After dinner we went into my room. He nodded his head while he analysed it.
"Do you like it?"
"Yes, it looks good...for a girl's room. I have to admit that it looks better than your old room in Phoenix."
"I know, even though this room is smaller than in Phoenix but I think it looks better."
Automatically he sat on my bed, then he took his shoes off and layed down.
"Your matress is really comfy, now I am jealous because mine is too hard."
I layed down next to him.
"I hope this isn't boring for you."
"What?"
"This."
"Bella, when I'm with you, nothing is boring."
If this was a movie, I felt like every girl would 'aaaaaww' at this moment because I did in my head.
"Thanks but I really wonder about this everytime. I, for myself, think that I am such a boring person."
"Haha, I know what you mean because I think this similar. Why does Bella want to hang out with me, I am a freak!"
"Do you know which song just popped up in my head?"
"No, which one?" His eyes looked existing.
Then I started to sing:
"We are cute for two ugly people."
"This movie is awesome! Remember when we watched it and your mum let the ice cream fall? Her facial expression was brilliant!"
"Haha yes! Even though the ugly part isn't true because you're not ugly and..."
"Bella, are you kidding me?! My face is so...weird and stupid!"
"Nononononono! You're wrong! You don't know what my mind was like when I saw you for the first time." I had to laugh...then there was an awkward break.
Fuck! I just told him that I liked him in this way.
"What?", he asked.
I laughed slightly nervous.
"What?", he asked again and came closer.
"Cool, I just told you this and now I have to finfish it."
"Yes, you should finish it." His eyes blinked too much.
"Well, I was really excitet about your arrival because I thought ' hey, I hope we can be friends' and at this period of my life I hated boys. You know how Matt was and the whole school behaved exactly like him. I never understood love or having a crush, until I saw you."
"Sorry that I interrupt you but your cheeks are red like a tomato."
Again, I laughed nervous and I could't look into his eyes. So, I just stared at the wall.
"Since, we're getting very honest I wanna tell you my part.", he said
"You know that I never had friends, well ok I had Emmett but he is my 'brother'. I hoped the same as you did, to find a friend. I did, but then everything went wrong what could go wrong. Matt started to talk to me and so Lauren talked to me,too and they parted me from you. I never had the feeling like 'uh I hate Bella' it was more like ' Avoid her and hope that she isn't offened' but you were. I swear ,after like 2 weeks of their friendship, I started to get tired of it. I felt sorry for you but the other side liked to be friends with the famous kids. The famous kids in Forks made fun of me and I thought why not. I already apologized for my behaviour."
"And I've forgiven you."
"Yes and then I figured out that you are completely amazing. You are everything, I have ever wished for. A very good friend and listener, your eyes make shiver and I always wanted to touch your hair."
Which was awkward because he really touched it.
"You are blushing.", I whispered.
"I know but I don't care."
"Why do my eyes make you shiver?"
"Because they have this chocolate color and I love chocolate."
"Was this a metaphor?"
He froze in his movement.
"Oh, yes I think it was a metaphor."
All I did was smiling like a complete idiot. I had no fear, so I layed my chin on his chest. Nose to nose. I think we both had no fear because he grabbed my head and kissed me. Slowly and warm were his lips.
"I have waited months for this moment.", he whispered.
"Me too."
I bet we layed like this for an hour. We both didn't want this moment to end. I liked his warm arms around me and his smell was just amazing.
"So you said that you like chocolate..", I started.
"Yeeeeeees?"
"We could make pancakes with Nutella."
"That would be amazing! Even though I never ate this together."
I was shocked. "You never ate pancakes with nutella?!"
"No, should I finally try it?"
"YES!"
I stood up, took him with me and went into the kitchen.
"I hope we can make pancakes, let's see if we have everything here for them."
"You know the recipe?"
"Yes, Edward a girl that loves too eat at 11pm because she is a food monster knows good recipes."
"Well, ok can I help you?"
"Yes, you could search for nutella and flour."
Sorry that this update is so late but I couldn't come online the last days :( but here is a new chapter! And the moment arrived where everyone waited for!
xx Lisa