Final chapter in this story! There will be an epilogue, and I have it written so I'll update it like straight after this! Thank you so much to everyone who read, favourited, followed, and reviewed! I didn't really think anyone would like this, and the fact that you all do really touches me. As I said before, this is the first story I've ever finished, and I'm just so grateful you all read it. Thanks 3
The day of the wedding approached faster than I thought it would. Although it was supposed to be a great, wonderfully happy day (for Beth at least), it wasn't such a happy day for John, Roman, Phil and I. John and Roman had to wake Phil and me up, as we had slept in late. Then, we all fussed around with hair products and clothes to make sure we were all decent.
By the time we were all finished, Constance, Paul, and Greg were standing at the bottom of the stairs impatiently.
"Seth, you seriously need to think of other people!" Constance exclaimed hurriedly as we shuffled out the front door. "This is your cousin's big day and you're going to make us late! Ugh, my phone is blowing up with Beth's texts and calls."
"Sorry Constance," I sincerely said. I do admit, I feel a little bad about making us late, but then again, it was Constance. And Beth. They seem to always have a way of working things out.
As we all piled into the car, Paul sighed very intolerably. "Seth, aren't you forgetting something?" he paused for a moment while I sat in the cargo area at the back of the car. I was squished in there with Phil while John, Roman and Greg sat awkwardly in the row of seats in front of us—all five of us wearing uncomfortable suites. "Dean! Seth, you forgot Dean!"
"Shit!" I swore, climbing out of the back of the car. I hadn't even seen Dean today. The morning had been so rushed that I just thought he was in the midst of it somewhere. Now that I actually looked back on it, he wasn't in the middle of it.
I ran inside and yelled his name, thinking of places he could be. When I ran into my room, a note in front of the picture I had put up of Dean and I was attached.
I quickly rushed over, snatched the note up, and read it;
Seth-
So if you can't already tell by my handwriting, it's Dean. I just wanted to tell you about how much you mean to me and how much I love you. If it hadn't have been for that fateful day when you were left behind by your so-called 'friends' and you sat by me in that alley, I probably wouldn't even be here. That creepy guy that was always trying to steal my bed would have most likely done something to me by now, ha-ha. Anyway, you're probably wondering why I'm writing this note.
It's because I'm leaving, Seth.
You showed me that you actually cared about me. Right as I was about to give up, you stepped in and helped me. After you gave me so much, it reminded me about how much I haven't done anything for you. I just kind of lived here and I feel like I took advantage of your house and family. I never gave you anything in return. I feel so terrible about that and that's one reason why I'm leaving. Because I don't think I'll ever do anything enough to repay you.
I've also left because I need to find Kelly. She means so much to me and I honestly can't live without at least knowing that she's OK. Don't get me wrong, Seth, you are so important to me, too, but Kelly is my sister. I need to find her.
I'm so sorry Seth. I'm sorry I can't tell you this in person, it's just that I need to leave now. You're sleeping and I know that if I woke you up, I couldn't bear seeing your reaction. I know you would cry—like I am right now, see the blotches on the paper?—and beg me to stay, but I just can't.
I love you so, so, SO much Seth. I don't think you'll ever know how much you mean to me. I'm afraid if I stay any longer, I'll hurt you and mess things up just like I do with everything and everyone else. I know I'm hurting you with this note, and I'm so sorry, but just think—you can find someone else than just dumb old Dean Ambrose.
Tell the others I love them. And I'm sorry, but I took the other one of this picture. Hope you don't mind, but I needed to keep it.
Believe me when I say, you'll find someone that will stay with you and doesn't have so many problems. You'll find someone who will love you so much. You'll marry that someone and adopt many kids. I know you'll find happiness without me. Just remember me, and never forget our wonderful memories, OK?
We won't ever see each other again. But just remember that I'll never forget you. I love you, Seth. I love you so much.
-Dean
