The day when my pain fades away,

will that day ever come?

Being so pitiful and silly,

What can I do after all?

The moonlight is so beautiful,

I just can't get away.

Let me lie down by your side for a moment.

A moment, just a moment.

I won't say I'm inlove

[ 24 ]

...

I was with him since we were kids, I was always been happy when I met him. When I was on the island, I dont even got someone to play with. Its quite lonely in there. I was a Goddess, it was my duty to protect my people and the planet. My mother died protecting me, I dont know what creature killed her, My mother was a brave Goddess just like me, I remember she got those wonderful violet eyes. She had a friend name Ghideon, the small three headed monster who was also kind. Ghideon also takes care of me when I was a kid, since my twin brother disappeared and never came back. But, when Ghideon's away to fight some monsters as always I ended up alone with my people who worshipped me.

But then, a storm came up in the next day and the next thing I knew. I was washed far away from home, then I met someone who's lonely as me. Godzilla, sure human being were afraid of him. He's not all bad, He has a temper. Deep down he's all fluff. Fact is he's not like anyone I've ever known.

We became friends after the next day when I spent time with him at the island. Atleast, I'm not alone now. We spent our day playing like little children like human beings on the green grass. Playing around the field. Even I was still on my larvae form, I manage to tag him it was fun for sure. Its always fun.

Few years, I was still on my larvae form and it seemed that I was a late bloomer and its quite not good. Well, when we found the monster island, he became so popular. And as a Goddess I don't need to deal something like this even my reputation was low, my being is more higher than them. Some other kid kaijus thinks I'm weird, because I'm a late bloomer and they are been kicking up. But, I don't mind, its me and loving myself and being myself is more better than pretending, since he always hang out with his new friends and I admit that I want to go back to the island to continue my duty as a Goddess-a Queen.

I don't need a King, If Elizabeth the first can rule without a King then I can. I thought confidently, I only known the Queen Elizabeth the first when Ghideon used to tell stories about the places he visited and helped. At that time, I straightened myself. Even the sadness was with me at all time, he doesnt need me anymore. Why would I even bother?

The stupid buffon I was, I want to see him again but no talking just wanna see my friend before I'll go. So I crawled out to find him, and the only part of the island where he always was where the 'cool'-I mean stupid idiotic kaiju guys go. The east side, not far from here. Since, Ghideon will arrived at the island for a few days or maybe this night. When I arrived, I used my small claws to take a small peak at the leaves seeing him there hanging out with Kong and Rodan. Those two goons, I don't know what he saw on those two, Kong always bully Angurius not to mention that monkey really is annoying when he always being mean.

"Finally, the King of the monsters is here!" Kong said, looking at Godzilla who had a smug smile on his face. I scoffed, that shouldn't be happening. "Buddy were proud of you, you got Manda to be your mate-"

"I told you, she hasn't answered me yet." Godzilla hushed Rodan, looking around. "But, have you seen Mothra?" he asked trying to find her. But, Manda came. She went to Godzilla probably talking ,but he said that Manda didn't say yes yet to him.

"What are you doing?" I heard from behind seeing Angurius. I hushed him tapping my claws on his feet since he was more bigger than me. Thats a boomer. "Shh!" she hushed him. "I was looking for you." Manda smiled, Godzilla's lips twitch upwards. "And here I am babe."

What the?

Did he just call her babe?

I blinked a few times, trying to think if I am just seeing things or hearing these. But, no. I wasn't and He said earlier she didn't say yes yet. Godzilla and Manda were infront of me. Gazing each other's eyes, smiling at one another.

Like they were only the fwacking kaijus in the world. I apologize I couldn't really know pronounce those words correctly. And I knew better than watching this. I turned away, not able to handle the weird painful feeling in my chest. It made my stomach dropped witnessing after that.

What is... Wrong with me?

I should be happy for him. Out of all things I should be changing right now. I should being happy seeing Goji happy.

But no, it felt opposite.

It was hurting, so much.

