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ONE WEEK LATER: THE WEDDING DAY …

LEAH

I am indeed pregnant, after Rosalie made the great assumption that I was indeed expecting, I begged Carlisle to run a test, and two days later I knew that I was pregnant with Sam's child. I was thrilled but scared, thrilled because I always wanted kids, especially kids with Sam, and to know that I was carrying a product of our love made me even happier.

However I could not help the fear that bubbled up in my stomach every time I wondered if I was ready to be mother, I am nineteen years old and I don't have a clue what I want to do with my life. The thing is whenever I imagined having kids Sam and I were already married, we both had graduated and had secure careers to maintain our family, but that surely wasn't the case.

Neither Sam nor I worked, Sam was secure because he was the chief so that was a job in itself and he actually got paid for it, granted it wasn't a lot but it was enough to live with. I had money saved up from my summer jobs but it wasn't enough to maintain a baby, so of course all theses doubts were running through my head and I was really starting to wonder if Sam and I were ready for this next step.

Today is my wedding day and I haven't told Sam about my pregnancy, I am planning on telling him tonight during our honeymoon, the location remains a secret.

My parents were kind of mad that Sam and I were rushing to get married, and that the Cullens were practically paying for all of it, my dad wasn't too keen on rubbing shoulders with them, but after I begged he finally accepted. Billy and Old Quil are also reluctantly attending; their excuse was they couldn't miss the wedding of their tribe's chief.

So because my parents believed that they were being neglected on showering me on my wedding, they decided along with Mrs. Uley that they were going to pay for our honeymoon, and well I let them have their fun, I just hope they picked a good place, knowing my dad he would send us to a covenant where Sam and I would be forced to sleep in different rooms.

I was sitting in Alice's room letting her practically do anything she wished on me, Rosalie was doing my hair and chattering about how she wanted to get married again, and Bella was just looking out the window mindlessly.

My wedding is in two hours and I am a nervous wreck, Sam had been trying to be his nurturing self again but had failed miserably, ever since I left his house the night we decided to get married today, he has been even more distant than usual. Every time I tried to kiss him he pushes me back, when I tell him I love him he answers me but never with true emotion, he hasn't touched me. I have practically cried myself to sleep every night, I feel like I am losing him.

Through all of this the only person I have been able to confide in is Alex; he has practically been my backbone through it all. I can't even count how many times I have cried on his shoulder, begging him to reassure me of Sam's love for me, I know it hurts him to see me upset and he loathes Sam for causing me pain but he still tells me to have faith, that Sam will realize the amazing girl he has. I feel that the closer I get to Alex the more Sam distances himself. If he only knew that it is he who is pushing me away.

"Okay, Leah you are ready?" I slowly open my eyes and gasp as I look at my reflection.

My bangs are pulled back by very intricate braids and the rest of my hair is falling loosely in soft curls, small crystals adorn my hair as well. My makeup is very subtle, a soft brown eye liner, white and silver eye shadow and mascara that makes my eye lashes seem as if they can go on for miles. A hint of blush streak cheek, and natural pink lip gloss grazes my lips.

"Wow, Lee you look good" Bella tells me as she comes and stands behind me.

I turn to face Rosalie and Alice "Thank you so much, you guys are miracle workers"

Alice rolls her eyes "Lee, you are way more beautiful than you give yourself credit for, Rose and I simply helped define them just a bit more."

I smiled "Do you think Sam will like it; I mean he is not a makeup guy"

"If he says one bad comment about the way you look, I suggest you reconsider marrying that mutt" Rose spat.

I glared at her "Rose don't insult my future husband"

She put her hands up in defense "Just stating my opinion"

"Lee, let's put on your dress" Bella said obviously trying to change the topic. Rose and I usually got along but there were definitely times where we bumped heads, she wasn't fond of Sam, she thought I could do better; of course I defended Sam with my life.

It didn't help that she has formed some weird understanding with Alex; I swear she could start her very own fan club.

Alice and Bella helped me put on my dress, while Rose buttoned it up; it was a very simple and elegant dress. When I was younger I had always dreamt about the big puffy white dress and the long veil, because our wedding was planned in a week, that didn't really give Alice time to find such dress, at least not a nice one, so I ended up with this one.

It was a long form fitting dress that fits me like a satin glove; it was tight and flowed freely at the bottom. Pearls were intricately placed all around the dress, which only added to its beauty.

After Rose was done buttoning me up, Alice, Bella, and her stepped back. Alice and Rose were grinning and Bella was crying.

"Lee, you look beautiful" she cried as she turned me around so that I was facing the mirror.

My jaw dropped, I had never in my life felt this beautiful, and it was like all my dreams were coming true right before my eyes. I placed a hand on my stomach and smiled, the baby was the missing piece in my fairytale.

I was taken back on my appearance that I didn't notice; my family walking in. My mom and dad gasped when they saw me, my mom rushed to me and crushed me in a hug. I didn't have time to catch my breath before my dad hugged me as well, I could feel his tears hitting my shoulder.

I pulled back "Daddy, are you crying?"

He laughed "I can't believe you are actually getting married princess" he looked at me seriously "You can still change your mind"

It was my turn to laugh "Not a chance, daddy. Sorry"

He sighed "It was worth a try"

"Sweetheart we have something for you" my mom told me as she handed me a jewelry box.

I opened it and instantly recognized my grandmother's bracelet, "Your dress is new, Alice has your something blue, Bella your borrowed, and well your dress is new" she placed the bracelet on my wrist.

Bella was next she placed a very beautiful necklace on my neck "Edward gave it to me, so I went it back" she teased.

