Chapter Twenty-Four

WARNING: Story has been changed to the rating M for a scene with sexual situations! This chapter features sex!

Amegakure; Sada and Deidara

I snuggled into the warmth of Deidara's embrace as we cuddled in his bed, feeling as though I could finally be at peace with the decision I'd made. I looked up at him through my lashes, he stroked my cheek lovingly, his hand-mouth licking my cheek affectionately.

"I'm so happy you came home with me hm." he whispered, I smiled a little.

"How could I just throw away three years, we have something special." I murmured, he nudged his head against mine in agreement.

"Hate that you had to make that choice, I know you didn't want to hurt him." he commented, the memory came back to me full force.

I moved into Deidara's arms, sighing contently. He wrapped his arms around my waist, burying his nose in my hair. I felt tears slip down my cheeks, hating how I'd hurt Sasuke but this was what I wanted. Deidara was who I needed to be with, my heart was calling to him and I knew his was calling to me in return. I snuggled against his cloak, so happy that I could call this perfect man my own. I hoped he could forgive me for loving Sasuke, from the way he was holding me, I was pretty sure he could.

"Sada."

I looked up into his eyes, smiling when he placed a gentle kiss on my forehead.

"I love you hm."

"I love you too Dei." I whispered, he wiped the tears from my eyes.

"Alright, let's move out." Pein ordered, Deidara kept one arm around my waist and shoved his free hand into his clay pouch.

"You're not going anywhere until I get what I came here for!" Sasuke shouted; I looked over at him, hating what I saw.

The anger and betrayal in his eyes, he blamed me for feeling the way he was. I could see what I'd done to him, I'd practically destroyed the only good left in him. His eyes were cold, just like they'd been back at Orochimaru's base before he'd found me. I hated what I'd done to him. I wouldn't even defend myself, I couldn't defend myself, this was all my fault and I knew it. I couldn't talk my way out of this and I wouldn't try, I didn't want to hurt Sasuke anymore than I already had.

"No." Itachi spoke, I moved my eyes to him. "I'm not fighting you, you're weak."

"I'm going to kill you!" Sasuke screamed, running at the Akatsuki group.

I quickly closed my eyes and made some handsigns.

'Darkness Style; Dark Barrier.'

A force-field of darkness shot up from the ground, blocking any attempt to get to our organization. Sasuke skid to a stop infront of the shield, glaring darkly in my direction. He knew this jutsu from the second part of the Chunin Exams, he knew he couldn't get in, only we could get out. I bowed my head, watching Deidara throw some clay birds on the ground. He made a handsign, the birds expanding in size and we all jumped onto the birds. I sat next to Deidara, Sasori moving onto a bird with us, my puppet close behind him. Deidara made another handsign, the large creations began flapping their wings and took off towards the sky. I didn't bother looking back at Sasuke.

I leaned against Deidara, hugging him tightly. I couldn't imagine my life without him, I was so thankful that I'd made the choice to stay with him. I looked up when his lips pressed against my forehead, smiling a little.

"Gomenasai Deidara." I apologized, he looked at me curiously."For Sasuke."

"There's no need to apologize love. I'm just happy you're still with me." he whispered.

"Sada-hime."

I looked over at Tamotsu, placing my hand on his.

"I'm pleased that you're okay." he finished, I smiled a little.

"I'm better than okay." I admitted. "Everything is perfect now."

"I love you Sada-chan." Deidara said, I nuzzled my head against his cheek.

"And I love you Deidara-kun."

I pressed my lips against his in a kiss.

'Arigato...Haku.'

"It was for the best." I whispered, snapping back to reality. "I finally realized the truth."

"The truth hm?" he questioned, I smiled a little.

"Do you remember me telling you about my old master?" I asked.

"Zabuza hm?" he guessed, I nodded in agreement.

"Zabuza-sama had another subordinate other than myself, his name was Haku." I said, smiling wider. "Haku was my childhood best friend, he was also the first boy I ever loved."

"What happened to him?" he asked, I lowered my eyes sadly.

"He died." I admitted; Deidara placed his hand on mine, the tongue from the mouth licked my hand. "Not long after we'd been reunited. I was going to leave with he and Zabuza-sama. I loved him and I wanted to be with him forever."

"Gomenasai Sada-chan." he whispered, I looked up and cupped his cheek.

"Arigato." I said softly. "He swore to me he'd send the perfect man to me, that he'd never let me be alone again, that man was you."

He smiled a little at that, kissing the side of my head.

"I'm glad he brought us together, you've changed my life more than you know hm." he said, playing with a strand of my hair.

