I DO NOT OWN ANYONE OR ANYTHING IN THIS STORY BESIDES THE OC'S.
A/N: I WANT TO TAKE THIS TIME TO APOLOGIZE TO YOU READERS FOR 'DRAGGING THIS OUT' FOR SO LONG WITH THIS WHOLE 'CHEATING' THING. I HONESTLY DIDN'T THINK IT WAS AND MAYBE I WAS IN THE WRONG WITH IT AND I AM HONESTLY SORRY THAT IT HAS CONTINUED ON FOR 'TOO LONG.' I THINK I HAD THIS FEAR THAT THIS STORY WON'T AMOUNT TO WHAT THE FIRST ONE WAS AND THAT IT WAS GOING TO BE 19 CHAPTERS LONG LIKE A PREVIOUS STORY I HAD SO I GUESS I DID DRAG IT OUT. TO THE READER THAT REMOVED THIS STORY FROM YOUR LIST, I'M SORRY THAT THIS STORY WAS THAT HORRIBLE AND I GREATLY APOLOGIZE TO YOU FOR THAT. I NEVER WANT TO DISAPPOINT MY READERS, AND DUE TO THE AMOUNT OF SOMEWHAT NEGATIVE FEEDBACK ABOUT THE CURRENT STORYLINE I FIGURED TO POST THE NEXT TWO CHAPTERS TO PUT EVERYONE TO REST ABOUT IT. AGAIN, I'M SORRY FOR DOING IT THE WAY I DID, DIDN'T REALIZE I WAS DRAGGING IT OUT BUT I ALSO DIDN'T WANT ANOTHER 18 CHAPTER STORY. I GUESS I REALLY NEED TO RE-EVALUATE THIS STORY AND MAKE SURE THAT IT DOESN'T HAPPEN WITH WHAT I HAVE PLANNED UPCOMING FOR THIS STORY. AGAIN, I'M REALLY SORRY GUYS.
Meg's Point of View-
My night of sleep was nothing but tossing and turning which I think affected Roman's sleep cycle as well considering I had found myself up in the kitchen brewing a patch of coffee at 4 AM.
"I hope you made enough for two cups." Roman said startling me as I jumped out of my skin turning to look at Roman.
"I made a spare." I said softly. I turned to look back at the pot of coffee that was brewing, it was drop by drop growing in amount as I felt Roman's arms swiftly and softly wrap around me.
"Why are you up so early?" Roman asked softly feeling him press a kiss to my neck. I let out a sigh, I couldn't nor did I want to bring up the truth because it was too early. I was too tired to fight or argue with him much less did I think Dean was up to me going to his place if things turned bad.
"I just couldn't sleep." I said with a shrug.
"Something is eating at you isn't it, what is it beautiful?" Roman asked as I couldn't help but to let out another sigh. "There is that sigh again, come on. We have time until the coffee is done." Roman said as he grabbed my hand turning me around where he was able to grasp my other hand with his pulling at me to walk with him to the table. Roman pulled out one chair for me to sit in as he sat in the other chair facing me. "Let it out." Roman said as I bit at my bottom lip glancing at him then glancing down between our bodies.
"It's your phone thing, my jealousy kicking in is all…" I said shrugging. Roman chuckled as he pushed his fingers through my hair.
"Honey, I'm at home…I left my work at the door and you are my number one right now." Roman said as he leaned in kissing my forehead, but I certainly didn't feel like his number one and I certainly knew it wasn't work that was consistently texting him.
"I…I know…but I can't help the feelings or thoughts I have Roman…"
"I know, it's your self-conscious having fun with you baby…I promise you that soon, none of this will happen anymore when I am no longer in the spotlight and out of the title run but right now I'm huge…" Roman said as I knew he was a huge star right now, but these lies he was telling was making me feel worse and worse about myself. You have to tell one lie, then tell another to cover up that one and the lies keep building but I just want to know what he will say when it does come out that he was lying. Part of me wanted to believe him, maybe it was work related because hey what do I know? I haven't looked or read his phone, it was his phone but I so wanted to believe that it was the girl. "Look, I'll turn my phone off when I get home and make sure that it won't interfere on us. Would that make things better?" Roman asked as I let out a sigh as I knew it would but I knew that when he was on the road that things will amplify again because I knew he would go back to texting her. I nodded hoping that maybe it would make things better because I won't constantly have him on his phone being rubbed in my face and the days and times that I am spending with him won't be me freaking out or anxieties running wild.
"Yes…" I said as I bit at my bottom lip nervously.
"But…" Roman began to say as he looked at me intently knowing I wanted to say but and continue with my thought but I couldn't just tell him because I didn't want to just accuse him.
"It's nothing…just thinking is all…" I said as I glanced up at him from staring down at the floor.
"Care to share this thinking with me?" Roman asked as the coffee pot came to a stop. I focused on pouring our two drinks the way we each liked it before we followed each other to the dining room table.
"Do you remember when we first met?" I asked as I crossed my legs at the ankle as I leaned forward in my seat.
"Absolutely…I'm still mad you didn't try that skirt…" Roman said as he sipped his coffee.
"What made you fall in love with me Roman?" I asked curiously as he seemed to almost choke on his coffee.
"Why are you asking this?"
"Just…please…answer it." I said as I swirled my spoon in my cup to make sure my creamer was well mixed in.
