This chapter has less full but very intense.
"Zelda is working today?" Blossom asked Bipin and then stared at him. He wouldn't look at her when he answered but bent over to fasten his shoes.
"Yes. I need her."
"I know, Bipin, but Link is here and I-"
"Yes,"
he bit out suddenly. "Link is here. And the next thing you know
we'll be watching our second daughter go away."
Blossom
sighed but kept quiet. Bipin had been in a terrible temper for weeks
now, but things had grown noticeably worse when Blossom confided in
him the night before as to why Link was in Kakariko Village. And why
was it, she asked hierself, that Bipin never had a problem before
the man showed up. He would encourage the girls, telling them to
write, delivering the gifts that were sent, and even listening to
them chatter on and act all dreamy when the beloved's name was
mentioned. But when the man came on the scene, fist Ralph and now
Link, Bipin was impossible to live with. Blossom simply did not know
what to think any more.
"Bipin, please let her have some time off," she tried again. "She works so hard and never complains. Please, Bipin."
But he was adamant. His mind made up, he left the bedroom and moved to the kitchen. However, he hadn't reckoned with his daughter. Ruto and Zelda were in the kitchen. Ruto had just agreed to work for her older sister, but her father said no. Both girls stared at him. He decided against breakfast and stared toward the door. Link was not to be seen at the moment, but Zelda didn't want to risk a scene in front of him. She followed her father out the house.
"Ruto's going to work for me, Father."
"No, Zelda." His tone told her not to argue, but she didn't heed it. "You come to the store as soon as you've eaten."
"Why?"
"Just do as I tell you, Zelda." he was hitching the team now in a way that told his daughter he was finished.
"I'm going to spend the day with Link," Zelda said firmly. "Probably tomorrow too."
Bipin's head rose slowly. "Are you defying me, Zelda?"
"If that's what it takes," she stated with more calm than she felt.
Bipin's anger exploded. "How dare you!"
"How dare I what?" Zelda was just as angry now. "Ruto is coming down to the store. Why do I have to be there?"
"I'll thank you to remember," Bipin bit out, "that you still sleep under my roof and eat my food, Zelda Fontaine."
"And I'll thank you to remember that I put in 50 hours a week in the store and 30 during the school year without a dime to show for it."
Some of the wind went out of Bipin's sails at that point, but Zelda went on quietly before he could speak.
"I didn't know you felt that way. Maybe I'll just not be a burden any longer. Maybe I'll just go to Labrynna with Link when he returns." She turned to walk back to the house, but Bipin finally heard what he'd been saying.
"Zelda."
She stopped but didn't turn around.
"Please come here."
Zelda went then, but her expression was defensive. She didn't want to draw too close, but when she was within arm's length, Bipin pulled her to him. He embraced her for a moment, and Zelda even hugged him in return.
"Go with Link today. Have a good time."
His voice sounded oddly strained to her ears, but she still nodded.
"Thank you, Father."
Bipin went back to hitching the team, and Zelda went inside. Link was now in the kitchen and greeted her warmly, but Blossom looked straight at her daughter. She asked to see Zelda upstairs, and the 17-year-old followed her mother from the room.
"You had words with your father?" Blossom asked as soon as the bedroom door was closed.
"Yes. He's being completely unreasonable." Zelda was still a little angry. "He pushes you around, but he's not going to teat me that way."
"You will not speak to me in such a way, Zelda." Blossom's voice told of her fury.
"It's true, Mother. You're his wife, so you have to take it. I don't."
"You're wrong," Blossom said coldly. "You do have to take it, and if this is the way you're going to act when Link shows up, then maybe he should leave."
The anger left Zelda in a hurry. Her mother was rarely upset with her, and she felt terrible. She spoke again, but her voice was subdued.
"He was wrong, Mother. What was I supposed to do?"
"You must respect him, Zelda."
"So you thin I should have gone to the store?"
Blossom suddenly felt tired beyond her years, and her face indicated as much. She turned away from Zelda and said, "I don't know, Zelda. I just don't know."
Salience dropped like a cloak onto the room. The clock could be heard chiming downstairs. Seven rings. So early in the day and already off on terrible footing.
