Quinn sat alone in her bedroom, her head almost touching the already custom built tall ceiling in her wolf form. She huffed and looked down at herself. She really was a magnificent being. Her fur seemed to shine in the dim light of her bedroom. There was a reason that she was Alpha.
However, the one thing that bothered her about herself, that always had, was that thing dangling between her legs. She thought that it was disgusting and she couldn't understand why Rachel would want anything to do with it. Why couldn't normal sex between them be enough? Why can't they just get a sperm donor for when they want to start a family?
Still, Quinn loved Rachel and at the end of the day, she would do anything that the smaller girl wanted.
She took a deep, cleansing breath and concentrated as hard as she could on her body. She started with the simple things. Her hands and feet.
She flexed them and tried to focus all her power on only turning those parts of her back into a human. She felt it happening slowly. Her bones started to move, to shrink and crunch back into place. It hurt, and Quinn had to bite down on her bottom lip to stop her from crying out. In a blink, her golden fur snapped back into her skin and she was left with hands and feet that were too small for her wolf body. It looked weird and Quinn would have laughed if she could have.
Next were her arms and legs. The same things happened. The bones snapped and crunched as they changed and Quinn could taste the metallic blood in her mouth from where she had bitten her lip too hard. Relief came when the girls fur disappeared. She took a moment to regain her calm as she noticed her breathing was coming out in harsh pants.
"Quinn, are you okay baby?" Rachel's sweet voice came from the other side of the door. She could feel that Quinn was in some kind of distress, because of their imprint. She knocked on the door once, hearing a grunt coming from the other side, the brunette decided not to bother waiting for an answer.
What she saw both confused and scared her.
Quinn was sat on the edge of her bed, half wolf, half human. The human parts of her looked weird and out of place but the wolf part looked magnificent as always… Until Rachel looked at Quinn's face.
Her teeth were bared and she was breathing hard. The singer couldn't make out what was going on. The blonde looked directly at Rachel. Her eyes were crazy and something in them wasn't quite Quinn.
"Quinn?" Rachel called, moving closer into the room. The werewolf had her hands clenched into tight fists and clenching onto the bed sheets, her toes were curled over and her mind was crying out in pain. "Baby?"
Suddenly Quinn blinked and was completely in her wolf form. She seemed to relax with this form. Rachel crossed the room and crawled onto her girlfriend's huge lap, curling into the warmth that came naturally with this side of Quinn.
The blonde was still. She couldn't move as her mind recovered from the pain. Usually, when she transformed, she only felt a dull ache. She had been changing for so long now that it didn't bother her anymore. However, concentrating on making one part of her body at a time change back into a form that wasn't natural to her; it was painful. She was forced to acknowledge that it wasn't something that her body wanted to do. She was never meant to only change parts of herself at once.
After she had calmed her brain and made her arms and heart stop throbbing, Quinn changed back into a human and cradled Rachel on her lap.
"You were hurting so much." Rachel sobbed, still able to feel the pain that Quinn was in.
"You didn't seem to care about my pain three years ago," the blonde spat, moving Rachell off of her and standing up.
"What the hell Quinn? Where did that come from?" the singer furrowed her eyebrows, confused as to why Quinn was bringing up things that she thought they had gotten through.
"Did you know that I felt it? Every single time that you were with someone else. Every time that you enjoyed drinking someone else's blood just that little bit too much or when you let someone else put their hands on you." Quinn said to the floor.
Rachel's mouth opened and closed a few times before she finally said, "I had no idea, I swear."
"Why was it so easy for you Rachel? You knew that because I had imprinted on you, it's impossible for me to be with anyone else. I feel like you cheated on me, even though we were broken up then." Quinn pulled a shirt and some pyjama pants on.
"I'm a vampire, Q. I'm not a werewolf. Your imprint is a deep and emotional that I feel the pull of. I love that intense warm feeling that it gives me and when were apart, all I have to do is think about you and it's like your arms are around me. But my imprint isn't like that and you know it. It's a primal need to have you close to me, to know where you are, if you're okay. But that doesn't mean that it was easy for me to be with other people. I was with three other people baby. And I felt so bad after each of them. You have to know that, please, Quinn." Rachel stepped towards her girlfriend, only to have her move away.
"I cried each time you were with someone else," the blonde was crying now. "And here I am, almost killing myself trying to do something for you because you want it so much. And I love you so much Rachel. I love you so much that I will put myself through that just to make you happy. But I can't help but wonder, what the hell have you ever done for me? I don't want grand gestures, I really don't, but if I am putting myself through all of this pain, I need this relationship to be less one sided."
"It isn't one sided. I-,"
"Go on then," the former cheerleader interrupted, "tell me one thing that you have done for me." Rachels silence was enough of an answer for Quinn. She laughed humorlessly and headed towards the door.
"Where are you going?" the brunette asked, grasping the other girls arm.
Quinn shrugged her off. "I'm going for a walk. I need to clear my head."
It was at least four in the morning by the time that Quinn had returned. She opened her bedroom door to find Rachel hugging her pillow. Her face was buried deeply into it as she slept soundly. The brunette was also wearing Quinn's clothes and she couldn't help but find it incredibly cute.
She got into bed and Rachel instantly curled into her side. She wrapped her arms around the girl and kissed her head before shutting her eyes to sleep.
"I'm sorry," came the brunettes sleepy, raspy voice.
"It doesn't matter right now, Rae. Let's get some sleep," Quinn mumbled as she felt herself slipping into slumber.
