Hello! So, this chapter will finally be the chapter I know you've been waiting for. :) ENJOY. MERRY CHRISTMAS ALL.
I wanted to cry all night long. Just stay in my room, and bawl my eyes out. Tonight didnt go as planned... Well, this is excactly what happned that night..
"So, mom, dad. We need to talk." I said, getting ready to tell them practically the biggest news ever. "Nobody's pregnant, right?" Mom asked, worried. "No mom.. Virgin. Remember?" I said, calming her down. "So.. As you know, lately things have been strange..." I started, leading up to it. I couldnt just come right out and say mom dad im gay. I had to work my way up to it. "Well... Um... It's because.." I stuttered, not being able to get the words out of my mouth. "Honey, what is it? You can tell us anything." My mom said, taking my hand. I peeked over at Micahel, who was staring at his feet. "Mom, you know how you've always told me what was right and wrong in the eyes of god?" I said. She nodded, looking straight into my eyes. "What you've told me, makes me feel like a sinner. So, what I'm going to tell you, took so much out of me just to say." I started tearing up, and then looked at my dad.
He was staring at Michael, trying to figure this out. "Hon, you're scaring me." Mom said, squeezing tighter. "I'm so sorry." I said, feeling myself close to bursting out in tears. "Why are oyu sorry?" "Because I'm in love!" I shouted, taking my hand back. "Why is that so horrible?" "Because i'm in love with somebody I shouldnt be in love with!" Tears were streaming down my face now, mom still not getting the message. I looked at dad, who looked a bit taken aback with my shouting. "Who?" Mom whispered, I could tell she didnt want to put the pieces of the puzzle together. "Its Michael, mom! I love Michael! Why do you think he's here?! Not talking, embarrased?!" I yelled. "That's not possible Blake. You're Christain. Good Chirstain boys dont like other boys."
"Do you think I asked for this life?! It has been tearing me apart for so long. Keeping this from you, has been a nightmare! I have tried to get these feelings away, but I cant. They're too strong!" Mom started to cry, and I looked at dad again. "Get out of my house." He said to Michael. "Dad!" I yelled, running to Michael. "You turned my son into, this! Get out!" He yelled. Michael nodded, and practically ran out. I turned back to them, they were pretty pissed. "Blake, you're a dissapointment." Mom said, clenching her fists. "Mom, please..." I said, taking her hand. "Get your stuff, and go." She whispered.
"What? Go? Mom, please dont do this..." I said, tears running down my face. "Until you learn that you arent gay, you will be staying elsewhere." I let her hand go, and turned to dad. "Dad, please tell mom she's crazy. Please. You always stand up for me.." I whispered. "Not this time..." He was holding back his tears, it was obvious. "How can you kick me out? I'm your son!"
Dad turned to me, angrily. "You are not my son! Now go get your damn stuff and get out of my house! I will not have a faggot livng in my house!" He screamed. I ran up the stairs, crying.
Now we're back to where we started. I didnt want to get my stuff, I wanted to stay with my parents. I knew that wasnt a possibility though... I packed my clothes, and my other necessities. I quickly ran down the stairs, and saw my parents there. They were silent. "Fine. Im going. But dont expect me to ever come back." I said, upset. I ran out, and saw that Michael was still there. "I have room at my place. You can stay with me." He said, grabbing onto my hand. "Thank you.." I said, hugging him tightly.