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Jack Pov

I was in the office with the principal and my mom she looked very disappointment when the suspension was finial we left and drive back home and no one talked the whole way I could my mom was angry because she gripping the stealing wheel the whole way. Once we finally got home I knew my mom was probably going to talk with about my behavior.

Jack: are you going to have the talk with me or not

Mom: we had many time but you would never listen to me and I actually thought that you changed do you know how happy I was

Jack: Yeah mom I saw how happy you were

Mom: then why do you act like this

Jack: Mom you know why I act like this its not something new

Mom: and I thought that you were better than this better than your father *Snapping at Jack*

Jack: well at least he was good at taking care of me

Mom: and look at you now you are not healthy your becoming like your father everyday

Jack: why do you have to bring up dads death

Mom: because even though it was tragic its something we don't have to change our self

Jack: you don't get it

Mom: what what don't I get

Jack: the day he was in the hospital and was going to die

Mom: what happen Jack what did he tell you

Jack: he told me Never let anything hurt you become a stronger person that's what he told me I couldn't let anyone hurt me

Mom: you couldn't let anyone hurt you or you hurting yourself

Jack: Whatever mom I'm done with this conversation

I was going upstairs to my room until my mom stopped me

Mom: wait Jack I think this might help you realize something when your ready you can talk to me

*Pulling out a letter* I grabbed the letter and nodded and left to my room shutting the door and opening the letter and reading it its said

Dear Jack,

I wrote this letter to you even though I wrote millions of letters like this anyways I wrote you this letter to tell you the truth,The truth is that for 4 years I had lung cancer I couldn't tell you cause I didn't want you to think that I was in a lot of pain. But the truth is that I was in pain that I wanted to kill myself I would wake up with my heart throbbing and in lots of days I couldn't breathe I didn't even tell your mom until I was in the hospital one day cause I felt I was going to have a heart attack, The doctors told me I wasn't going to make it cause it was really serious and I told your mom when I was going to die to tell you I had a car crash or something very bad. Jack Ive been a smoker for 5 years and it was hell to deal with so much pain I don't want you to be like me, when your mom tried to help me I didn't want her to I told that I was not hurt but I was see son this pain I had is the worst thing I ever deal with. Once we heard the news about me not living I didn't know what to do but I tried to show you my love for you but you were all miserable cause Kim left so I didn't know anyway to cheer you up I'm sorry the love of your life left but don't worry it will get better I promise you. I will always love you son you are the best thing that ever happen to me now just remember if you are hurt become a strong person you are inside become who you are meant to be a kind hearten, gifted person never forget that always know who are, make you life worth it don't treat it unhealthy, I love you Jack never forget that.

Love, Dad

Jack: *whispers to himself while tearing* I love you too dad I will never forget you I will make my life better no matter how hard is it

I got up from my bed and put the letter in the cabinet I still believe what I read, I wiped the tears on my cheek and headed downstairs where I saw my mom sitting down on the couch I went and sat across from ready to talk

Jack: look mom I read the letter and now I understand that I have to be a better person more than that actually and I think I'm ready to change *Mom smiles* but why didn't you and dad tell me that he had lung cancer I would've have handle it *Mom frowns*

Mom: sweetie there was something your father didn't mention in that letter, when your dad was younger he was a foster kid and the parent were not treating him right they treated him like dirt, if your father showed pain or was bleeding the would grab a belt and hit him as hard as they could to make the pain worse, when he was older he tried really hard not become like those people but it was to much stress because night after night he would remember those faces and how they abused

him so that's when he started drinking and smoking and he didn't want anyone to help him

Jack: he thought I didn't love him but mom I love dad so much and when I read the letter it killed knowing something like this would happen *Mom holds Jacks hand*

Mom: I know sweetie I love him too I still miss him but now he is in a better place

Jack: Mom while I'm here for 2 month I promise you I will change for you and dad I will be a better person for now on

Mom: thank you sweetie I love you * get up and hug Jack*

I was actually really surprised this is the first time my mom is hugging me its been like a long time since she hugged and I hugged back knowing I would really change

Jack: I love you too mom don't forget that *Pulls away*

Mom: I wont, so I hear that you helped a girl get out of trouble by taking the suspension

Jack: yeah i did and I was happy about that

Mom: well don't leave a mother hanging what going on between you too wait whats her name is it that gonna girl *In disgust*

Jack: *Chuckles* No mom and her name is Donna this girl name is Kim Crawford *Mom claps and smiles*

Mom: she is back yes finally Donna is a gonna now that we have our Crawford back

Jack: yeah and I'm not letting her go this time its just every time I'm near she makes me a better person I cant explain but I know I've never felt this way with any other girl

Mom: well honey it seems like its love

Jack: maybe it is maybe I do love her you know what I'm going to go tell her tomorrow at scho.. wait I'm suspended

Mom: yep you are so I guess you can tell her in 2 more months

Jack: what but what if she gets a boyfriend while I'm gone how am I suppose to tell her then

Mom: don't worry if your willing to wait and she feels the same way she will wait to

Jack: thanks mom that cheered me up *Hugs his mom then pulls away* hey I'm going to bed night

Mom: night sweetie

I went in my room shut the door and got ready to go to bed that's when I went to my cabinet and grabbed the letter and read the part my dad got wrong I'm sorry the love of your life left don't worry dad she is back and she is not leaving my life anymore without me being with I promise you that

Hey Again so sorry there wasn't Kick I just wanted you guys to know the reason why Jack changed yeah so next will defiantly have Kick so stay tuned and I think this was the chapter I love writing the most because there are many people out there who are smokers and lung cancer can lead to smoking. So yeah here the new chapter thanks for reading and make sure to review:)