Is he the one
disclaimer – I do not own emmerdale or any characters used
chapter 25
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(2 weeks later)
over the last two weeks Aaron and Jackson have become a lot closer, they are getting along for the first time in two months, they have put their differences a side to be there for their son, who is not taking the separation well at all
(dale head)
(8am)
Aaron is sat down with Tyler, he is trying to encourage him to eat his breakfast but is unfortunately having no luck, Tyler knocks his bowl onto the floor. In temper Aaron shouts at him
"GET UPSTAIRS NOW"
Aaron drags Tyler upstairs by his hand, he pushes him into his bedroom, Tyler begins to sob
"daddy"
he places Tyler on his bed, he is kicking and screaming at Aaron
"NO, YOU STAY IN HERE, UNTIL YOU LEARN HOW TO BEHAVE"
"I HATE YOU" Tyler screams
Aaron begins to leave the room, he closes the door behind him, Tyler starts to kick and bang on the door, he screams hysterically
"I want my daddy"
Tyler sits on the floor, he starts to sob uncontrollably, suddenly there is a voice at the door
"hello, anybody home?"
"up here mum"
hey, what the hell is going on, why is he screaming?"
"I don't know what to do any more, he wet the bed AGAIN last night, I can't do this, I have had to take him out of nursery for a while, he is out of control, he bully's the kids, yesterday he bit somebody, he won't eat unless somebody else feeds him, anybody but me"
"he screams and throws tantrums 24 hours a day, he hardly sleeps, I am so tired mum, it wasn't suppose to be like this, I can't cope on my own"
"hey, you are not on your own"
chas begins to attempt to open Tyler's bedroom door
"no don't, he has to learn"
"Aaron, he misses his daddy, he just needs to know you are here, he is probably scared of losing you too, he just wants a cuddle, if you won't let me go in there let me call Jackson
(10 minutes later)
Jackson arrives, he walks up the stairs, he can hear Tyler sobbing and crying
"what the hell is going on, why is he crying?, just get out of my way, both of you"
Jackson pushes Aaron and chas out of the way, he opens Tyler's door and Tyler runs into his arms
"daddy"
"hey, little man, what is all this noise about?"
"daddy shouting" Tyler said
Jackson rocks Tyler back and forth to calm him down, once he stops crying, he passes him to chas to take him downstairs, while he speaks to Aaron
"go with Nana, daddy will be down soon, be a good boy"
once Tyler and chas have gone downstairs, Jackson closes the bedroom door
"don't you EVER lock our son in a room again, do you hear me"
"I didn't lock him in Jackson, he was being naughty so I sent him to his room"
"why was you shouting at him?"
"same reason, he is out of control lately, he doesn't listen to anything I say, he just tantrums and screams at me"
"he is three years old Aaron, who has been through a lot the last couple of months, he needs you to love him, to comfort him, tell him everything is going to be okay, but no what do you do, you shout in his face
"don't lecture me okay, you don't know what it is like, I am doing all this on my own, it wasn't suppose to be like this, we was suppose to be in this together, I just can't do it, I can't cope any more"
"it is called being a parent" Jackson said
Jackson moves towards the other side of Tyler's room he begins pulling his son's clothes out of his drawers
"what are you doing?" Aaron said
"I am taking him, you can't look after him properly, I should never have left him with you in the first place
"please Jackson, don't do this, he is all I have got left, please don't take him away from me, I am begging you"
"he needs to be looked after properly, if you can't do it, I will"
Jackson leaves Tyler's bedroom, Aaron not far behind him, they both walk down the stairs into the living room, chas is sat on the sofa with Tyler in her arms
"give him to me chas, I am taking him to my mum's for a while"
"no you are not"
"its okay mum" Aaron said
chas does as Aaron asks and passes Tyler to Jackson and Jackson leaves the house with Tyler
"what is wrong with you, why did you let him take him?"
"don't start mum, I have to go to work, you see yourself out"
(5 minutes later)
Debbie is stood outside the garage, she notices Aaron walk towards her, he is pulling his hoodie sleeve over his hand wiping tears away that are falling down his face
"are you okay, what happened?"
"just leave it yeah, I came to work, not to a lecture"
(hazel and bob's)
Jackson walks into the flat with Tyler in his arms, hazel looks shocked
"what is he doing here, thought he wasn't coming till tomorrow"
"yes well change of plan, bob won't mind if he comes on a more permanent basis, will he?"
"what, do you mean?"
