Cost of Survival
Sorry if you guys got the notif and expected a new chapter only to be disappointed. I know chapter posts that are just notes aren't technically allowed but I feel like I should post something after leaving y'all hanging for so long.
I had been meaning to update, but with thesis getting in the way, I ended up pushing back the update week after week until I just ended up with a half-finished chapter gathering dust in my drive and not much energy left to finish it. And then after a while, I kinda started a glee detox for a few weeks because it felt so unhealthy to be exposed to the show and everything related to it because it would get on my moods so much and so badly.
And then the news about Cory started going around and now the idea of writing a Hunger Games-Glee fic where majority of them are going to die... that feels a little weird, doesn't it? Especially since the next couple of chapters I had outlined aren't particularly graceful towards Finn. It just feels disrespectful and bizarre to push on with it, at least for now.
I do still have feelings for this fic and I do still hope to finish it some day. But right now, it's gonna have to be on a break. I mean it already was, but now I kinda just wanna confirm it and I'm really sorry about disappointing everyone...
I still have outlines for this fic more or less all until the ending, so it's not so much a matter of not knowing where I'm taking it as it is a matter of not having enough inspiration/motivation to churn it out and then it also became a matter of it not feeling very appropriate to work on this so soon after... well y'know.