Alice bent down and lifted up my dress, I blushed as my dad and Seth turned around uncomfortably "It's blue, Bella and I wore blue garters on our wedding days and now so are you" I shivered as I felt her cold hands roam up my thing and place the garter on me.

After that my parents left downstairs to greet the guest, the girls followed as well they had yet to put their dresses on, Seth stayed with me and was for the first time in his life actually quiet.

"Seth, are you okay?" I asked him truly concerned.

He nodded and turned to look at me with red eyes "I am really happy for you, Lee" he whispered.

I rushed to him and engulfed him in a hug "Aw, Seth please don't cry"

"I can't help it, Lee. I am really going to miss having you around."

I pulled back and wiped away his tears "Seth, I am getting married, I am not dying, I am still going to see you"

He shook his head "It's going to be different, though you will be living with him and then start your family and then you will forget about us"

I smiled "I could never forget about you, Seth you are my annoying little brother that I love with all my heart, nothing could ever change that, I swear"

"Really?"

I nodded "Really, honestly Seth you are too emotional for your own good" I taunted him.

"Ha, ha you are not funny"

"Knock, Knock" I grinned, Jake was standing in the doorway, he saw me and flashed me his million dollar smile "Wow, Lee you look great" he told me as he came in and hugged me.

All the boys obviously couldn't contain their excitement because they all came to get a peek of the bride, i couldn't help but beam with pride, all the boys looked dashing in their tuxedos, they looked clean cut which I am sure was enforced by Alice.

"Where's Sam?" I asked Jared, who was Sam's best man.

He shrugged "He said he wanted to be alone, so I came straight here with Kim, whom I must say looks gorgeous" Embry hit him across the head "It's Leah's day, dumbass" he scolded.

Jared gave me a sheepish smile as he rub the spot where Embry had hit him, "Jared, was Sam okay when you talked to him?" I asked anxiously, something didn't feel right.

"Honestly, Lee, I don't know, he's been acting really weird lately""

Suddenly Bella came running into the room looking frantic "Uh, boys could I see you outside for a minute?"

The boys looked skeptical but followed anyways "Bella, what's going on? Is something wrong?" I asked her.

Bella bit her bottom lip "Lee, everything is fine, just some minor details we need help with, stay here we will come and look for you, okay?"

I nodded, but I knew that she was lying, something was wrong. I heard my cell phone ring and I rushed to answer, my stomach dropped when I saw the caller I.D. it was Sam.

"Sam?" I answered breathless

"Lee …"

"Sam, what's going on? Are you here?" I asked my voice full of panic.

"Leah, I can't do this"

Tears were welling up in my eyes "Sam, what are you talking about?"

"I can't marry you Leah"

I gasped; you know that feeling when you feel as if the world if crushing down on you multiple that times a thousand, I felt as if I had gotten the air knocked out of me.

"Why are you doing this to me, Sam? I thought you loved me, you told me you wanted to marry me!"

"I do fucking love you! That's why I am letting you go!" he choked on his words "You deserve better than me, Alex is better for you. Shit Leah, I want you to be happy!"

"I WANT YOU SAM! I don't love Alex, I love you! I am happy with you! Why would you think otherwise?" I cried.

"I am not stupid, Leah I see the way you look at him, and how he looks at you, I won't stand in your way"

"Sam, I love you, I love you, please don't do this to me don't leave me. I don't love him he's my friend, I swear, I want you Sam, you and only you."

"I am sorry Leah, but I can't ruin your life. Please take care of yourself. I love you, Lee-Lee always and forever"

"Sam, PLEASE!"

"Good bye Leah"

"Sam! Sam! Sam, answer me! Sam!"

My knees gave out as I fell on the floor, holding my chest, trying to save my heart from the heartbreak it was enduring. I couldn't breathe, he was gone he left me.

"Leah!" Alex rushed in and kneeled beside me.

"Leah, what's wrong?" he asked concerned.

"He's gone, Alex, he's gone" I cried.

Alex's frame started shaking and his eyes turned pitch black, I clutched my chest and continued to cry, Alex's eyes softened as he heard my sobs, "Leah, it's going to be okay" he told me as he wrapped his arms around me and cradled me to his chest.

I heard everyone rush in to the room, my mom and dad rushed to my side, and tried to pull me away from Alex, but I didn't let go of him.

My mom noticed my reluctance and settled with stroking my hair "Leah, what happened?"

"Sam isn't coming" I murmured automatically "The wedding is off" I felt like a robot, the one person I loved left sucking out every single emotion out of my body.

I could hear the faint growls and snarls coming from my pack mates but I ignored them, I felt so lost, as if my purpose had run away with everything I had.

I closed my eyes and remembered the baby I was carrying, and I instantly knew that the baby would be my purpose, the one thing that would forever tie me to Sam.

"Princess, let's go home" my dad told me.

I nodded, Alex picked me up and carried me, he was silent and his body was stiff "Alex?"

"Yes, Lee?" his voice was strained.

"Alex, I am pregnant"

He froze; I guess I wasn't subtle enough, because I heard gasp all around me and my dad hiss "I am going to kill him"

Alex looked down at me and stroked my cheek "You are going to be okay, Lee. I won't leave you"

A tear ran down my cheek, Alex was sweet, and I did love him like a brother or best friend. But his words didn't reach me, because he wasn't Sam.

DON'T KILL ME!!! I WARNED YOU THAT THERE WILL BE INSTANCES WERE YOU WOULD HATE ME, AND WELL THIS IS ONE OF THEM .

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