Its nice waking up to Bella Saturday morning. We've been spending most of the day lying in bed, making out and watching Netflix, minus the chill part. I plan on taking Bella home around 3 because Charlie is blowing up her phone. "Dad I'll be home in 30 minutes! Ugh and don't forget we are having the Cullen's over for dinner tomorrow so I'm using the debt card to buy groceries. Edward is taking me to Thriftway before bringing me home. Yeah dad, love you too."
Despite Charlie always trying to scare me off I know he really loves Bella and is just wanting to protect her. Also I know my reputation doesn't help any.
"Everything ok with your dad?"
"Yeah he's just a worry wart and well he's afraid we are a bit too serious. He tells me not to miss my opportunities, but I assure him I'm not missing anything." Bella leans over and gives me a deep kiss. "I'm especially not missing any opportunity to spend with you. I love you Edward. For the first time I feel complete, like I have a best friend, protector and someone to call my own."
Hearing Bella say all these things only remind me that I have tell her about Tanya and why her dad is so leery about me.
"Bella you are my life now. I couldn't imagine wanting anything more with a girl. I know we are still young but hell my grandparents where 15 when they met and my mom and dad were both 19 and 22. I only hope that you don't change your mind or later on feel like you're missing something; missing out on different life experience or maybe a different boyfriend." God I feel so scared at times with her; like she may leave or decide that she may want to have sex with someone else. That would break me, knowing that I wasn't enough for her.
"Ok, Edward I'm not that young. I'm 18 and a legal adult….." I interrupt her.
"What? You're 18? When the hell did this happen? I thought you were 17 like me. Fuck why didn't I ever ask you your birthday?" I'm rambling as always but I don't' know how I could have missed something as important as her birthday and I'm dating an older woman!
"Shut up Edward!" Bella places her hand over my mouth and I stop talking. "Yes you are dating an older woman and no I never told you. My birthday happened during that time you weren't sure if you liked me or hated me and I never make a big deal about it. My dad and I just had dinner at the dinner and he got me a new cell phone. That was it. Are you weirded out that I'm a little older then you?"
"No it's not weird but I would have liked to have gotten you a gift or thrown you a party! Alice throws excellent parties." I tell her.
"Oh god Edward, I hate being the center of attention and you don't have to give me anymore gifts. " She tells me while rolling her eyes at me.
"Well, Miss Swan I can and I will give you a gift, but I think you also denied me of my right to give you a birthday spanking." Que Christian Grey, but right now I can't remember how he gave Ana that spanking, The Champ is growing hard just thinking of touching Bella's bare ass.
"I don't think so Edward! I'm not a little girl and you are not my dad." Bella says while sticking her tongue out at me.
"I may not be your dad, but you are mine and I may just make you call me daddy." I quickly grab her and pull her over my lap.
"Ew, Edward that so weird! You need to lay off of Porn Hub!" Bella says while looking up at me from her prone position over my lap. "And let me go damn it!"
"You really want me to let you go?" My hand is moving up and down her legs and I part her thighs. My fingers inch closer to her center but I don't touch her there yet. "Hmm I don't think I want to let you go. I think you've been doing some very naughty things with a younger man." She laughs at this but I keep going.
"Oh you think that's funny?" I quickly pull down her panties and give her a quick smack on the ass.
"Fucking bastard that hurt!" Oh shit she is angry. "Fuck baby I'm sorry!" I move her torso down onto the bed with her feet on the floor and bend down and kiss her ass checks and Bella lets out the most delicious moan. "Oh you like me kissing your ass, hu?" I give a small laugh and slap her cheeks again but with less force.
Running my left hand up and down her inner thighs I place my right hand under her and gently squeeze her tit alternating between the two and ending with a slight tugging of her nipple. "Ugh Edward that feels so good."
"I love that your vocal about what you like and don't like Bella." Sometimes I wonder about those other girls, if they were really enjoying it, if I was too rough. None of them said much, all they did was do some weird porn star impersonation or shout "harder!"
I keep teasing her but I don't touch her pussy I just continue to lightly spank her while playing with her tits and running kisses down her back.
"Edward touch me." She sighs.
"Tell me where!" I tell her sternly "I won't touch you there unless you ask me."
"Damn it Edward!" I spank her again and her body jumps a bit off the bed.
"No cursing! Now tell me where you want me to touch you."
"Touch my va jay jay." At this I burst out laughing.
"Edward don't be dick ok. My mom told me to call it that because she heard it from Oprah."
"Sorry baby." I give her a kiss on the lips. "Now tell me where you want me to touch you and use your big girl words."
"Edward touch my pussy." Bella's voice is barely a whisper.
"Say it louder and use your manners."