Then I felt something nudge my side, "say something, you've been staring at them like at 3 minutes." it was Angurius.

She take a huge nice breaths. "I was?" she said in surprise tone.

"and I think someone's jelly." Angurius teased. I rolled my eyes looking away.

"I am not jealous."

"I didn't say it was you."

I turned around to see him with an amusement eyes and a playful grin spread around Angurius's face. I look away with a small huff escape on my mouth.

"I could wipe those grin on your face, If I had too." I said in annoyed tone.

He feigned hurt, and let out an awwwe sound. "Ouch, baby mothra is hurt." he cooed.

I took nice deep breath as I felt my face redden in embarrassment, I didn't even know why I was acting like this. A Queen should be able to control herself at all times.

This is too childish, too ridiculous if I can add on. "I need to go now."

Angurius quickly notices directly my discomfort. "You okay, Mothra?"

"I-I'm fine." even I remembered what happened few days ago at the rain incident, where I cupped his face and felt connection.

I really need to get out of here. "Where are you going?"

Anywhere

Anywhere but back to my lovely island.

I didn't answer his question, but Angurius done something. He really didn't mean to do it at all.

"Mothra wait!" he shouted, and that time. I knew Godzilla heard that. I couldn't stop the visual image peaking again and again over in my head as I tried to escape on this place. Maybe not even coming back, it's just hurt.

I only felt something slipping on my cheek.

"Mothra!"

And there he was, the King of the monsters himself trying to find me, the silly me who was seemed in pain right now. I got on the ocean sped my way back home at the island.

"Mothra where are you?!" he asked still finding me.

I don't know I was doing when I got in the island. I felt numb-my chest felt numb even my body. I went straightly at the temple and no one is there which it was good. Maybe the fairies told my worshippers off to just leave me alone for a moment. Just in time Ghideon came in for a moment.

"Hello." my voice was quite dry and filled with sadness, which Ghideon notices it directly.

Ghideon shifted to concern. "What happened?" he asked over me. "Is this about Godzilla?" he asked, and I felt my throat dry and weakly nod. Ghideon was worried about me, by seeing myself like this. My mouth were quivering, Ghideon's eyes widen. "are you crying?" he whispered.

"No." I dont wanna admit it. "I am not."

Ghideon tried to comfort me, even he was restraining himself up because I looked like I would faint. "Come on Kid, don't be sad. You want me to beat the shit outta him?"

I weakly shake my head, he understood. He wrapped his wing on me, I smiled a little and let Ghideon comforted me. I felt a bit good. "You are ready." his eyes glows looking at me, and I nod going to a nearby wall and sprayed myself with the webbing forming a cocoon.

...

I don't know how many days went by, maybe few weeks or a month perhaps? I smiled for myself wiggling my way out from the cocoon. I hear the fairies singing my song. I churred, as my people bowed even the twins. I bowed back, as I flap my wings up high they won't mind. I could actually need to stretch my wings first.

It felt good, i saw Ghideon waiting at the shore. They look happy to see me. Now, I am quite grown. I land beside him as he bowed respectfully.

"Its about damn time." the middle head smirked making me giggle like a child. "How long was I out?" I asked, the left head looks at me.

"Two weeks, we really thought you are not gonna come out."

"Yeah, we saved the earth while you were gone." the right head shrug his wing. "Were glad you were back, Mothra." they all said in unison.

"Thank you, Ghideon." I spoke softly. Making Ghideon chuckle with a happy grin on their faces.

"Now, come with me." he looked at me, I looked back with confusion. Where are we going? I just came out from my cocoon. Alright, that grin means something they are up to something and I know its up to no good.

And she followed Emperor Ghideon, even she just come out. She was still being an idiot, a hopless romantic idiot that should be flying away from her guardian and went to hawaii or have a good vacation like in Mars? That could work out. But sadly, her memory was a bit fuzzy and couldn't remember what happened before unless somebody's gonna tell her and make it remember.

Today was the day, that you need to be a grown ass woman and tell your feelings. Ghideon thought glancing at her who was enjoying her wings. Today was that day they need to do it.

