Chapter 25 Proceedings

Randy's POV

I just looked her sleeping frame over, the tattoos shining in the light. My heart swelled with so much love I was afraid it would explode. Her nose wrinkled in her sleep making her look even cuter, it had always been Raven and I knew it would never be anyone but Raven. It was more than a physical attraction, we had a connection that went beyond the pyshical. Something I had never felt with Sam. Raven's eyes fluttered open.

"Your still here" She whispered at me, I guess I could accept her slight accusation in a way I did let her hang. Well not anymore.

"Course I am, I ain't going no where" I said sweeping her cheek. "I meant what I said Venom, I love you"

She smiled up at me "I never thought I would hear those words again"

"You'll always hear them from me" I lent down and kissed her again, her lips still felt like silky heaven against mine. In the silence we enjoyed the feel of each others lips, her fingers trailing my tattoos. As always something broke the spell, my fucking cellphone rung.

"Leave it" Raven purred kissing my neck, she certainly knew the good spots.

"I can't, might be important" I groaned never wanting to leave her touch.

Raven pushed me away playfully "Fine answer it but hurry because I'm about to have a shower and I would like you to join me"

I kissed her nose before getting up and answering my phone.

"Hello?"

"Randy I was hoping we could talk" Sam said gently through the phone.

"I can't at the moment Sam"

"Your with her aren't you?" Sam accused her voice cracking.

"Yes"

Sam let out a pained yelp "Please Randy, I just want to talk. After everything at least give me that"

I sighed "Fine. Give me ten minutes"

I hung up and looked at Raven "You have to go" She said sadly.

I took her hand in mine "I'll be coming back, that is if you want me too"

"Of course I want you too you fool"

I shuffled around for my clothes "I shouldn't be too long, keep the shower hot"

Raven giggled "I'll see what I can do"

Fifteen minutes later I was on the doorstep of the house we once called ours. To me it no longer felt like home, Raven felt like home. Sam let me in, fresh tears spilling down her face. Alana hadn't been told yet and for the weekend she was staying with Sam's parents. We would tell her at some point why daddy wasn't with mummy anymore. How do you explain that to a six year old?

"Randy" Sam started but her voice suddenly halted not able to get anymore out.

I however went into our bedroom and started to pull out clothes and a suitcase.

"Randy why are you doing this?" She pleaded.

"I already told you Sam"

She shut her eyes briefly "We can work this out Randy. We can move on from this"

"I don't want to work it out Sam, I told you I love Raven. I always have and I always will"

"Is she worth losing your daughter over!" Sam suddenly yelled. "We have to work this out for Alana!"

I looked at her evily "Don't you even think about using Alana as a way to hurt me"

She grabbed my hand "Randy I love you, please don't leave me"

I slid out of her grip "I'm sorry Sam but I love Venom and I want to be with her"

"Is she really worth it? Six years of marriage for her?"

I just took my suitcase and headed straight to the front door "My guys will contact your guys and Sam I plead with you, just sign the damn papers because you deserve better than me, you deserve someone that will love you and only you"

Sam let out a whimper like I had just sucker-punched her in the heart.

"For what its worth Sam, I didn't like hurting you but Raven is who my heart belongs too"