did something happen?" Her eyes were full of worry as the two were gloomy.
"N-not really... We're just not in the mood" Maka hurriedly answered.
"Okay? So what did you do? With those three weeks?"
"We... Went to the beach and his brother's birthday"
"Wow... Really?"
"Wait! Stop this anymore!" Soul yelled and slammed his fist on the table, startling the two as they both flinched and glanced at Soul. Soul was beyond his limits and he could not take it anymore.
"I can't take this shit anymore! Maki, I can't stand the thought of lying to you... Maki, I love Maka... From the time when she helped me with cleaning my house I felt different... And this shit became more different in just three weeks. You may wonder why I have that guitar with me! I sang her a song just to talk to her because during my brother's birthday I confessed and told her everything. And she turned me away even though she feels the same way... Maki now that I told you everything... I'm... I'm so sorry" Maki stood up from her seat and walked over in front of Soul.
"YOU INSENSITIVE JERK! I-I TRUSTED YOU AND LOVED YOU! YOU BASTARD! MAYBE, this is my fault... I didn't have the time to be with you... AND NOW THAT I HAVE AND READY TO BE WITH YOU... YOU... YOU JUST THREW EVERYTHING AWAY! SOUL! GET OUT OF OUR HOUSE NOW!" Maki yelled with tears streaming on her face. Her heart was racing and caused so much pain. And she can't even describe it herself. Maki pushed Soul away from their house as Soul tried his best to explain but failed when Maki shuts the door on his face. She hurriedly climbed on their stairs and slammed the door shut.
Maka sat on her knees with a blank expression. Right this instance, she had broken her sister's trust. She felt the guilt ravaging her everywhere. She felt regret on everything that had happened. She wanted to escape for a moment away from everything else. So as tears started to fall and she didn't wiped them, she can't even stare at her sister. She's far too guilty of what was happening. And one of it is breaking her sister's trust.