"What are we doing at the monster island-." I gasped and choked at the air. And I cough few times, as I tried to breath properly. "Why are we on this horrible island?!" I screamed at him, who was begin to laugh.

"I'm just here to congratulate about Rodan's new Mate." Ghideon grinned even more, and I scoffed. I knew those grin couldn't be trusted again. "Relax, after I congratulate them both we'll leave and never come back unless you want to go-"

"I-I would never come back into this dreadful place!" I hissed, grabbing his wing and landed at the white sand. I cringed, not wanting to remember anything from this place. I stood close by to them, entering a field where everyone was busy chit chatting.

I was shaking, even I felt cold sweat on my forehead. But, I was good at hiding it. I was terribly frightened and nervous at the same time, if I'm a human I could bite my nails off. But, no. I need to act like a Goddess and a real Queen. I stood confidently, not wanting to gag.

He wasn't here, good. Good. I could fly now and zap everyone to escape, oh no. Everyone is looking at me! I was bothered by their staring, but luck came in as they went back what they were doing. Phew! Come on, we'll be done here. Hrk- I feel I'm going to throw up.

"I'm nervous." she spoke to Ghideon, who shrug their wings. "We all are." they smirked. Finally, both of them congratulated the newly couple. She was tapping her sharp raptorial hands even making a 'x' pose with her hand. "Thanks, we really appreciated it." Rodan replied.

"Sadly, the best man couldn't come-oh, there he is!" Rodan peeked behind us, as he waved his wing. I felt that I couldn't breath, I looked at Ghideon who still had the stupid smirk on his face.

"Why don't you say Hi to him? kiddo."

What in the world? "No!" I whispered.

"You're being a baby, come on its just a greeting."

"Why don't you just do it?" I glared at him with warning making the three heads laugh playfully. "Come on, buttercup. It's a party, you think I'm gonna let you do nothing? Come on kiddo."

I gritted my mouth, "Ghideon, I swear-"

"Ghideon, its good to see you." A familiar voice greeted, I put my raptorial hands on my face. Covering it as I tried to scoot away from him. I don't want to see his face, I should be getting out of here.

"Godzilla, likewise." Ghideon grinned, and turned to Mothra. "I would like you too meet, someone."

"Sure, I am glad to meet this kaiju you always talk about off, Sir." he said politely, I pursed my lips together avoiding eye contact. I slowly make my escape, still covering my face gladly no one noticed. "Anyway, how was Manda?"

It was badluck, when Manda came in with pitch cheery scream and embrace Godzilla with a hug. "Well. Maybe next week we could be real mates." he cooed at her.

Mothra stopped walking and felt something inside of her, she closed her eyes trying to bare the pain inside of her chest. She spread her wings, now she could go now- she doesn't give any care to them all. Despite, everything. She felt pain, in her heart. Her heart was pounding madly, she was about to leave and was about to jump on the air.

"Mothra come here, kiddo." Ghideon tilt his head to Mothra with a press smile.

"Mothra?" Rodan turned his head.

"Mothra?" Godzilla looked at him with confusion as all kaijus eye's landed on the winged creature who slowly putting the wings down revealing her. The Guardian of peace, who was closing her eyes when everyone was looking and when she puts her lovely wings down, the flowers at the ground was carried away like she had a dramatic entrance and she looked at them to him.

She swore to herself, she felt her face hot from the staring. Both of their hearts skipped a beat seeing each other again. She swallowed the lump on her throat, as the flowers keep dancing around her. Truth to be told, she was the only kaiju who looked beautiful. "Uhh."

And the nervousness was backing up and kicking her again, everyone stared in awe. She was too magnificent, to be out from fhis island. She was thicc. She stiffened, they were both staring each others eyes, until they broke contact. Before, he could say anything she shot herself at the air with full speed and flies away, leaving the King to be broken.

"Holy shit, she's hot." Rodan blurted out, making his mate slap his head making him yelp.