"I mean he is going to be living with me, from now on"
"what, and Aaron is okay with this"
"I didn't give him much choice, I just can't trust him to look after him any more"
"whoa, I thought you had decided to go home, give him another chance, that is what you said this morning"
"I changed my mind, you should have seen him, he was sobbing when I arrived, every time I think we are going to be okay, he just makes things ten times worse
"so what are you going to do?"
"first thing Monday morning I am going to see about getting full custody of him"
"Jackson, think about what you are doing, I know you are upset but you don't really want this do you?"
"I don't have a choice, he has gone too far this time, look I have to get back to work, can you watch him until I get back?"
"course I can, we can have fun, you know how much I love spending time with him"
(2 hours later)
Jackson is at work at the building site when suddenly his mobile springs to life, it is chas calling, "no doubt to give me a mouthful for earlier" Jackson thinks, he disconnects the call
several minutes and phone calls later Debbie starts to call
"hello, what is it Debbie, I am at work you know"
"Jackson just listen, its Aaron, he has been in an accident at work, you need to get to the hospital quickly, its serious
Jackson takes in what Debbie is telling him, his phone slips from his hand and smashes on the floor
"Jackson, what's wrong?" Dan said
"I have to go, I have to get to the hospital, its Aaron"
"come on, I will take you"
(20 minutes later)
Jackson arrives at the hospital, he walks towards the desk, chas walks towards him, she has been crying
"Jackson?, I have been trying to ring you"
"where is he, I want to see him, what the hell happened, Debbie said it was serious"
"you can't love, see him I mean, he is..."
"oh my god no, please don't tell me.."
"no love, he is in theatre, they told us to wait"
Debbie spots Jackson by reception and comes running over to him, she flings her arms around his neck and pulls him into her
"I am so sorry, its all my fault, I should never have let him near the car"
"would one of you, mind telling me, what the hell is going on, you said on the phone it was serious"
"yes a car fell on him, he insisted on working on this car that was brought in"
"where is Cain?"
"he is in the family room waiting, what do you want him with..."
before Debbie can finish what she was trying to say, Jackson has stormed into the family room to see Cain"
"what the hell were you doing, I swear to god, if one of your dodgy cars had anything to do with this, if anything happens to him.."
"don't get smart with me kid, there is nothing wrong with my motors" Cain said
"just calm down, Jackson" paddy said
"calm down?, we have a son who needs him in his life, if you hadn't noticed"
"Jackson, it wasn't the car, there was nothing wrong with it" Debbie said
"what do you mean?"
"when he came to work this morning, he was upset, I caught him crying, he was distracted under the car, he knocked the jack that was holding it up, before we knew what had happened the car had fallen on him"
"it was nobody's fault, it was just an accident" Debbie says
Jackson moves over the other side of the room towards chas
"it is all my fault, he was upset because of me chas, if anything happens to him, I will never forgive myself, and Tyler won't either"
"hey, none of this is your fault, I don't want to hear you talk like that again, my son adores you Jackson, he loves you, and you are reason he will get through this"
(40 minutes later)
the doctor appears at the door
"family of Aaron livesy"
Jackson and chas move quickly towards the door
"you are?"
"I am his.." Jackson struggles for the words to use to describe what he now is to Aaron, partner doesn't sound right any more
"I am his mum and he is his boyfriend" chas said
"okay, when Mr livesy was brought into us he was in a critical condition, his heart stopped briefly, we managed to get him back but he had extensive internal bleeding so we had to operate,
we managed to stop the bleeding but our main concern is that his brain was starved of oxygen while he was unconscious, when his heart stopped
there is a chance, a very small chance, we could be looking at some brain damage, I also must tell you he has a broken pelvis and arm and two fractured ribs
we will have to wait until he regains consciousness to find out if there is any further damage, the next 24-48 hours will be critical
I am sorry I have no better news
"can we see him, please I just want to see him" Jackson said
"he has been taken up to ITU as soon as you can see him I will send someone to take you up there
the doctor leaves the room, chas turns to Jackson to see tears streaming down his face, she pulls him into a hug and wraps her arms around him tightly
(1 hour later)
a nurse is showing Jackson and chas into Aaron's room
"I would just like to warn you there is lots of tubes and wires on Mr livesy, please don't be alarmed, it is just helping him to breathe and so we can monitor his condition
inside the room Aaron has a tube down his throat helping him breathe and his heart is beating away loudly on the monitor
Jackson sits beside Aaron while chas sits at the other side of the bed, Jackson almost touches his hand but then he retracts it, a look that doesn't go unnoticed by the nurse
"it is okay, he won't break, you can touch him, I will leave you to it, if you want anything I will be out in the hall
Jackson picks Aaron's hand up slowly and places it against his own cheek while closing his eyes, trying to get some kind of comfort from it, Jackson begins to cry and chas reaches over the bed and holds his hand trying to comfort him
what happens if he dies, what if we lose him, what if he dies thinking I hated him?"