"No, it does baby. I am so selfish and you just always do everything to keep me happy and I piss all over it all of the time." The starlet sat up and looked at Quinn, who sighed and reluctantly opened her eyes. "So I decided tonight. I'm going to give up Broadway and move back to Ohio when this production ends. I'll teach music instead."
"Rae-,"
"No. This is my decision. It's the only thing that I can think of to show you how much I care. I don't want you to have to uproot your life, a life that your father spent so long building for you, just for me," Rachel said.
"And what if I want to move to New York?" the blonde challenged.
"If you wanted to live in New York, you would have moved there when we weren't together. And I know you babe, you hate that city," the singer snuggled back into her girlfriend. "I love you, Quinn."
"And I love you, baby. Thank you."
-o-o-o-
A year passed and Rachel's Broadway career finished with her first show, as promised. She had gotten so many offers for so many plays, such as Les Miserables, Oliver, RENT, and so on, but she turned them all down for Quinn. The blonde was happy about this. Their relationship became much less one sided and Rachel was definitely working on how selfish she was.
The brunette had an interview lined up for the new music director at McKinley High. She thought that it would be strange to walk those halls again, but this time without fear of peers or getting a slushie facial. She would hold her head high and know that she had a promising career and a loving girlfriend to go home to. She was living the perfect life and Rachel couldn't be happier. She would be lying if she said that she was disappointed to leave the stage and the spotlight, but she wanted to make this relationship with Quinn work and she would be damned if it fell apart after they had fought so hard.
Quinn's pack had finally regained its lost numbers. Pups were finally of age to join the pack and other families had had pups of their own. She and Rachel were seriously talking about having their own family and Quinn, after a lot of effort on her part, had finally got her changing under control, enough that she could change herself into a man with almost no pain.
It was weird, she wouldn't ever stop thinking that it was weird. Her penis looked like a human penis, rather than an animal's and that made her feel a little better about it all, but she knew that she was a wolf, not a man.
They had decided that tonight would be the night when they finally tried and Quinn was anxious. She had to admit though, the thought of Rachel carrying her babies was something that she wanted to happen. She couldn't wait to take care of her and all of her needs throughout the girl's pregnancy.
A soft knock on her office door brought Quinn out of her thoughts. "Come in baby," she called, knowing that it was Rachel.
"Hey," the brunette smiled and made her way over to the other girl, sitting on her lap and connecting their lips. "I missed you today," Rachel admitted, wrapping her arms around the blonde's neck.
"Oh you did?" she smirked, palming Rachel's ass and kissing the tiny girl's exposed chest. "I think we should go upstairs. I'm sick of doing this paperwork."
"I think that this is the best idea either of us has had all day," the brunette said softly. In one swift movement, Quinn picked Rachel up, carried her upstairs and laid her gently on their bed. "Are you sure you're okay with doing this?" she asked as Quinn kissed her chest and unbuttoned her blouse.
"Yeah. I want a family with you, babe," the blonde smiled as she removed her own shirt. She worked on Rachel's nipples, making her moan and writhe beneath her as her free hand roamed further down her body.
"Please don't tease me tonight, Q," Rachel panted, the anticipation of what was to come was already becoming too much for her to bear. Quinn smirked at her girlfriend's desperation and quickly worked on stripping them both.
The blonde got up off of the bed. Rachel watched her and moved to sit on the edge of it, waiting.
Quinn concentrated all of her efforts, biting her lip, trying to make her penis materialise. It took a couple of minutes, since she hadn't tried this in such an aroused state. She winced as seven inches grew from her groin. Rachel couldn't take her eyes off of it. It was already hard and Quinn looked magnificent with it.
"Are you sure you're still okay with this?" the blonde asked, walking closer to the brunette.
Rachel slid backwards on the bed, giving Quinn space to lay on top of her. "Of course I am."
"You'll have to stop me if I hurt you. I might get carried away," the blonde warned as she took her place hovering over her lover. Quinn connected their lips as she reached between them and ran her fingers through Rachel's dripping slit. "You're so wet already," Quinn whimpered as she rested her forehead against the smaller girl's.
When she had teased Rachel enough, she moved back onto her knees and lined herself up with the girl. Nothing could have prepared Quinn for the bliss she felt when she pushed into Rachel. The warmth and tightness that surrounded her made her want to just piston her hips and never stop. She had to bite down even harder on her lip to stop herself. She fell back onto her hands over Rachel.
"Quinn, please move," the brunette whined, moving her hips and clutching at Quinn's shoulders.
With those words, the blonde was gone. Her hips moved at an impossible pace, the noises that Rachel was producing only spurred her on further.
"I can't," the blonde whined as she pushed harder and faster, feeling her orgasm coil in her stomach as her balls tightened. "Rach, I'm gonna," she called.
"Please baby," Rachel moaned, her own orgasm surprisingly close.
Quinn grunted as she lost herself and shot her load deep inside of her lover. Her hips jerked as Rachel clenched around her penis. After a few seconds, the couple began to come down from their highs and Quinn collapsed on top of the brunette.
Rachel ran her fingers through the blonde hair and smiled as the girl curled tiredly into her. She could feel that Quinn had lost her concentration and her penis was disappearing, but she didn't mind.
"I see lots of super cute mini you's running around the place in a few months," Quinn mumbled sleepily.
Rachel just laughed and held Quinn tighter. "I love you so much," she whispered as they both let sleep overcome them.
