Tuesday, June 19, 2010 – Beach
Dear Diary,
I hate awkward silences. Sword practice is a pain (with Luke being the instructor for it), meals are a bore (with Luke at the same table as me), and almost anytime I have to spend in the cabin alone is… NEVER! It's like he is everywhere!
I'm thinking I should apologize, for running off like that. But I think he should first. He just randomly kissed me while I was ranting on and on and on! But still, I miss him. His smile, his laugh, his voice when he's only talking to me. He hasn't been doing anything those things the past few days.
But I'm only 15! And I still will be for a few more weeks. A 15 year old can't fall in love, right? I don't even have a driver's license yet! Yet the more I think about it, the less I think age really matters. I think I love him, but at the same time, I hate him. Oh, why does love have to be so dumb!
"I love you with so much of my heart that none is left to protest!" Beatrice, Act 4, Scene 1, Much Ado About Nothing
I know how Beatrice feels,
Yuna Summers