Wrong Side of the Tracks Ch 24
Morning would always come that was inevitable. The question was would there be regrets? Tobi opened his eyes to look over at Zetsu. Zetsu was awake and watching him cautiously. Tobi blushed and smiled as he thought back to the previous night. Zetsu smiled and relaxed a little. He was afraid that Tobi would wake up and then hate him for what had happened between them.
"Why did you let me make love to you last night? We barely know each other and yet you seemed so willing." Zetsu asked softly. Tobi looked into Zetsu's eyes. He was afraid of how to answer. He didn't love Zetsu. Or at least he didn't think he did, yet something about him drew him in and he wanted to be wanted.
"I'm not sure. You wanted me and I haven't really been wanted by anyone. My own parents don't even know where I am half the time. They just assume that I am where I should be. I hate it. I wish that they paid a little more attention. When you kissed me and took my hand to lead me here I was so happy because someone actually cared that I was there. I know I should have stopped it but I didn't want to. I really liked it. It was amazing to be wanted and for you to be here with me this morning feels nice." He said blushing as he looked away.
Now he just sounded needy and it was bound to drive Zetsu away. Zetsu reached out and put his hand on Tobi's cheek. He leaned down and kissed him softly. "I don't understand how someone could ignore you. You are a beautiful boy. I counted myself lucky that you allowed me so much freedom with you and your body. I expected you to haul off and slug me for kissing you. Never did I think you would allow someone like me to make love to you." Zetsu said sincerely.
Tobi looked shocked. He hadn't thought that Zetsu would have considered himself so unworthy of his time and his friendship. He really wasn't as shallow as most people thought. He leaned forward and hugged Zetsu. Their naked skin pressed together and the feeling of contentment came back to Tobi. "I like you Zetsu. I think I may even have deeper feelings for you. I can't say for sure but when I am with you it makes me feel better. I feel complete. I hope this isn't too much. I don't want you to push me away for being so needy. I just want you to know how I feel." Tobi said whispering the last sentence.
Zetsu smiled in relief. "I feel exactly the same way as you. I don't know what these feelings are but I would like to explore them and find out. You make me feel worth something." Zetsu said. Tobi pulled back to look at Zetsu. He smiled and kissed Zetsu's lips. "You make me feel worth something too. I want to explore this as well. I think maybe we would be good for each other." Tobi said. Zetsu nodded and held Tobi close. He kissed his cheek and they lay back down together to just be with each other.
Deidara struggled to open his eyes. He was so tired. He didn't even remember falling asleep. Oh yeah, that's right, he wasn't home. He and Sasori had kissed, talked, made love, talked, kissed, made love a second time and now he was tired. He finally managed to get his eyes focused. The bed was empty and he immediately began to panic. He hadn't heard Sasori get up. Now he was worried that this was the morning after one night stand kind of awkward.
Sasori came back into the room and smiled at Deidara. Deidara smiled unsurely. Sasori crawled back into the bed with Deidara and slid over next to him. He laid his head on Deidara's shoulder. "Morning. I had to get up to find my phone. Kisame texted me and I must have left it in the living room. It was annoying me." He grumbled sleepily. Deidara wrapped his arm around Sasori's back. "I was worried, un. I thought you were trying to avoid me." Deidara laughed nervously.
"After last night? I don't honestly see how that is even possible." Sasori said with a laugh of his own. He cuddled closer to the blond. Deidara held on tighter and laid his head on top of Sasori's. They were both exhausted from last night and they needed to talk. Deidara figured it was now or never. "So what actually happened between us last night, un?" Deidara asked. Sasori raised an eyebrow. "Do you need me to remind you?" He asked sarcastically.
Deidara scoffed. "No, I mean, now what? Where do we go from here, un?" He asked and then yawned. Sasori thought for a second before his own yawn took him over. Deidara giggled. Sasori smiled. "Well let's assess. I like you. I really, really like you." Sasori said. Deidara blushed slightly. He smiled and nodded.
"I like you too, un. I like you a lot. The question is, do we like each other enough to fall in love, un?" Deidara asked with a blank expression. Sasori thought for a moment. "I think we do. I am already on my way to falling in love with you. Are you falling in love with me?" He asked returning the look. Deidara thought for a moment searching his feelings. "Yes, un. I believe I am." He answered surely.
Sasori nodded and then settled down against Deidara once more. "You are like the forbidden fruit. I want you but the consequences are most likely going to be the death of me." Sasori said. Deidara laughed. "You have no idea. If my dad found out that I was with you, especially like this; I think he would kill us both, un." Deidara said. Sasori nodded. "No doubt in my mind." He added. Deidara ran his fingers through the blood red hair.
"How will I ever be able to tell my parents about you, un?" Deidara asked more to himself than to Sasori. Sasori laughed. "It might be best if we kept this secret. At school we can be friends but here we can be more." Sasori said. Deidara sighed. "I hate that I would have to hide it, un. I want to be with you without worrying what someone will think." He said sadly. Sasori looked up at him. "Deidara I think you would be asking for all sorts of trouble. Not just from your parents but from kids at school as well. I am a punk from the ghettos and you are a rich boy from a prominent neighborhood. I couldn't bare it if someone was mean to you because of me." He said firmly.
Deidara smiled and leaned down to kiss Sasori's lips. He nodded once more. He knew Sasori was right. "Okay, we will keep it secret, but only for a while, un. I don't want to be away from you all the time. I might get lonely." He said with a smile. Sasori gave him a pout. "What happens when you get lonely?" He asked. Deidara blushed and then grinned. "Use your imagination, un." He said wickedly. Sasori smiled broadly. He pulled the blankets back up over their heads and they began a repeat of the previous night.