"he isn't going to die Jackson, he is a fighter, he has everything to live for, he has you and Tyler, he won't give up on that, I know my son, he will be okay"
"I couldn't live without him, I love him so much, with all my heart, he is my whole life, my reason for living, I just didn't realise that until now
"you can tell him, when he wakes up, he will come back to us, do you want a drink?, I was thinking maybe you should call your mum or I could while I was out at the café
"will you do it, but tell her not to come here, well not unless she can find someone else to look after Tyler, I don't want him to see Aaron like this"
(2 weeks later)
there has been no improvement in Aaron's condition over the two weeks he has been here, Jackson has tried everything, bringing Tyler in to see him, playing him his favourite music, talking to him, anything to help him regain consciousness, nothing has worked
hazel and chas have become extremely worried that Jackson has barely left Aaron's side since the accident, not even to spend time with his son,
he insists on staying beside Aaron every second of every day, just in case he wakes up, when he does Jackson wants his face to be the first one he sees when Aaron opens his eyes
"Jackson sweetheart, why don't you go home for a while, get some sleep, spend some time with Tyler, we will ring you if anything happens" hazel said
"promise me, the second he opens his eyes, you will let me know"
"I promise, you won't be any good to him, if he wakes up, and you are like this , you are exhausted"
"okay, I could do with a shower and change of clothes anyway"
Jackson stands up and leans over Aaron, he kisses his head while whispering
"I love you baby, please come back to me"
(30 minutes later)
(dale head)
Jackson is upstairs in his and Aaron's bedroom, he is putting his clothes back into the drawers and wardrobe, they are finally back where their belong and as far as Jackson is concerned they are never being removed EVER again
he removes his shirt and jeans and crawls into bed, he lies on Aaron side of the bed, he can still smell him on the pillows, he sighs heavily taking contentment from it, he falls fast asleep
(next morning)
Jackson is in Tyler's bedroom, he is getting his son dressed, all at once Tyler speaks
"where is my daddy, when is he coming home?"
"he is just busy at the moment, he will be back as soon as he can"
Jackson lies to his son, he doesn't want to upset him any further than he has been
Tyler frowns whilst shaking his head, Jackson laughs at him, in some ways it is like Aaron is still with him when Tyler does facial expressions, because not only is Tyler Aaron's double in looks, he behaves like him too, Jackson takes comfort in the fact that whatever happens he will always have a big part of Aaron with him always
"come on, come and sit on daddy's knee"
Jackson lifts Tyler up upon his lap so they can have a chat
"do you remember when you was poorly, had a poorly belly and you had to be in hospital, so you could get better, so you could come home to your daddy and me"
"yes daddy I do"
"well that is where daddy is, he is poorly and the doctors are trying to make him better so he can come home to us
when daddy comes home, will you leave us again, daddy?"
Jackson wipes away the tears that are rolling down his face, he never realised until this moment the pain he has caused his son, being absent from his life, these past few months
Jackson whispers to himself "what have I done to you"
"no Tyler, I will never leave you or your daddy ever again, I promise baby"
(7pm)
(at the hospital)
chas hazel and Jackson are sat around Aaron's bed for another night in a row, willing him to wake up
chas has fallen asleep in the chair, while hazel sits close by, reading a magazine,
Jackson is sat at Aaron's bedside, he is holding his hand, he has threaded his fingers through Aaron's, Jackson has his head on Aaron's hand, he has fallen asleep,
suddenly Aaron wakes from his unconscious state, he pulls his hand from Jackson's and begins stroking his fingers through his curly hair
hazel jumps from her chair, she shouts Jackson and chas, urging them to wake up
hazel whispers "Jackson love, wake up, look"
chas begins to wake up, she jumps up and towards Aaron's bed
Aaron love, can you hear me?"
hazel leaves the room to get the nurse, Jackson begins to wake up, he lifts his head, Aaron rubs his thumb across Jackson's cheek
Jackson quickly jumps up, he leans over the bed, he holds Aaron's hand
"babe, can you hear me?, squeeze my hand if you can"
(10 minutes later)
Jackson chas and hazel have been asked to wait outside, the doctor is in with Aaron checking him over, Jackson is pacing the floor
"give it a rest Jackson, you are wearing the pattern from the floor" chas said
"what if there is something wrong with him?"
suddenly the doctor comes out of the room, Jackson rushes to the door
"how is he, can I see him?"
