I know it's been awhile even after I promised and I apologize. This chapter is where drama comes back. I ask one thing of you…please, please, read the authors note at the end. Thank you.
Here we go.
Disclaimer: I totally own Nick Jonas hahaha yeah right! I wish. Sadly my friends I own nothing.
Chapter 2: Already Gone
(Shane's POV)
We approached Sonny and Jason about their new found friendship hundreds of times throughout the month that passed but ultimately they just pushed us away. As their alone time became more frequent and Sonny began to act more like Jason's girlfriend then mine, I began to feel heartbroken. Is this her way of telling me she's found someone else?
"Sonny," I said one morning as we lounged around in bed with our PJ's on, call us lazy if you want.
"Hmm?" She didn't look up from the book she had perched in her lap.
"What's going on with you and Jason?" I tried one more time.
She let out a groan, but still did not look at me. "For the last time Shane, I can't tell you."
That's when I realized I didn't have to deal with this. I realized I should get out before I really get hurt.
"Why not?" My voice grew mad as I demanded an answer. (read the authors note at the end)
"Because it's between me and Jason," She remained calm as she said this her gaze not wavering from the book at all.
"Everything is between you and Jason anymore!" I sat up as anger coursed through me. "Hi, remember me your boyfriend?"
"What the hell are you talking about?" She snapped her eyes still focused on the book.
"You walk away from me on dates, I can no longer hold a real conversation with you…" I swallowed the lump forming in my throat and forced the tears back. There was no way I would cry in front of her.
She didn't answer, let alone look up, as I tried to calm down. (read the authors note at the end)
I took a deep breath and said seriously; "Tell me what's going on between you and my brother, Sonny."
"I can't,"
That's when I made the hardest decision of my life. "Then I'm out," I said standing up. I walked into the closet and began packing a bag. (read the authors note at the end)
And suddenly she was standing next to me. "What do you mean you're out?" Her voice sounded alarmed.
I rolled my eyes throwing clothes into the bag. "Exactly what it sounds like, I am leaving." I pushed past her and walked into the bedroom grabbing a few things before going into the bathroom.
"Why?" God why does she have to follow me? (read the authors note at the end)
"You have made it extremely clear you no longer love me." I snapped heatedly back.
I can't remember a time I have ever been this pissed at her.
"That's a lie!" she screamed grabbing my hand.
I spun around to face her, glaring down at her. "No, it's not. Face it, Sonny, when was the last time you really kissed me? Or how about the last time you told me you love me?"
"I tell you every day, multiple times." She was challenging me? Well if she wants to play this game at least I know how.
I laughed in her face, pain and venom evident in the laugh. "No, you don't. I say it, then you say: yeah, sure or same."
"Shane, I'm sorry. I'll tell you I love you." She pleaded as I walked around our room. (read the authors note at the end)
Ignoring her desperate pleas broke my heart, but I had to do it. Ten minutes later I was finally packed.
I turned to her sadly. "Sonny, please tell me…" I was now begging. I didn't want to leave anymore then she wanted me too.
She sniffled and wiped her eyes. "We…I can't tell you Shane. Please don't go!" But it was too late. I was gone.
I didn't really know where to go, so I pulled over to the side of the road and grabbed my phone dialing a number.
"Mom...yeah it's Shane…I'm coming home for a while…bye" (read the authors note at the end)
(Sonny's POV)
"Hello?" I whispered into my phone. It's been two days since Shane left and no one knows about him leaving. He had a week off and I have been crying too much to call anyone.
"I'm getting married!" Dani squealed in my ear.
I smiled slightly, I couldn't help it. "Aw Dani that's great." (read the authors note at the end)
"I can't believe she said yes," Jason's voice came over the phone.
"I'm happy for you." I said sincerely.
"Thanks," He said. "Thank you for helping me plan the proposal Sonny. You can tell Shane that's why we were hanging out so much now."
"No, Jas, I can't." I began crying again. (read the authors note at the end)
"What? Why not?"
"He left me." (read the authors note at the end)
Honestly, I have no time to write this. So I was wondering is anyone interested in cowriting with me? Plz PRIVATE MESSAGE ME. First come first serve. Thanks
Love you all
Ash.