"I do know, you've done the same for me." I told him. "He knew you were right for me."

"And he knew you were right for me hm." he whispered.

I felt the blood rush to my cheeks when Deidara pressed his lips against mine, moving my lips back against his in a gentle kiss. I felt heat moving through my body, not being able to place the feeling. I felt warm everywhere, I could feel my heart pounding against my rib-cage as I moved my lips against Deidara's. The kiss was gentle but I wanted more, I needed more.

I felt the blood rush to my cheeks at the thought and tried not too think too much on the actions, I just wanted to get lost in the moment. This was the right moment, the right moment to finally be fully intimate with him. I'd never been sure about it before but now I was, I wanted to be connected to him in every possible way. Soul, mind, and body. I shut my eyes and lightly nibbled on his lowerlip, managing to part his lips with my tongue. I heard a low moan come from his throat, his hand moving to rest on my arm and rubbed my tongue against his. He moaned again, rubbing his tongue back against mine and moved his fingers through my hair.

I knew he was hesitant about what I wanted, even though he was making verbal agreements, his body was still stiff. He didn't know for sure what I wanted, we'd never gone passed this before, we'd never done anything intimate other than kissing and cuddling. As nervous as it made me, I knew I was going to have to be the one to initiate more. Deidara never had pushed me into doing anything I wasn't comfortable with, he was a gentleman in that way. But at this moment, I needed all of him. That's what I was feeling, I was feeling aroused, I could feel my body clenching at the thought of him being inside me.

I scooted closer to Deidara, not knowing where to begin with hinting at what I wanted. I broke the kiss when an idea popped in my head, opening my eyes to meet his. He smiled a little at me, I felt my cheeks go hot and moved my free hand to his hair. I pulled his hair out of the ponytail, his hair cascading down, he chuckled quietly.

"You really love my hair down don't you hm?" he joked, I nodded in agreement.

"I do...demo, I love you more." I told him, his smile widened.

"I love you too." he said softly.

I pressed my lips back against his, smiling into the kiss. He moved his lips against mine, his tongue slipping inside my mouth. I moaned softly and without thinking, turned us to where I was straddling his hips, he broke the kiss abruptly. He looked up at me confused, I felt the blood rush to my cheeks.

"Gomen." I apologized, feeling embarrassed. "I...I just-"

He stopped my words with another kiss, one of his hands slipping up my shirt to my back. I moaned softly into the kiss when I felt the tongue from his hand-mouth glide across my skin as his hand moved up my back, bumping my hips against his. I heard a low moan come from his throat, his hips bumping back against mine. His tongue was inside my mouth again, rubbing against mine. I tugged at his shirt, wanting to feel his skin against mine. He broke the kiss and sat up, me still straddling his hips, and pulled his shirt over his head. I felt my cheeks go warm, I'd never seen him without a shirt. He was so beautiful, toned muscles and muscular in all the right places...wait. What was that on his chest?

"Dei?" I questioned, he grimaced a little.

"It's another mouth." he said, I ran my fingers over it.

"Why's it stitched shut?" I asked, he sighed a lot.

"It's a last resort technique." he told me, I blinked curiously.

"What do you mean?" I inquired, he leaned forward and pressed his lips against my neck.

I felt my body shudder at the contact, moaning quietly as his teeth grazed my skin. I gasped quietly when he nibbled on my neck, sucking on the spot afterwards. I bumped my hips against his again, tangling my fingers in his blonde hair. His hand was moving up my back, the tongue licking at my skin, the mouth nibbling. I barely noticed when his other hand slipped up the front of my shirt, moving up my stomach. My skin felt so hot, I needed these clothes off. I removed one of my hands from his hair, trying to tug my shirt up. Deidara chuckled softly and helped me pull my shirt over my head, tossing it to the side.

I felt my cheeks go warm when he looked me up and down, feeling slightly embarrassed. I hoped my figure hadn't disappointed him, that was the last thing I wanted.

"Kami, you are so beautiful." he murmured, going back to placing kisses on my neck.

I moaned quietly and leaned closer to him, my breasts pressed against his chest. I made a quiet 'eep' noise when he turned us, my back pressing into the mattress as he hovered over me. I swallowed nervously, as he stared down at me, his blonde hair tickling my skin.

"Sada...we can stop if you want to hm." he said quietly, I shook my head instantly.

"No...I want this." I whispered.

He nodded a little, his visible eye moving to my pants before looking back up at me. I nodded a little, trying to let him know it was alright and he helped me slip my pants off. He tossed them in the floor and went about taking off his legwarmers, his pants quickly followed. I blushed darkly, trying my hardest not to stare and he climbed back on-top of me, pressing his lips against mine. I moved my lips against his, one of his hand-mouths nibbled on my hip while the other sucked on my neck while he continued kissing me.