"Jackson right?, you can go in, he is asking for you"
Jackson goes into Aaron's room, he sits by his bedside, Aaron breathes heavily through the oxygen mask that has been placed upon his face, all at once he pulls it off
"what, happ..."
"hey, don't talk, its okay baby"
Jackson holds Aaron's hand, which Aaron pulls out of his grasp immediately, he turns his head away with a hurt look on his face
"baby please don't, look I know you are angry, you have every right to be but.."
"but what jay, why are you even here?"
"because I love you"
"thanks, but I don't want you to pity me, or feel guilty, you are only here because I ended up in hospital"
"I don't feel guilty, I thought I had lost you, I don't EVER want to feel like that again, it made me realise how much I love you and that I couldn't live my life without you in it, nor do I ever want to
"have you any idea how much it hurt, when you took Tyler from me like that"
"I know how much I hurt you, I have lived with that hurt since the day I walked away from you both, it was the biggest mistake I EVER made
"I want you back, I want us to be a family again, I know I hurt you, but I know we can get past it, we love each other
"please give me another chance, do it for our son, if not for me, he is hurting so much, I just didn't realise how much until today
Aaron holds out his hand for Jackson to hold
"come here, I can't reach over there"
Jackson moves closer to him, he holds Aaron's hand tightly while smiling
Aaron moans "Ahhhh"
"what is wrong, you okay?"
"yeah, it just hurts, bit painful"
"shall I get a doctor?"
"no, but I know how you can make it better"
"oh yeah, how?" Jackson smirks
"come here, kiss me"
Jackson moves closer to Aaron's face, he begins kissing his forehead, then his eyelids, his cheek, he pulls away laughing
"Jackson, quit the fucking teasing"
quickly Jackson moves strongly over Aaron's lips, he kisses him passionately, when Jackson pulls away he is smiling, he places his head against Aaron's, he whispers against his mouth
"does this mean I can come home now?"
"you already moved back in, didn't you?" it was more of a statement than a question
"how, do you know?"
"because I know you, too well" Aaron smirks
Jackson places another kiss on Aaron's lips, chas and hazel open the door quietly, they look across the room smiling at the scene in front of them
chas and hazel stand close to each other while saying "yesssssss" in unison
(3 days later)
today Aaron is being discharged from hospital, he is grumpy because of the pain, Jackson walks through the door and into Aaron's room
"hey babe, how you feeling?"
"like I want to go home, sick of this place, can not believe they are making me go home in a wheelchair"
"it is just for a few weeks, just until you can walk again, so, you ready to go?"
"you bet"
(45 minutes later)
(dale head)
they both go through the door into the living room
"home sweet home babe, you okay?"
"better now I am home, where is Tyler?"
"you mum took him, so we could spend some time together"
Jackson helps Aaron to walk over to the sofa, he places him down gently, so as to not cause any further pain, Jackson sits beside him, he places his head upon Aaron's shoulder
Aaron sighs with contentment, he kisses jackson's head and snuggles towards him while switching on the TV
(20 minutes later)
Aaron and Jackson are still sat together on the sofa, Aaron is groaning and holding his hand across his eyes
"hey, what's up?"
"just a headache, don't fuss"
"why don't you have a lie down, come on upstairs"
Aaron raises his eyebrows and smiles cheekily
"no way, forget it"
"what, I never said anything babe"
"you don't have to, I know you like the back of my hand"
"well the doctor did say I need some tender loving care"
"not like that he didn't, he meant for me to look after you, to take care of you"
"yes and you can, upstairs, it has been too long, I miss you"
"I miss you too, but you aren't in any fit state right now, you have a broken pelvis, in case you hadn't noticed
"come on, I will take you upstairs, then make you something to eat" Jackson said
Jackson stands up and urges Aaron to get on his back
"come on, get on my back"
"you have officially gone mad, you know that, no way am I letting you carry me upstairs"
"how else do you suppose you will get up there"
Aaron gives in and allows Jackson to carry him up the stairs and into their bedroom, Jackson places his partner onto the bed, he moves over towards the window and closes the curtains so the room is in darkness
Jackson walks over to the bed and sits beside Aaron, he starts to pull Aaron's t-shirt up and over his head, he slowly removes his trackie bottoms and helps Aaron into bed
(15 minutes later)
Jackson comes through the bedroom door with a tray of food in his arms, all of Aaron's favourite food on it, including his famous cheese and pickle sandwich
"hey, steady, nobody is going to steal it, well nobody apart from me, but looking at you I don't think even I will get a look in"
"I am hungry, that hospital food is not good"
(10 minutes later)
Aaron has finished his food, he picks up the tray and tells Jackson to put it on the floor, Jackson stands up with the tray, he is about to leave the room
"where are you going?"
