It was in the middle of the day when two people decided to get up once again. It was way passed lunch and the raven haired girl could help but giggle when the other's stomach growled in protest of its hunger.
Sesshomaru sighed. Even without looking he could tell that he had changed. He didn't want to see it though. He was happy, he knew that he was but it was a big change, one that he was going to have to get use to it.
"You okay Sesshomaru?" Kagome asked. Sesshomaru nodded though he didn't seem fine to Kagome. She decided to let it drop though. She could tell that he was nervous and she knew that this was big thing for him.
"Alright." she stated and then moved to get up. "I'm going to get us some late lunch."
Sesshomaru didn't move to stop her this time. He watched as she changed into a robe to hide her body from the world.
When she left he clutched the sheets hard enough to leave holes through the fabric. He was uncertain with himself today he was going to be Kagome's mate officially and that he was going to be in second of command and not the first he was accustom to.
Kagome was going to be in control of things, not him. He was certain though that Kagome would be as fair to him as she could while still obeying the laws here.
"Sesshomaru?" he heard his name being called and snapped out of his trance. He turned towards the door and saw Kagome at the doorway.
He could tell that she was worried for him. The concern in her eyes told him everything and the worry radiating off of her was hard to ignore. She was still in the robe but in her hands was a tray like before at breakfast. On the tray were slices of fruit and some meat with two glasses of water.
"You had me worried there. You spaced out." she commented. She put a smile of her face and walked over towards Sesshomaru. "I got you some lunch."
Sesshomaru nodded. "Thank you."
Kagome smiled happily and sat the tray down upon Sesshomaru so he didn't have to get out of the bed. Next to him Kagome laid down under the covers that they used and grabbed her own dish.
Slowly he ate his own in thought. He wondered what would happen now. Obviously he was to mate again with her but he didn't know what to expect. He knew that first time women, it would hurt them, but would it hurt him? Would he feel the sting as Kagome took him?
"Sesshomaru, is something on your mind?" Kagome asked. She couldn't help but worry for him. He had been so quiet, more so the usual. It scared her to not know if he was having second thoughts about mating with her. Was he having doubts? Was he regretting their coupling? Kagome didn't know what to make of it and that frighten her to no end.
"I'm just uncertain." he stated. Kagome cocked her head to the side.
"About what?"
"Of what is to become of me."
Kagome looked sad. "Are you regretting this?"
Sesshomaru shook his head. "No, it just I don't know what to expected."
Sesshomaru didn't know how to tell Kagome that he was slightly afraid of what was going to happen. He knew that it was childish to feel these things but for some reason he was and he couldn't help it. How was he supposed to explain that he was scared that it might hurt, that he might not like it? He has never done something like this before and not knowing scared him shitless.
"Don't worry everything is going to be fine. I won't hurt you. All you have to do is say stop and I'll stop. Okay, Sesshomaru?" Kagome reassured him.
Sesshomaru nodded a little relieved that Kagome understood his unease and was prepared to help him through it and not laugh at him.
~Lemon~
"All you have to do is relax and I'll do the rest." Kagome said gently as she cupped his face in her hand.
She lends in slowly and placed her lips upon his own; tenderly she kissed him. It wasn't a deep kiss but it spoke volumes of how she felt about him. He was loved. She loved him. Kagome was going to prove it if it was the last thing she did.
The simple kiss grew deeper and more passionate as Kagome opened her mouth slightly and licked Sesshomaru's lips, asking, pleading for entrance. Sesshomaru didn't even hesitate and opened his lips to her. Their tongues battled for dominance but they knew who was going to win.
Sesshomaru gave in letting Kagome enter his mouth and let her explore his wet cavern. So softly, Sesshomaru almost missed it, Kagome traced her hands on his neck and shoulders sending wave upon wave of pleasure down his spine. He shivered violently when she glided her delicate hands over his back.
Becoming bolder Kagome gently pushed Sesshomaru down onto the bed, putting a leg between his thighs. He grew nervous when his bare back hit the beds' sheets. It didn't go unnoticed by Kagome. She broke away from the kiss that she had started and went to his neck.