"Sir, please touch my pussy." Hearing her say this I almost explode in my boxers. "Fuck Bella, you're so fucking hot," and I move one finger into her warm center.
Bella's body buck's upward. "Hold still baby. I'm preparing your pussy to be fucked." Bella's va jay jay actually sucks my fingers in deeper so I lean over and lick up her slit.
"Can I fuck you baby?" I don't know what I'll do if she tells me no.
"Please." It sounds both like a plea and a demand.
I move down my boxers and position myself behind her. "Edward should I turn onto my back?"
"No don't! As much as I love your face I really want to see myself going in and out of your body."
I run my cock through her folds but I can feel her tense up. "Relax baby, we don't have to do it."
"No Edward, I want to." I know she's still sore so instead I kneel down on the floor and spread her legs wider apart.
"Edward you don't have to do that." She says in a whisper.
"Shut up, I need a snack." I never thought I would enjoy doing this to a girl; putting her needs in front of my own. I lick at her opening while my thumb plays with her clit. Bella is moaning beneath me and I know she is close so I move up and align myself behind her swiftly sticking my cock insider her warmth.
"Ow." She cries out but it's quickly followed by soft moans. "Ssh, it's ok. I love you so much, so tell me if I hurt you."
"No keep going. It's just getting use to you again."
I move slowly above her making sure to run my left hand up and down her back while my right hand braces around her waist. Soon Bella is pushing back against me. "You like me fucking you? Can I fuck you harder Bella?" I'm busting to fuck her into the mattress.
"Yes, harder."
She's clasping the sheets as my cock goes deeper into her. I can feel my balls tightening and it's at this point that I remembered I forgot the fucking condom so I pull out and shake my cum on her ass and lower back.
Looking back Bella asks me, "Edward did you just jizz on me?"
Leaning forward I kiss her. "Sorry Bella, I forgot to put on a condom." Saying this I fucking throw myself off of her. "Fuck Bella. I can't believe how irresponsible I was."
Bella moves up to the bed, kneels up and removes my shirt that she's been wearing. She's completely naked now. Was this a deploy tactic to keep my mind off of my idiocy?
"It's ok Edward, I've been on the pill for a year to regulate my periods." She lays her body on mine. "Don't worry ok. I shouldn't have let it go that far. I'm older than you and I was just as irresponsible and besides you cuming on me was hot." She says while giving me small pecks.
"Why the fuck didn't you tell me last night you are on the pill?" I'm a bit angry but also relieved because the feeling of her without the condom was amazing.
"I was embarrassed Edward. I didn't want you to think I was lying to you about being a virgin and I really didn't know how to bring it up. Also it didn't feel right in the moment." I wonder what else she's kept from me, but just looking at her face I know she's sincere.
"Well is there anything else you want to tell me?" I ask her and it's evident that I'm still a little pissed.
Oh fuck her lip is quivering, so I place my hand behind her neck and bring her closer to me.
"Baby I'm sorry. We both have faults. I'm sorry for my short temper at times, you knew I was like a fucking lion when you met me. Remember those evil looks I gave you your first day of school?" She laughs at this and I know I'm forgiven.
"There are things I haven't told you yet. I was trying to last night and you stopped me but I'm going to soon, whether you want to hear it or not."
"Tell me now Edward."
"Oh fuck no. It's already 2:30 and near the time you're supposed to be home. We also still need to run by the store and you know your dad is going to be fucking pissed at me. Charlie is psycho and I wouldn't doubt that he won't still have his fucking gun on his hip. You still want me to have my dick connected to my body right? Let's get cleaned up and out of here. Besides we can talk about it at your house."
Hoping out of my bed I head to my bathroom. "Do you want to join me in the shower?" I ask her giving her a wink.
"Umm, I don't think so. That could lead us to be even later. I'll just go use Alice's bathroom."
Hearing Bella say this reminds me that my sister has probably been doing the same thing I have been doing with Bella but at Jasper's house. His parents are less strict, must be because they are from Austin, Texas you know "keep Austin weird" and shit, well that's what that stupid shirt Alice likes to wear says on it. "Fuck, why did you have to remind me that my big sister hasn't come home yet. I think I may barf."
"Edward don't be such a hypocrite. How come it's ok for you to screw around but not Alice?" Bella asks me while raising an eyebrow at me. I also think she was checking out my junk because she licks her lips soon after.
"I'm not saying that it's not ok Bella. I'm just saying I don't want to fucking think about that."
"You know your adorably hot standing there all angry with your dick out." She bites her lip and her eyes wander up and down my body.
"Don't try to distract me Bella." Though I really want to be distracted again, we are running late. "Call your dad and tell him I had to stop to get some gas and that well be a few minutes late." I never want to give Charlie any excuses for hating me or demanding I can't see Bella anymore.