"just downstairs, thought I would leave you too it for a while"
"no baby, don't go, put the tray down"
Jackson puts the tray down on the floor while looking at Aaron genuinely confused
"take you clothes off"
"Aaron, what did I say, I already told.."
"I know, just lie next to me, I want to feel you, it has been so long"
Jackson takes off his shirt, he unbuttons his jeans and takes them off, he slips into the bed next to Aaron, Jackson holds Aaron in his arms, their almost naked bodies touching each other's
Aaron puts his hand around the back of Jackson's neck, his fingers through his curly hair, he pulls Jackson closer to him while kissing him on the lips,the kiss is sensual and tender and full of love
Aaron becomes breathless, he pants and moans against Jackson's mouth
"I..can't...breathe..without..you...Jackson.."
"I..love..you..so..much...so..fucking..much"
"Shhhh, I know baby, I love you too"
"make love to me jay, please?"
"I can't, it will be too painful for you, I don't want to hurt you"
"I don't care, I need you so much, please"
Jackson moves his body closer to Aaron, he starts a trail of kisses over Aaron, first his mouth and down onto his neck, his tongue and mouth sucking and biting the skin along the way, Jackson moves further down Aaron's body until he reaches just above his groin, Jackson places his hand on to Aaron's cock over his underwear and begins to rub hard,
always being fully conscious of the pain he is in, Jackson pulls Aaron's boxers off and down his legs onto the floor, he moves closer to him and puts his hand around his shaft,
working up and down very slowly, Jackson looks above to the top of the bed to see Aaron has flung his head back, he is moaning over and over while he bites his bottom lip, Jackson smiles up at him
"do you like that babe?"
"Hmm"
Jackson leans down towards Aaron's cock and takes him into his mouth, which earns a loud groan from his boyfriend, Jackson works his mouth up and down Aaron's shaft slow at first, suddenly the kissing and sucking becomes urgent and fast which earns a scream from Aaron
"Uhhhhh, Ohhhhh, god, Yesssssss"
Jackson can feel Aaron's pulse inside his mouth get stronger every second, he is cumming and Jackson knows exactly what to do to push him over the edge
he places his thumb over Aaron's red and swollen cock head and touches it lightly before pulling away, as Jackson anticipates, Aaron hits his orgasm
"Ohhhhh my god"
"come on baby, cum for me, let go"
Aaron cums into Jackson's mouth, as it hits the back of his throat, Jackson gags, he is shocked because it is the first time in the whole seven years they have been together that it has happened like that
once Jackson has taken every drop of creamy liquid Aaron produced, he pulls himself up and moves up to the top of the bed towards Aaron,
Aaron pulls Jackson close to him and kisses him fiercely across the lips, he can taste himself on Jackson's tongue, when Jackson pulls away, Aaron speaks
"I almost forgot how fucking good, you are at that"
"almost?,I must be doing something right, you have NEVER cum that hard before, not with me anyway"
"it is called sexual frustration babe, I haven't had sex for weeks" Aaron smirks
"do you feel better now, headache all gone?"
"what headache" Aaron laughs
Jackson takes Aaron's hand in his own, he entwines his fingers through his, he brings Aaron's hand up to his mouth and begins placing sweet kisses up and down his fingers
Aaron watches him kissing his hand, Jackson smiles back at him, his beautiful chocolate brown eyes full of love
"I have been thinking" Jackson said
"that is dangerous, even for you" Aaron laughs
"Aaron, I am being serious"
Jackson moves closer to Aaron, he is inches away from his face, he looks into his partner's gorgeous stunningly blue eyes, he says
"will you marry me?"
"now I am sure I have heard those words before" Aaron smirks
"no I mean, I want to marry you NOW, as soon as we can, I don't want to wait any more, we have wasted enough time. So?"
"of course I will marry you, I would do it tomorrow if we could"
"well I was thinking, Christmas is not far away, we could do it then, what do you think?"
"yes sounds perfect"
"are you sure this is what you want?"
"yes, I have never wanted anything more in my life, I love you Jackson, I am one hundred per cent sure, I want to spend the rest of my life with you"
Jackson kisses Aaron passionately and they both fall into an embrace, underneath the duvet, laughs and giggles can be heard
TBC
NEXT..Aaron and Jackson...PLAN their WEDDING..BUT will a LAST minute DISCOVERY...DESTROY their HAPPINESS..keep READING...to FIND OUT
A/N I hope everybody enjoyed this chapter, as much as I loved writing it..