"What did you and your father fight about?"
Zelda explained. "Then he made me feel as though I don't earn my keep. I never ask for money, Mother, you know that. So I told him that if he felt that way, maybe I should just go back to Labrynna with Link."
Oh, Zelda, you must have crushed him with those words, her mother said to herself. Out loud she said, "What did he say?"
"He told me to go ahead and have my day. I think he was sorry. Even though he didn't say it."
"So you did part on good terms?"
"Yes, but he still looked upset." Zelda shook her head. "Why, Mother? Why dose he give us such a hard time?"
"It's very involved, Zelda, and I'm not sure I can explain." Something In Blossom's voice bothered her daughter.
"Does
it have to do with the fact that you and Malon don't think Father's
going to heaven?"
Blossom could only stare at her.
"Oh, Mother, please don't be angry with Malon, but she was upset before she and Ralph got married. I asked her why, and she said that sometimes Father's lack of faith really upsets her. She told me she prayed for him every day. I didn't know what to say to her. It's not true, is it, Mother? Father will go to heaven, won't he? I mean, he's such a good man."
Oh, heavenly Father, Blossom's heart begged as the breath left her body, is she really so ignorant of the way of salvation? Did her confession as a child mean so little, or have I been remiss in my explanation?
"Zelda," Blossom finally spoke very slowly. "Do you really not understand about salvation by grace, not works?"
"Well, yes, I do, but I just can't believe that God would keep a good man like Father out of heaven. I used to get angry with Uncle Error for talking that way too."
A knock sounded on the door just then, and Blossom did not get a change to reply. Sari stuck her head in and spoke to Zelda.
"Link hasn't' said anything, Zelda, but he keeps looking toward the stairs. I think you should come down."
"All right," Zelda answered and turned toward the door. She was almost out when she remembered her mother.
"I'm
sorry, Mother. What that all?"
The timing was wrong, and
Blossom knew it. She wanted to sit her daughter down and talk this
out, but her heart would not be in it. The older woman eventually
nodded her head and told Zelda to run along. She was in need of
breakfast, but she had no appetite. Blossom sank down onto the bed
and prayed for a long time.
(&)
"Here's your favorite. A wild rose." Link held the flower beneath Zelda's nose. She breathed deeply before he slipped it into her hair. He then caught her hand when she tried to move it.
"Now, don't you touch it," he scolded. "I've got it just right."
She laughed. "It feels like it's sticking straight up in the air."
"Well, it is. What else is it suppose to do?"
Zelda took her hand back and reached for the flower. She placed it behind her ear, a vast improvement, and then posed.
"Well," Link admitted grudgingly. "I guess it looks a little better."
Zelda smiled at him and turned away from the warmth she saw in his eyes. She began to repack the picnic lunch they'd enjoyed. Link lay down on the pale yellow blanket, supported by one elbow.
"Why do you do that?" he asked nonchalantly as he fiddled with a blade of grass.
"Do what?"
"Why do you get busy with your hands every time I look at you?"
Zelda stopped all movement, but still didn't look up. What could she say to him? I'm sorry, Link, but if I look at you and think I see love in your eyes when there's not, I'm going to be hurt beyond all repair. The thought alone was enough to make her speechless with embarrassment.
"Can't
answer," he coaxed softly, "or don't want to?"
"Oh,
Link, it's just that-" Zelda cut off and looked at him. He
wasn't looking at her with warm interest now. Now he was just Link,
and she felt a little better.
"I think I'm afraid for you to knew how I really feel, and I'm afraid that if you look at me too long, I won't have a secret left."
Link smiled gently. "You do tend to carry your emotions in your eyes."
Zelda had to agree. Her family always knew what she was thinking.
"Did you by any chance have angry words with your father this morning?"
"Yes, I did."
"Did it concern me?"
Zelda nodded miserably. "Ruto said she'd work for me, but he said I had to come in. We fought, but then he changed his mind."
"Is it me, specifically, Zelda, or any man?"
Zelda was so stunned by this question that for a moment she sat quietly.