"Alright Mr. Cullen!"
"Yeah and keep calling me Mr. Cullen and sir. I like that shit!"
~FSoEC~
Even grocery shopping is fun with Bella and sure enough once I pull up to her house Charlie is sitting outside cleaning his hunting rifle.
"Hi Mr. Swan. Nice riffle." I say trying but falling to have a pleasant conversation with Charlie.
"Oh, yeah do you doing any hunting Edward?" The fucker knows that I've never hunted a day in my life.
"No sir. My family is very anti-gun. Hell my mom is always trying to make us vegetarians." Mom doesn't know about dad taking Alice and me for burgers from the dinner almost every time she tries one of those damn Pinterest recipes.
"Ugh, Edward why didn't you tell me that before I went and bought that pot roast? Now what should I make?"
I grab her hands. "Don't worry about it Bella. It's just another one of mom's crazy ideas. She only does the vegetarian every once in a while after she's read some article online or such. Then she's back to cooking normal stuff once she notices no one is eating the leftovers." Hearing this I know Bella is relieved that she won't have to change the menu for tomorrow night.
"So Edward are you staying for dinner?" Charlie definitely doesn't want me to stay for dinner but to fucking bad. Bella and I called in a pizza before we left to the grocery store.
"Yeah I am Mr. Swan. I bought Pizza and a movie."
"What kind?" he asks.
"We got a supreme and a pepperoni, ham and jalapeno one for me and Bella." We had to get a second one because Bella made sure to inform me that Charlie has to have four different meats on his.
"Well then let's eat. And thanks for the pizza Edward. My girl needs a break from cooking once in a while. I try to take her out to eat but she insists saying that it's the only way I eat healthy is if she cooks for me." Hearing Charlie I know that he's really thankful that Bella came to live with him. I can't imagine what it would be like to be separate from you child for so long. Fuck my mom will probably have to go on meds once I go away to college.
Once the pizza is delivered we spend the rest of the evening watching the movies I rented. Charlie doesn't even flinch when I pull Bella closer to me on the couch. Of course I don't try to kiss her, I save that for when she walks me out to my car.
"I'll pick you up tomorrow at 10:30."
"Ok, but remember I need to come straight home afterwards. Are your parent's almost home from Seattle?" Neither one of us wants to let go but we know better since we've been out here already for fifteen minutes. Bella is the first to let go and move back.
"Text me when you get home ok." At this moment my phone actually pings but I don't look at it, since I know it's probably my mom. "Ok." I say but I don't move to open my card door. All I want right now is to kiss my girl goodnight, so I gather her back into my arms and try to make her feel how much I love her through my kiss.
"I love you Bella."
"I love you too Edward. So much that sometimes it scares me."
"Bella why are you scared? I've told you that I have never felt this way before and I don't want to feel this way with anyone but you. Don't be scared baby and no matter what happens never doubt my love for you." How do I convince her that I'm not going anywhere? My damn phone dings again.
"I'm guess that's my mom telling me her and dad are home. I'll text you when I get home and call you before bed." I steal one more kiss before getting into my car. I roll down my window and tell her that I need to see her enter safely into her house and I also know that Charlie is probably peeking at us through the window. She blows me a sweet kiss and like the love struck fool I am I pretend to catch it. Once Bella has shut her door I pick up my phone to check my text messages. One message is from my mom but there are two others from a number I don't recognize but I immediately know who they are from. There's only one person who could have given her my number. I really don't know what the hell else she wants from me so I just ignore it. Tomorrow I'll tell Bella all about what happened between Tanya and me.
~FSoEC~
We go directly to her house after church and I'm going to attempt to help her make dinner for my family. I'm actually a pretty good sous-chef because I'm the one always helping mom in the kitchen. Alice also tries to help but it is evident she isn't as good as me when it comes to chopping and stuff like that.
"Hey sweetie will you chop up that cucumber for me?" Bella asks.
"Uh, this one?" I ask her while holding it near my cock. Everything is almost done except for the dinner salad.
"Gah, Edward we are going to eat that!" She makes the cutest gagging face if a gagging face can be cute.
"Oh, there's something else that I would rather eat." I quickly grab her around and push her up against the wall and attack her neck and then her lips.
"Edward we have to stop. Your parents will be getting here soon."
"Are you sure?" My fingers have already moved their way up her skirt. Bella grabs my hand and leads me into the living room and onto the couch. I bunch her skirt up and I open her blouse.
"We need to hurry." Bella pants.
"Baby believe me this is going to be quick. You've had me hard since we started making dinner. The way you ass looks in that skirt. I swear I almost chopped a finger off."
"I wouldn't want you to do that. Your long, slender fingers are one of my favorite parts of you." Hm so she likes my fingers.