"Just tell me if you want me to stop hm." he breathed in between kisses.

I could feel my heart rate speeding up, my breathing growing more ragged by the second. I could feel wetness between my thighs in my panties, arousal pushing me over the edge. I moved my hand down his chest, my fingers brushing against his skin, my other hand knotted in his hair. I groaned quietly when his hand on my hip slipped up my stomach, a wet trail following behind it. His hand slipped up my bra, I gasped when I felt the hand-mouth run a tongue over my nipple. Deidara jerked his hand back, breaking the kiss

"Gomen." he said quickly. "I-"

I roughly pressed my lips back against his, shrugging off my bra and wrapped my legs around his waist. He groaned softly and bumped his hips against mine, his hand going back to my breast, his tongue rubbing against mine. I moaned quietly when the tongue ran over my nipple again, the teeth nibbling on it gently. I felt overwhelmed with need, I needed more from him. I nudged my hips against his, I could feel his length bump against my panties. I felt so built up, I needed some kind of release.

Deidara easily got the message, without breaking the kiss he unwrapped my legs from his waist and slid my panties down my hips, off me. I broke the kiss and leaned my face into his neck, gently pressing my lips down it as he pushed his boxers off. I nibbled gently, not wanting to hurt him, before sucking gently on a spot. He groaned quietly before saying

"I don't want to hurt you love."

I moved away from his neck and looked up into his visible eye, placing my hand on his cheek.

"I'll be okay." I told him, he looked hesitant about it.

"I'll go slow for you." he said softly, pressing his lips to mine in a gentle kiss.

"Arigato." I whispered against his lips.

He stared down into my eyes, one of his hands moving down my stomach, I felt my body shiver at the tongue sliding along with his hand. I smiled a little, trying to assure him I was alright and he moved his hand down between my thighs. A gasp escaped my throat when I felt the tongue run over my clit, a finger slipping inside me. I pressed my lips into a thin line at the pressure, knowing it would get better with time. Deidara had a concerned look on his face, I nodded a little.

"I'm okay." I gasped, trying to reassure him.

He nodded a little, moving his free hand to my hair and pressed a kiss to my forehead.

"I love you." he whispered, a smile came to my lips.

"I love you too Dei."

He pressed another kiss to my forehead and began moving the finger, the tongue continued running over my clit. I moaned softly when another finger slipped inside me, trying to control myself. It hadn't hurt, it just had me more aroused, I didn't think I could take much more of this.

"Dei, please." I moaned, I pouted in protest when his fingers slipped out of me.

I looked up into his eyes, biting down on my lower-lip when I felt his length nudge against my folds. He placed a light kiss on my nose before slowly pushing himself inside me. I gasped at the pain, I felt tears brimming at the corner of my eyes. It hurt, it felt like my body was being ripped apart, I hadn't imagined it would hurt this much. Deidara looked down into my eyes, a concerned look on his face. I took a slow breath, trying to calm myself down.

"I'm okay." I breathed; he moved his hand to my cheek, the tongue licking it affectionately.

"Gomen." he whispered. "I didn't want to hurt you hm."

"I'll be alright, just don't stop." I said softly, he nodded hesitantly.

The first few minutes were painful, he was especially gentle and moved slowly inside me so I could get used to the feeling. When I'd least expected it, the pain had subsided and had been replaced with pleasure, the most wonderful pleasure I'd ever experienced. I moaned quietly and pressed my lips against his, wrapping my legs back around his waist to push him deeper inside me. I heard a groan come from his throat, the gentle carcasses becoming more aggressive as the seconds ticked by. He was kissing me everywhere his lips could reach, his hands moving up and down my body. The thrusting had my body clenching, he was hitting a spot that sent waves of ecstasy shooting through me. I moaned quietly again, I felt so built up, I needed release.

"Deidara." I gasped. "I'm-"

"Me too." he agreed.

Not even a minute later, I felt pleasure overtake me, Deidara was quietly moaning my name. We collapsed on the bed together, his arm went around me, holding me close to him. I felt my cheeks go warm, nuzzling close to him.

"I love you." I whispered, he planted a kiss on my forehead.

"I love you more hm."

We were going to be together forever, nothing would tear us apart.

'Arigato...my beloved.'

Author's Note: And we have reached the conclusion of Sin if you've chosen Deidara as the final choice! I hope you all enjoyed the chapter and have enjoyed reading. Please check out Akatsuki no Hime, my alternate story of Sada's life.