Making my way through the corridors with the boys to the conference for the new album, I feel slightly nervous to see Gary again, as he was running slightly late and we were told by our manager that he would be here in a minute.
"Gary is on his way.." I hear people mummer around me. I look behind me and spot Gary walking through the sliding doors and taking his seat on the end where his name was placed on the table. He takes off his designer sunglasses that were lying on his nose perfectly and then puts them neatly in front of him.
"You al-right Gaz?" I ask him.
"Mm" He replies as if he was told he wasn't allowed to talk to me.
I look at Mark and ask him if he knew what was up with Gaz, all he does in reply is shrug his shoulders.
I decide to ignore the weird atmosphere around me and concentrate on the conference.
"I was forced to do this album" I smile as I crack the joke, the whole room erupts in laughter and I look over at Gary and see he isn't impressed, rubbing his index finger and thumb on the bridge of his nose, his brows raised slightly and he's shaking his head makes me feel like I was just scolded by the head master. My smile disappears and I mess around with the tablet in front of me to disguise my feelings at that point.
Journalist: "You've told people before that this album has an 80s vibe about it, how is this so?"
Gary: "Well" He begins. "I think the-"
"He thinks it has an eighties vibe because he wants to feel young again." I joke once more, the boys join the growing sound of laughter, and just like before Gary doesn't look impressed at all, looks more angry then amused
"Inn'it Gaz?" I ask and look at him for approval.
"As I was saying.." He continues and completely ignores my question. I feel my blood boiling and without hesitation I blurt out something I shouldn't have.
"What the fuck is wrong with you Gaz? Am I not good enough for you, do you not love me?" The room goes quiet, and all eyes are on me and Gary.
Gary gulps and begins to look around the room for the manager, when the manager realizes that some things up he steps in and stops the conference with eight simple words:
"We will continue this at a later date."
"We're finished..?" Jason asks, looking around totally unaware of what happened as he was in his own world for most of the time.
"Yeah we are Jay." Howard replies, his eyes burning at the back of my head. I look over at Gary, feeling awful for what I just blurted. He looks distressed and is muttering something to himself and pushes his chocolate brown sunglasses up the bridge of his nose and gets into the black mercadies, the last glimpse I get of him is him shaking his head, Kayleigh rubbing his leg asking what was up as he continues muttering things to himself, he then looks in my direction but I'm not sure if he's looking at me or the paps around me as I can't see those beautiful eyes through his glasses.