"Relax Sesshomaru. I won't hurt you." Kagome promised him.
Sesshomaru gasped out when Kagome licked at a particular sensitive spot on his neck. Kagome continued to kiss and lick Sesshomaru, loving the sounds he was making because of her. She was glad that he was enjoying it and was finally relaxing.
"You smell so good Sesshomaru." she stated making him blush.
But it was true, he did smell good. He was in heat and he was capable to sire children. It was natural for his heat to smell so divine to her. His smell was driving her crazy and she wanted nothing more that to take him but she knew that she had to take it slow or he could withdraw.
Using her hands she began to make random patterns on Sesshomaru's chest and abs. She continued down mapping and marking her man. These actions, though small, were affecting Sesshomaru greatly. He would gasp or moan slightly when she touched sensitive skin. He was enjoying her attention to him and for that Kagome was thankful for.
Kagome knew that Sesshomaru was uncertain of the things that were happening to him and she knew that it scared him greatly. Using such simple actions and not pushing it too far too fast Kagome had hoped to calm him and ease his worries. So far, Kagome noticed, it was working.
She eased herself down putting her other leg in between Sesshomaru's thighs making him spread them to give her more room. Kagome didn't go down all of the way for she knew it might cause distress towards Sesshomaru so she took it slow and only her hands went farther. Her hands moved at a steady but slow pace that would allow Sesshomaru to deny or grant access to his body. Sesshomaru has let her go so far and Kagome wanted to keep it that way.
She licked at his abs as her hands did soothing circles over Sesshomaru's pale naked hips. The action made Sesshomaru's breath get caught in his throat and Kagome worried that she went too fast. She continued her actions and Sesshomaru found his breath. He made no protest for wanting her to stop; he had just been caught off guard.
Sesshomaru was panting. His cheeks were red from pleasure and heat. He didn't know how much he could take. It was so knew. It was like he was a pup again, just figuring out the pleasures of his body. It was different but Sesshomaru knew that it wasn't a bad thing. He wanted to explore it more. The only thing that stopped him was his own uncertainty.
Kagome stopped her licking and pulled herself up on Sesshomaru. He opened his eyes not remembering when he had closed them and stared at Kagome. She could see the question in his eyes. He wanted to know why she had stopped.
In short of an answer she took her robe off and threw it to the side. Then she went back to Sesshomaru and kissed him again. Sesshomaru responded whole heartily whining from the feeling he was getting in the pool of his stomach. Kagome started rubbing his shoulders again as she dominated the kiss. She ran her hands over his chest and played with his erected nipples. Sesshomaru groaned into the kiss as she stole his breath away from him.
The kiss left Sesshomaru wanting more as he spread his legs wider in hopes Kagome would catch on. He was not disappointed however when she grounded her hips against his making him moan. Kagome smiled in their kiss. Sesshomaru was enjoying everything she was giving to him. He was relaxed and he felt at ease. He was ready to be taken.
Kagome broke the kiss again moving downwards on last time. She put butterfly kisses down his neck causing him to shiver. She licked at his chest and scratched her nails against Sesshomaru sides. Goosebumps litter his skin; Kagome was pleased knowing she was the one who put them there.
She went farther and rested her hands were they were previously were before. She rubbed circles there making Sesshomaru twitch but he didn't stop her. This time she went lower, directing one of her hands to move. Sesshomaru flinched when Kagome touched something that wasn't there before. He felt her hand light grazing over it and putting some pressure on it.
"Its okay, Sesshomaru." Kagome told him when he tensed up. Moving her hand she explored the area making Sesshomaru twitch sometimes.
Sesshomaru visible jumped when Kagome's fingers found the opening. She probed it a little, not wanting to scare Sesshomaru away. She teased him and with time he relaxed again. He even started to move his hips with her movements.
Gently Kagome pushed her finger all the way in. Sesshomaru tensed at the intrusion. His face scrunched up at the uncomfortable feeling. It didn't hurt per say but it felt weird. He trusted Kagome though that she wouldn't hurt him. He was going to trust her and as such he forced himself to calm down and soon the weird feeling was gone and the urge to move overcame him.
