a/n Yay! Here is the new chapter and things are really staring now! I have the next chapter done and I'm so excited for you to see it! Things are starting to come down to a "boiling point" in the next one and as some of you guessed... well you'll find out if you read

Also I want your opinion on whether the baby dies, she gives it away? I've added a twist into the next chapter and yeah... also Nicole will really break down in the coming chapters and I think I'll put them in Nessie's POV but you'll still have Nicole at the center of things

Chapter 20: Trust

NICOLE'S POV

I stared at the pregnancy test

No, no, no no NO!

This cannot be happening

Nauhel was laying across my bed in my room and I was gasping for air. I was pregnant. I didn't even know I could get frickin pregnant and now I am frickin pregnant!

I looked into the mirror and realised I really was a mess. My hair was pulled back and it was greasy. My eyes were bulging out of my face from the shock and I had dark lines under my eyes from exhaustion. Lets just say I hadn't been sleeping lately with Nauhel around...

"Nauhel" I called sheepishly as he emerged at the door

"What is wrong Nicole?" He asked innocently

"I think I might be" I gulped "Pregnant" I whispered

"No" He cried "This cannot be. I did not. I could not... have... this means that" He was mumbling to himself

"Means that what?" I asked

"Nessie can have children" He said

"Nauhel honestly I don't think that is important now. I am pregnant with your child" I said

"No" He said

"Yes" I shouted

"No this is not. I cannot... Nicole I did not impregnate you" He almost growled in my face. I had never been afraid of him, but I was now

"Uh, who did so? Jake? Edward? Carlisle" I shouted cringing at the names I had just called. All of whom were in healthy relationships- now unlike me-

Nauhel stormed out of the bedroom and I collapsed onto my bed and started to cry. He didn't want this child. Not only did he not want this child but I was pregnant. This is not good

I had been in my bedroom for a few hours when a soft knock came at the door

"Nic" I heard a melodic voice call "Its Ness"

I sniffed "Come in"

She came in and I looked at her. Her bronze hair was pulled back lightly into a wavy pony-tale and she was wearing one of Jake's plaid shirts over a white tee.

Since my growth spurts at the age of twelve I'd never felt younger than Nessie... until now. Even in her fifteen year old body where as I was in my eighteen, nineteen year old body she looked wiser than I had ever seen her in my life. More so when Jake got hurt in the battle with the volturi , more so when the witch was hunting in Forks. This was extreme

"I heard you crying are you alright?" She asked concerned

"Ness if I tell you something will you promise me you won't freak out? Or tell anyone?" I asked

"Depends" She mused "Nic if I need to tell I will" She said

"I think I'm pregnant" I whispered and she gasped

"What? No? You can't? You guys you used protection right?" She asked

"No. Because I thought my kind couldn't get pregnant" I said

She was frantic "You guys have only been together a few months" She said

"We got together just before you and Jake" I hissed

"We are not having sex" She said

"I know. Cuz you promised daddy that you wouldn't" And she recoiled

"That promise means a lot to my parents, Jake and myself. I'm only 6 years old and I don't need to prove anything to him" She said

"What and I did?" I asked in disbelief

"He's older than you maybe you felt-" And I couldn't help it maybe it was hormones or maybe it was pure rage but like I did when I was 2 years old I pulled my arm back and slapped her so hard around the face that she fell off the bed and her eyes closed

"Ness" I called

"Come on Nessie cut the crap! open your eyes. Your fine" I said but she didn't move

I ran out of my room not caring that I looked like a mess and ran down the stairs vampire speed "Grandpa" I called

Jake looked up from the couch "Something up?" He asked

If I told him he'd freak... "No just need him for something " I said

"Kitchen" He muttered pointing at the doorway

I flew into the kitchen and started talking before my mouth and brain could register what I was saying

"I got angry at Nessie because she was accusing me of proving something to Nauhel I slapped her and she fainted or fell unconscious or something. She won't move" Everyone in the kitchen went into motion and they ran up to my room

I followed behind and Jake followed up only to be taken aback when he saw his girlfriend lying on the floor looking like death

Everyone was shouting and talking together and Jake ran over and picked her up and laid her head against his shoulder.

"What is it?" He asked desperately to Carlisle

"Remember when she got sick a few years back"

"Yeah, yeah" He rushed

"And I said that it may happen again" He said

"Yeah but it hasn't" Jake said

"Well that is what I think" Grandpa mused "Her body has completely shut down and she needs blood pronto. And her body temperature seems to be dropping" He said in a rush and Bella and Edward launched out of the door like bullets out of a gun. To get blood for Nessie. Jake carried Nessie into her room that was across from mine and laid her on the bed and laid beside her. I could see in his face that he was panicking

"I'm so sorry. This is my fault" He turned to glare at me

"Yeah it is" He said calmly

"Jake you need to understand something" I started

"I know Nicole I heard what you said to Nessie. You had no right to take it out on her. She was trying to help you. It would have happened sooner or later anyway. Go to Carlisle and get a proper test done. We will help you" He said slipping into the plural meaning himself and Nessie. He was basically saying that he would be on my side

I nodded and walked out.. now I had to get Carlisle to perform a pregnancy test on me... great

"Nicole" Carlisle whispered

"I'm pregnant right?" I asked and he nodded

"Yes. How could you be so reckless? Irresponsible?" He asked and if I felt disappointed before it was nothing compared to how I felt now.

I started to shake "You don't understand" I whispered

"Tell me" He urged

"Carlisle I couldn't be the innocent in the relationship. He's so much older than me and it made no sense to wait" I told him

"He forced you?" He asked alarmed

"No. He kept pushing me into it" I told him honestly

"How come you never told anyone? Nessie" He said

"She would have judged me. Carlisle I couldn't because looking at their relationship and looking at ours... I couldn't. He is so good to her compared to Nauhel" I told him and he nodded

"We have to tell your parents" He said and I nodded

We were all congregated in the living room. Nessie was wrapped up in a blanket and curled into Jacob's chest. The two of them had taken over the couch. Nessie was pale but the colour was returning to her cheeks.

"As you know Nicole has been ill recently" Carlisle informed us all and Mom looked shocked.

"Well today we found out why" I saw Nessie turn into Jacob's chest quickly. She already knew. She knew. I was giving myself a death sentence here

"Nicole is pregnant with Nauhel's child" I looked down as everyone's voice became one. So many questions were being asked and I couldn't look at my parents

"Nic?" My mom's usual chirpy voice was saddened "How?" She asked

"How did you get pregnant" I snapped and instantly regretted it

"Where is that life-form that doesn't deserve life" Daddy hissed menacingly

"He left this morning and I haven't seen him since" I cried and Bella rushed over and put her arms around me and rocked me back and forth

"Its going to be alright we will get you through this" She whispered

"Nicole?" Carlisle asked getting everyone's attention

I looked up to see his expression and I didn't know what to say

"Do you want this baby?"

A/N Well what do ya think? Next chapter should be up wednesday or Thursday and I'm beginning chapter 22 tonight maybe...?

Anyway leave your opinions on the baby and we might start gathering some info about it next chapter