A/N
Hi Everyone thanks for all the reviews. I know some of you envision these characters in a certain way and want a picture perfect happy ending story with no drama, fighting, arguing, cheating,flirting etc. Then this may not be the story for you although we are already at chapter 25 and you're still here!
All I can say is this story is written and has been written for a while so just stop trying to control how the story goes and just relax and read it. Be open minded please because I'm not changing a thing about it except for occasional grammar. I just have 5 more chapters after this for a total of 30. There is going to be some good stuff coming up and then if I have time I plan on re-writing in Christians POV.
If you want to know who she ends up with then keep reading!
Thank you again for the well wishes and prayers for my daughter.
Chapter 25
I have to show Sean that I'm not interested in him for anything more than friendship.
I head back downstairs and grab some sour cream and onion Pringles. They are my favorite I can literally eat like a can a day.
I sit down on the couch with my chips and a can of coke. I purposely crunch loud and gulp my coke like a pig to gross Sean out but he just gives me these sexy glances. He sits next to me when his turn is up on the game and reaches into my Pringles and grabs a stack.
"Hey those are mine" I look at him shocked.
"I shared my water with you at school when you almost fainted from my good looks so you owe me" He smirks and he crunches down on a chip and then out of nowhere grabs my coke and takes a sip. I swallow hard. I need to walk away before I'm tempted to drag him up to my room, stick my tongue down his throat and oh god! No I can't think like this. I just swallow hard and he breaks the ice and tells me about his birthday. I want to ask him about his date but I feel strange.
He went to dinner with his mom and stepdad and 3 sisters then he said he had a hot date, and they had sex in his car. Holy shit did he just say he had sex with a girl he had one date with in his car?
"Very classy Sean" I say and roll my eyes.
"Damn, I like the way you say my name Ana, and I was horny I haven't had sex in a while and she was all over me, what's the big deal? I'm not a virgin" he laughs and raises his eyebrows
"Don't worry I used a condom, 2 condoms" he winks.
"Wow, she sounds like a nice girl where did you meet her, prison?" I say glaring at him, and he starts laughing hysterical at me.
"No Ana, she goes to our school, you probably know her, her name is Megan" he says casually. My mouth drops opens and I stare at him stunned, Oh no way please say it's not Megan Rossi.
"What's her last name?" I ask curious
"I have no clue, she's a tiny hot blond, big boobs and thinks she a movie star, she wasn't that good don't worry" he winks? I know now that its 100% her for sure, what are the odds? Wait he had sex with her twice in his car and didn't ask her last name?
"I'll only go back for seconds if I'm desperate, I prefer the shy non aggressive type" he adds looking directly into my eyes.
Oh.. Does he mean me?
"Excuse me" I say very calm and quietly and annoyed really, as I get up and head upstairs. I can't believe of all people he had sex with it's my boyfriend's ex-girlfriend. I almost feel a little sad but I'm not sure why, Okay I'm jealous wtf. About 10 minutes later there is a knock on my bedroom door, Sean comes in my room and looks around.
"Nice room".
Thanks" I say as I roll my eyes again.
"Listen Ana, I'm sorry about what I said downstairs, that was wrong. I know you have a boyfriend but I also know you kind of like me. I'm not going to lie, I like you a lot but I'm not going to chase you if you don't want to be caught. I won't talk about sex in front of you anymore. I know you're a nice girl. I only said it to make you jealous".
I try to respond but he holds up his hand
"Listen Ana as soon as I saw you I felt something but if you don't then I'm cool with that. Maybe one day if we are both single who knows right?" and I just nod yes because I feel it too.
He smiles softly and looks at me with his gorgeous turquoise blue eyes and messy blondish hair. Gosh he really is hot and his lips look so soft and kissable. I just stare at him lost for a moment and he looks like he wants to kiss me. I sit back instinctively so it doesn't happen but we both feel it. I am going to have to avoid him that's it. If I don't then I already know what's going to happen. He steps forward takes my hand and kisses it gently.
"Friends" he whispers and my heartbeat spikes as I nod.
"See you at school Ana"
"Yeah, yes, I mean okay, see you at school".
He walks out of my room and I close and lock the door and slide down against the door until I'm sitting down. Holy shit that really just happened. He is so sexy why cant I turn this off? I'm not going to act on it but I feel like I'm mentally cheating and it feels wrong. I try to sleep but I cant get him off my mind. I start getting horny and want Christian so bad right now. I close my eyes and try to imagine Christian making love to me and before I know it I'm masturbating with visions of Sean kissing me and fucking me and I Orgasm twice and fall asleep feeling guilty.