Kagome saw the Sesshomaru was ready and moved her finger in and out of him. Soon enough he became fine with it and she add another. There was a slight twinge of pain when the second digit entered him but like the first one he became accustomed to it and the pleasure hit him. When Kagome was satisfied she pushed the third and final finger into Sesshomaru. He felt some pain from that but he still trusted Kagome. His body relaxed and soon it felt so good. He couldn't get enough of it.
It was when Kagome pulled out the digits was when Sesshomaru was disappointed. There was so much pleasure. The heat filled him and it was just fingers. He didn't dare think about what was going to be placed in him after them. Kagome didn't leave Sesshomaru long to think. Once she cleared her fingers she positioned herself over him.
"Are you ready Sesshomaru?" she asked. Sesshomaru didn't have to think. He nodded.
Having his permission Kagome slid in. The heat around her was unimaginable. It took all of her will not to take him hard right then and there nut Kagome knew that she had to go slow. Sesshomaru winced at being filled like this. He hadn't an idea of what it was going to feel like but now he knows. There was some pain but it wasn't too bad. It was the feeling of pleasure that blocked away everything.
Kagome came to a halt and waited for Sesshomaru to adjust. He was breathless but he didn't care. He stared up at Kagome and nodded. That was all Kagome needed. With the go ahead Kagome started to thrust. With each thrust Sesshomaru gasped or moaned. With each sound Kagome thrusted harder and harder.
"Please…" Sesshomaru pleaded. It was the first time he had spoken in words. This was too new for him. He couldn't hold out long.
Sesshomaru didn't have to wait long. He came to his end with Kagome following him shortly after.
~End of Lemon~
They laid there basking in the after glow of their love making. Kagome had a smile on her face as she soothed her hand over Sesshomaru stomach. She was so happy and knew that Sesshomaru was too. Soon Sesshomaru hand joined hers'. If they were lucky, a child would be born from this.
Life seemed good even with the evil that was still out there
It was in the middle of the day when two people decided to get up once again. It was way passed lunch and the raven haired girl could help but giggle when the other's stomach growled in protest of its hunger.
Sesshomaru sighed. Even without looking he could tell that he had changed. He didn't want to see it though. He was happy, he knew that he was but it was a big change, one that he was going to have to get use to it.
"You okay Sesshomaru?" Kagome asked. Sesshomaru nodded though he didn't seem fine to Kagome. She decided to let it drop though. She could tell that he was nervous and she knew that this was big thing for him.
"Alright." she stated and then moved to get up. "I'm going to get us some late lunch."
Sesshomaru didn't move to stop her this time. He watched as she changed into a robe to hide her body from the world.
When she left he clutched the sheets hard enough to leave holes through the fabric. He was uncertain with himself today he was going to be Kagome's mate officially and that he was going to be in second of command and not the first he was accustom to.
Kagome was going to be in control of things, not him. He was certain though that Kagome would be as fair to him as she could while still obeying the laws here.
"Sesshomaru?" he heard his name being called and snapped out of his trance. He turned towards the door and saw Kagome at the doorway.
He could tell that she was worried for him. The concern in her eyes told him everything and the worry radiating off of her was hard to ignore. She was still in the robe but in her hands was a tray like before at breakfast. On the tray were slices of fruit and some meat with two glasses of water.
"You had me worried there. You spaced out." she commented. She put a smile of her face and walked over towards Sesshomaru. "I got you some lunch."
Sesshomaru nodded. "Thank you."
Kagome smiled happily and sat the tray down upon Sesshomaru so he didn't have to get out of the bed. Next to him Kagome laid down under the covers that they used and grabbed her own dish.
Slowly he ate his own in thought. He wondered what would happen now. Obviously he was to mate again with her but he didn't know what to expect. He knew that first time women, it would hurt them, but would it hurt him? Would he feel the sting as Kagome took him?