"So do you want me to finger fuck you or just fuck you?"
"Just fuck me Edward." She says with my lips to hers.
It's still hard fitting into her and I need to go slow. Bella is moaning beneath me. "Hmm I think I've created an addict." She then wraps her legs around my back bringing me in deeper and I know I'm about to cum.
"We're here." Oh shit its Alice, and being Alice she doesn't know how to knock.
"Oh Fuck!" Alice yells.
"Alice watch your damn mouth." I am horrified to see that my mom is peeking over Alice and catches me pulling up my pants and sporting a semi. "Oh my! Carlisle, don't forget to grab the pie." She turns to tell my dad and hopefully to keep him from entering the Swan house. Fuckity, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck! Mom hasn't seen my bare ass in a few years. I'm just glad I was able to cover up Bella for the most part with the afghan that lays on the back of the couch. She may just assume we were about to get it on.
"I have it right here dear."
"Then go back and get the whip cream! You know that Bella loves to be creamed, ugh I mean love whip cream. Uh, Edward loves hot pie and …just check the car Carlisle! I'll help you." So now you see where my rambling comes from.
"Bella, get upstairs and fix your skirt and hair. Edward get your ass in the bathroom and scrub your damn hands and pour some Clorox on them. God I hope you already finished dinner. I'll grab some air freshener because it smells like sex instead of Sunday dinner." Not sure if Alice is pissed because Bella and I were having sex or the little witch is just hangery. "And hurry up! Mom only feed dad and I a can of Campbell's vegetable soup! She said she was tired from the late drive yesterday. Hurry! Charlie is pulling into the drive-way!" Fuck Alice sounds like two cats fucking "Mom! Dad! I have the whip cream." She yells at the rents.
Suddenly I hear my mom says to Bella's dad, "Why don't we all sit on the porch while Edward helps Bella with the shake and bake."
"I thought we were having a pot roast? We had pork chops a few days ago." Grumbles Charlie.
Dinner isn't too awkward but my mom keeps giving me weird looks. She has to know that I've had sex before and what does she think Bella and I were just watching television the other times she's been up in my room. Mom is so weird at times. It's as if she would love for me to still be a little boy. I do love my mom though, Esme Cullen is the best mother anyone could have and I'm blessed she's mine. We've been through somethings as a family and she's always been there supporting me. It's not like she doesn't chastise me or gives me a plain bitching once in a while, but it's just when I deserve it. She and my dad always give me the benefit of the doubt and even though Alice and I argue I know she's also my biggest defender. I guess that's why I fell so hard for Bella, it's because she's very much like the women I grew up with. She's strong, smart, creative and forgiving. Bella also doesn't put on an act and she expects me to treat her equally. Whenever I eat at her house I help her with the dishes and other task, which is what we are doing right now.
"I'm so glad your family liked the meal Edward. Thanks for giving me hints on how to prepare the roast. Your mom's recipe came out great." Bella says with a smile and she's clearly relieved that nothing was mentioned to Charlie about our pre-dinner activity.
"Actually that is my dad's original recipe. Mom told him that she wouldn't marry him unless he learned how to cook. Not because she expected him to do it all the time but because she said it was an important skill and that once in a while she would like a break from kitchen duty."
"Wow, so she gave him an ultimatum?"
"Yeah sort of but my dad at first didn't take this idea so well. He was use to eating fast food and my grandma always made every meal and would even make him a months' worth of dinners to freeze when he was at college. So anyway he basically told my mom that he wasn't going to learn to cook because that was her 'duty' and he was busy trying to get into medical school."
"Damn, I bet your mom was pissed."
"Hell yea she was so pissed she called off their engagement. She told him that she wouldn't marry a misogynist, lazy man and that he should have morerespect for her to think that she would only want to cook and clean after him and pop out his kids. Damn to think I almost wasn't created because my dad was a bit of jerk."
We're finishing up the dishes and my body is aching.
"Babe, I better head home after the dishes are done. I'm not feeling to well."
Bella quickly drops the towel that she's been drying with and touches my face. "You feel a little warm. Go ahead and go home and call me when you get there."
We proceed to the living room and I tell my parents and Alice we should head home because I'm really tired.
My mom quickly jumps up and so does my dad. "Chief thanks for having us over for supper, next week we will be hosting at our house," my dad tells Charlie. "I'll grill us some steaks."
"Never been one to say no to a steak Dr. Cullen, uh I mean Carlisle. Thanks for the invite."
Once home I head straight to bed and quickly call Bella to wish her goodnight. I follow up with a text as well and send her the selfie we took earlier today.
I know I'll have to be making a visit up to Seattle soon to see my Doctor. I can only hope that I feel better in time for Bella's unbirthday party that Alice and I began to plan last night.