As I suspected I see Megan Rossi draping all over him at school while he blows her off. He has already gone out with a few girls at school and he seems more like a player, although the girls don't seem to mind much. What if I jeopardized everything I had with Christian to hook up with Sean only to have him blow me off the next day after he got what he wanted from me? I'm a romance girl not a one night stand. So dilemma solved now I must get him out of my mind for good. When he comes over to hang with Drew I'll purposely stay upstairs or go out if I can.
The spring dance is coming up at school and I heard that Sean is going with Megan and that she asked him. Christian seemed really pissed off about it and thinks Sean has some grudge against him by trying to go out with her and talk to me. Sean still looks at me like he's in love with me or something and somewhere deep down I don't want him to stop. Christian and I have not been getting along so well mainly because he is so focused on Sean going out with Megan.
If he doesn't have feelings for her then why the fuck does he care if Sean goes out with her or fucks her or whatever, it's not his concern anymore. The dance is on Saturday but tonight is Friday and I'm going bowling with Christian, Connor, Alexa and a group of other kids from school. We are going laser bowling and I'm glad it's dark because I suck at bowling. I purposely wear tiny white short shorts and a hot pink low cut v neck tee so I glow from the black lights and Christian gets to appreciate what a sexy girl he has lol!
Bowling is fun tonight with the group. I'm not the only one who sucks so I feel a little better about my game. All Of a sudden I notice Christian looks really pissed off. I look to my left and a few lanes down I see why. Sean is here with Megan and a few other kids including my brother Drew. Sean is leaning behind her while she holds the bowling ball and pressing himself into her. A twinge of jealousy comes over me and I see Christian start walking over there.
Why is he going over there? He makes eye contact with Megan who looks shocked to see him and she backs away from Sean, why? Does she still want Christian after all these months? It's clear that I'm right. I start walking fast behind him.
"Where are you going Christian?" he keeps walking and says "What's his fucking problem?"
When he gets over there he glares at Sean
"Bro what the fuck are you trying to do, what fucking game are you playing here?" Christian says in a angry measured frightening tone.
Sean looks surprised but not afraid and very casually says "What do you mean?"
"You're all over my girlfriend at school and now you're dating my ex, what the fuck" Christian looks really mad and there is a crowd watching us.
"I'll date whoever the fuck I want Grey, you don't own the rights to her because you dated her, douche" Sean gets up in his face while he says it.
Oh no! I almost want to close my eyes. Megan looks thrilled like she has both guys fighting for her and really I feel humiliated that Christian even cares that has dating her.
Just as punches are about to be thrown my brother and a few other guys get in between and break it up and Christian says "Watch your back bro" to Sean in a really scary tone.
"I'm waiting bitch" Sean spits back at him and they both try to go for one another again and its gets broken up. Someone from the bowling alley asks us to please leave and I'm scared the fight will end up in the parking lot. I start crying and my brother Drew comes over to me and comforts me.
Christian is still fuming and I'm so confused now. I guess he still has feelings for Megan. Christian grabs my hand and practically pulls me into the car.
On the ride home I ask him why he did that and why he cares if Megan dates Sean. He couldn't really give me a straight answer he just kept saying that Sean was sneaky and he knows what he's doing. Christian drops me off and pulls away fast not even saying goodbye. I didn't do anything to him, he's the one who was jealous of his ex-girlfriend dating Sean.
Is he trying to accuse me of doing something with Sean? Or why would he do what he did tonight? Maybe he wants Megan back, maybe seeing her with another guy made him realize he missed her and wanted her back. I'm the one who should be fucking pissed off.
I call Christian 15 minutes after he drops me off and seriously rip into him about tonight. I tell him if wants Megan back then go get her. He yells back at me and says "Fuck you" and hangs up. I can't believe he spoke to me like that. There is no way I'm going to the dance with him now. I cry myself to sleep wishing Sean never moved to town.
Serious jealousy going on here with Christian but is it for Ana or Megan ?
Sean is getting all the girls hot and bothered and pulling some alpha male games with CG.
This is not the end of this drama!
See you next chapter. Since I only have five more chapters to go I thought I'd stretch it out a little and post once a week or every 5 days. what do you think?
Happy and Healthy Easter and Passover
Love and hugs to you all xoxo