"Sesshomaru, is something on your mind?" Kagome asked. She couldn't help but worry for him. He had been so quiet, more so the usual. It scared her to not know if he was having second thoughts about mating with her. Was he having doubts? Was he regretting their coupling? Kagome didn't know what to make of it and that frighten her to no end.
"I'm just uncertain." he stated. Kagome cocked her head to the side.
"About what?"
"Of what is to become of me."
Kagome looked sad. "Are you regretting this?"
Sesshomaru shook his head. "No, it just I don't know what to expected."
Sesshomaru didn't know how to tell Kagome that he was slightly afraid of what was going to happen. He knew that it was childish to feel these things but for some reason he was and he couldn't help it. How was he supposed to explain that he was scared that it might hurt, that he might not like it? He has never done something like this before and not knowing scared him shitless.
"Don't worry everything is going to be fine. I won't hurt you. All you have to do is say stop and I'll stop. Okay, Sesshomaru?" Kagome reassured him.
Sesshomaru nodded a little relieved that Kagome understood his unease and was prepared to help him through it and not laugh at him.
~Lemon~
"All you have to do is relax and I'll do the rest." Kagome said gently as she cupped his face in her hand.
She lends in slowly and placed her lips upon his own; tenderly she kissed him. It wasn't a deep kiss but it spoke volumes of how she felt about him. He was loved. She loved him. Kagome was going to prove it if it was the last thing she did.
The simple kiss grew deeper and more passionate as Kagome opened her mouth slightly and licked Sesshomaru's lips, asking, pleading for entrance. Sesshomaru didn't even hesitate and opened his lips to her. Their tongues battled for dominance but they knew who was going to win.
Sesshomaru gave in letting Kagome enter his mouth and let her explore his wet cavern. So softly, Sesshomaru almost missed it, Kagome traced her hands on his neck and shoulders sending wave upon wave of pleasure down his spine. He shivered violently when she glided her delicate hands over his back.
Becoming bolder Kagome gently pushed Sesshomaru down onto the bed, putting a leg between his thighs. He grew nervous when his bare back hit the beds' sheets. It didn't go unnoticed by Kagome. She broke away from the kiss that she had started and went to his neck.
"Relax Sesshomaru. I won't hurt you." Kagome promised him.
Sesshomaru gasped out when Kagome licked at a particular sensitive spot on his neck. Kagome continued to kiss and lick Sesshomaru, loving the sounds he was making because of her. She was glad that he was enjoying it and was finally relaxing.
"You smell so good Sesshomaru." she stated making him blush.
But it was true, he did smell good. He was in heat and he was capable to sire children. It was natural for his heat to smell so divine to her. His smell was driving her crazy and she wanted nothing more that to take him but she knew that she had to take it slow or he could withdraw.
Using her hands she began to make random patterns on Sesshomaru's chest and abs. She continued down mapping and marking her man. These actions, though small, were affecting Sesshomaru greatly. He would gasp or moan slightly when she touched sensitive skin. He was enjoying her attention to him and for that Kagome was thankful for.
Kagome knew that Sesshomaru was uncertain of the things that were happening to him and she knew that it scared him greatly. Using such simple actions and not pushing it too far too fast Kagome had hoped to calm him and ease his worries. So far, Kagome noticed, it was working.
She eased herself down putting her other leg in between Sesshomaru's thighs making him spread them to give her more room. Kagome didn't go down all of the way for she knew it might cause distress towards Sesshomaru so she took it slow and only her hands went farther. Her hands moved at a steady but slow pace that would allow Sesshomaru to deny or grant access to his body. Sesshomaru has let her go so far and Kagome wanted to keep it that way.
She licked at his abs as her hands did soothing circles over Sesshomaru's pale naked hips. The action made Sesshomaru's breath get caught in his throat and Kagome worried that she went too fast. She continued her actions and Sesshomaru found his breath. He made no protest for wanting her to stop; he had just been caught off guard.
Sesshomaru was panting. His cheeks were red from pleasure and heat. He didn't know how much he could take. It was so knew. It was like he was a pup again, just figuring out the pleasures of his body. It was different but Sesshomaru knew that it wasn't a bad thing. He wanted to explore it more. The only thing that stopped him was his own uncertainty.