"I never thought about it before, but it is all men. I mean, Ralph is a wonderful man, but Father had a terrible time when he came. He kept it covered up most of the time, but we could tell. No, Link, it's not you. It's Father. I think he sees all men as a threat to our family."
"Well, in some ways they are."
"I don't know what you mean."
Link chuckled and tossed the blade of grass he'd been holding. "Ralph didn't come here to study the plant life; he came to propose to Malon. Six months later, she was gone. And now I'm sure your mother must have told your father that I'm here to find out our feelings for each other. The man's not blind, Zelda; he can see the way I look at you."
"And how do you look at me?" The question escaped with no premeditation, but Zelda felt immediately better.
Link grew very serious. "It's like the letter you wrote me a long time ago about the wildflowers. For a while looking at them is enough, but then you want to touch. To really experience them, you need to hold them in your hands, smell them, and even rub them on your skin. I love looking at you, Zelda, but your father's a married man. He knows very well that I want to kiss you and hold you."
Zelda nearly panicked, but managed to speak.
"You've never talked about that in your letters."
"I didn't want to kiss your letters."
Zelda couldn't take her eyes from him. She wanted to; she wanted to busy her hands and mind a thousand miles from her, but she had to look into his eyes.
"I'm surprised you didn't start packing the lunch again." Link had looked back at her, but now his eyes were smiling.
"I probably should, Link, or I'm going to be the one to kiss you."
She so shocked him with that statement that his mouth came open. Zelda found this very amusing. Her laughter bounced over the meadow, and her grin was cheeky. The intense moment was broken, and right now it was for the best.
(&)
Blossom waited until Bipin was finished with his customer and then approached. She wasn't fast enough, however. One of the older ladies in town snagged her, and she was tied up showing her bolt after bolt of fabric until the woman decided to go home and think it over. It seemed like hours before she could break away, but it must not have been. Bipin was leaning against the doorframe of the back room, just watching her. She hesitated in her step but kept on. When she neared, he dropped back into the room itself and over to the window. The act gave them privacy, and the window gave them light.
Looking down at her, Bipin stood in profile to the glass, his arms crossed over his chest. For a moment Blossom felt like she was the one he'd fought with. She couldn't quiet meet his eye.
"I was furious with Zelda when she told me she'd had words with you."
"I thought you would be angry with me," Bipin admitted quietly.
"I was, but not furious like with Zelda."
"She was right, you know. I was being unreasonable."
"And she was being disrespectful. I won't stand for that."
Bipin nodded but did not comment. It wasn't every man whose wife stood by his side even when he was behaving like a fool.
"I want to understand, Bipin, but I don't," she said suddenly. "Why could you take me thousands of miles away from my family, but not be willing to have anyone do that to your daughters?"
Bipin's gaze shifted out the window. The back of the building looked out over the mountains. It was beautiful beyond description. He honestly couldn't understand why anyone would want to live anywhere else, but he reminded himself that he hadn't seen the rest of Death mountain territory. It could be just as beautiful. In fact, if Malon's letters could be trusted, it certainly was.
"I just take longer to adjust than you do, Blossom. I'll get used to the idea of Zelda and Link. Give me time."
"I'm glad to hear that, Bipin, but you've been simmering with anger since Ralph and Malon left. Why can't you go see them? Go see how happy Malon is in her home, and maybe you can you can lay it to rest."
"Go on my own?" he asked incredulously.
"Well, yes. I thought if I suggested we all go, you'd say we couldn't afford it. If you go alone, I'll be here to watch the store."
"I can always close the store," he mumbled. Blossom's heart leapt. The hope must have shown in her eyes because Bipin reached for her.
"I'll think about it. All right?"
She nodded against his chest.
"Maybe this fall. All six of us."
Blossom looked into his eyes. "Thank you."
"For what? I could still say no."
"I know, but your willingness to work on it makes it so much better."
He kissed her then, a long passionate kiss that dislodged hair pins and turned her face a bright pink. Coming into the back, Ruto heard their low voices and moved back out front. Father always whistled the hours away when mother made a visit to the store. Ruto decided her mother should come every day.
Travel plans across the country and plenty of fluff on the way.