Kagome stopped her licking and pulled herself up on Sesshomaru. He opened his eyes not remembering when he had closed them and stared at Kagome. She could see the question in his eyes. He wanted to know why she had stopped.
In short of an answer she took her robe off and threw it to the side. Then she went back to Sesshomaru and kissed him again. Sesshomaru responded whole heartily whining from the feeling he was getting in the pool of his stomach. Kagome started rubbing his shoulders again as she dominated the kiss. She ran her hands over his chest and played with his erected nipples. Sesshomaru groaned into the kiss as she stole his breath away from him.
The kiss left Sesshomaru wanting more as he spread his legs wider in hopes Kagome would catch on. He was not disappointed however when she grounded her hips against his making him moan. Kagome smiled in their kiss. Sesshomaru was enjoying everything she was giving to him. He was relaxed and he felt at ease. He was ready to be taken.
Kagome broke the kiss again moving downwards on last time. She put butterfly kisses down his neck causing him to shiver. She licked at his chest and scratched her nails against Sesshomaru sides. Goosebumps litter his skin; Kagome was pleased knowing she was the one who put them there.
She went farther and rested her hands were they were previously were before. She rubbed circles there making Sesshomaru twitch but he didn't stop her. This time she went lower, directing one of her hands to move. Sesshomaru flinched when Kagome touched something that wasn't there before. He felt her hand light grazing over it and putting some pressure on it.
"Its okay, Sesshomaru." Kagome told him when he tensed up. Moving her hand she explored the area making Sesshomaru twitch sometimes.
Sesshomaru visible jumped when Kagome's fingers found the opening. She probed it a little, not wanting to scare Sesshomaru away. She teased him and with time he relaxed again. He even started to move his hips with her movements.
Gently Kagome pushed her finger all the way in. Sesshomaru tensed at the intrusion. His face scrunched up at the uncomfortable feeling. It didn't hurt per say but it felt weird. He trusted Kagome though that she wouldn't hurt him. He was going to trust her and as such he forced himself to calm down and soon the weird feeling was gone and the urge to move overcame him.
Kagome saw the Sesshomaru was ready and moved her finger in and out of him. Soon enough he became fine with it and she add another. There was a slight twinge of pain when the second digit entered him but like the first one he became accustomed to it and the pleasure hit him. When Kagome was satisfied she pushed the third and final finger into Sesshomaru. He felt some pain from that but he still trusted Kagome. His body relaxed and soon it felt so good. He couldn't get enough of it.
It was when Kagome pulled out the digits was when Sesshomaru was disappointed. There was so much pleasure. The heat filled him and it was just fingers. He didn't dare think about what was going to be placed in him after them. Kagome didn't leave Sesshomaru long to think. Once she cleared her fingers she positioned herself over him.
"Are you ready Sesshomaru?" she asked. Sesshomaru didn't have to think. He nodded.
Having his permission Kagome slid in. The heat around her was unimaginable. It took all of her will not to take him hard right then and there nut Kagome knew that she had to go slow. Sesshomaru winced at being filled like this. He hadn't an idea of what it was going to feel like but now he knows. There was some pain but it wasn't too bad. It was the feeling of pleasure that blocked away everything.
Kagome came to a halt and waited for Sesshomaru to adjust. He was breathless but he didn't care. He stared up at Kagome and nodded. That was all Kagome needed. With the go ahead Kagome started to thrust. With each thrust Sesshomaru gasped or moaned. With each sound Kagome thrusted harder and harder.
"Please…" Sesshomaru pleaded. It was the first time he had spoken in words. This was too new for him. He couldn't hold out long.
Sesshomaru didn't have to wait long. He came to his end with Kagome following him shortly after.
~End of Lemon~
They laid there basking in the after glow of their love making. Kagome had a smile on her face as she soothed her hand over Sesshomaru stomach. She was so happy and knew that Sesshomaru was too. Soon Sesshomaru hand joined hers'. If they were lucky, a child would be born from this.
Life seemed good even with the evil that was still out there.