"I fell in love with your looks, your attitude, your love and excitement for the industry I am passionate about, your shyness, your uncertainty, and being the nervous girl that isn't so nervous, it was all so cute." Roman said with a smile, "Plus, just the way your personality was, you just were so trusting…I learned so much about you in that little bit of time that I couldn't help but to fall head over heels." Roman stated as I let out a sigh as I took a drink of my coffee. "The more we talked, the list of why I love you grew and continues to grow everyday. I love that we are up at 4 AM having a cup of coffee because that is love, being up with the other when they can't sleep. We talk about things that causes us not to sleep but I feel like we are having communication issues like you aren't talking to me like you used to." Roman said as I let out a sigh.
"Roman, have you ever cheated in your life?"
"Cheated in what? Relationships, games, my matches?" Roman asked listing things you could cheat at.
"Relationships."
"Never. Why? Do you feel like I am cheating?" Roman asked as I shook my head no when I took a sip of my drink. "I tell you this, you can trust me okay? I'm not texting some other girl or pursuing any other girl because I have the one person that matters the most to me right here baby girl. I have been more productive in work and pursuing new opportunities is all that phone stuff is." Roman explained as he reached out gripping my hand and pulled it from my cup to hold in his. "Look into my eyes." Roman said as I did so, his intense stare with his beautiful eyes always made my heart skip a beat, "I love you and only you baby." Roman said as I smiled and knew that I blushed, "My phone will be off and I will talk to headquarters that they will not contact me on my off days because those are my personal days and are to be spent at home with my loved ones." Roman said as I nodded as I wasn't sure if that was going to help any. "If you ever feel like I am cheating or anything, just talk to me okay?" Roman asked.
"Okay." I said as I felt a little relieved after this conversation but still felt what I felt. Roman and I chatted over rest of the coffee. But with all the coffee we drank caused us to be wide awake for a few more hours and by then it was time for us to get up anyway to start our day's duties. I sat on the bed staring into the closet watching as Roman was pushing outfits, ring gear amongst other things into his emptied suitcase. I got up moving closer as I leaned against the doorframe watching him still as I crossed my arms over my chest.
"Enjoying the view?" Roman asked as he looked back at me from his bent over position. I smirked.
"Yeah, just a little bit." I said with a smile and chuckle.
"I'm sure you do, I always enjoy the view when it's the other way around." Roman said as he stood up and turned to face me. Roman slowly stepped towards me putting his hands on my hips pulling me close to his embrace so my frame was pressed against his and my hand rested against his chest as I stared up at him. "I love you baby girl." Roman said as he leaned down kissing at my forehead.
"I love you too baby." I said with a smile as he moved so that this time we could kiss on the lips. "We still going to the gym?" I asked.
"Absolutely, go change." He said as I nodded. I broke from his embrace to grab a new outfit for the gym, I changed into that outfit as Roman finished packing. He quickly changed before I followed him out to the car where I watched him push his suitcases into the trunk, I was still beyond shocked by how much these men pack and how much I would pack on these short term trips they do but what do I know?
"I miss travelling, since I'm still unemployed, what do you say about me travelling with you one weekend?" I asked curiously.
"I would love that, let me look at what cities we are going to coming up and I'll plan something for us, okay?" Roman asked as I nodded happily. I couldn't wait to spend a weekend with him.
"Deal." I said as he smiled. Roman slammed the trunk shut before he turned to face me and he stepped closer so his arms weren't outreached so much as he pulled me closer to him.
"I can't wait baby, but you know what this weekend means?" Roman asked with a smirk.
"What?" I asked confused.
"I have the remote." Roman said with a wink as I started to blush.
"We'll see." I said.
"I'll definitely see." Roman said as I blushed more as he kissed at my lips before he led me to the driver's side. He pulled my door open for me letting me climb in before he pushed the door shut. I watched as Roman walked around the car to climb into the car beside me as I drove us up to the gym where Dean was already standing at the trunk of his car and leaned back against the metal with his dark sunglasses on his face. I parked the car as close as I could to his car before I put the car in park and climbed out of it. Roman went to the trunk beginning to pull his bags out as I kind of sped walked over to Dean pulling him into a hug.
"Hey beautiful." Dean whispered as he kissed at my cheek, "How are you doing?"
"Great, how about yourself bad boy?" I asked with a smirk as I broke the hug.
"Doing great, kind of digging the name." He said with a chuckle, "Sup papa bear?" Dean asked nodding towards Roman.
"Couldn't be better." Roman said as Dean pulled his trunk open letting Roman put his bags into the trunk. Roman gripped my hand as we walked into the gym as we separated to go to two different parts of the gym. I couldn't help but to find myself on a machine that was facing the girl that I was jealous of this whole time. I was still envious and jealous of this girl that I was so fed up with that I thought was still talking to my boyfriend. I got off the bike after my duration ended, by this time the girl had moved to a different machine and I had headed into the weight area to be with the two men I came to the gym with. "I'm going to go use the bathroom if you want Dean to start spotting you."
"You okay with it now?" I asked as Roman glanced to Dean and let out a sigh.
"I think so." Roman said as he looked back to me as he broke the distance between us. Roman's hands cupping my face pulling me in for a deep passionate kiss that caused me to let out a moan. Roman broke the kiss smiling as he looked to Dean with a smile as Dean nodded and I knew he was looking on the whole time as Roman turned to head towards the bathroom.
"Is she here?" Dean asked as I nodded. I led Dean to point her out as Dean leaned forward onto his forearm against the wall.
"Well, what do you want to do first since Roman hasn't bought the bait yet?" Dean asked as I let out a sigh.
"Let's do a different machine." I said as we went to a different machine that I hadn't done before. Dean began to instruct me on it before I even attempted it. After I had finished the reps on that machine, I went to check on Roman and there he was standing in front of the cardio machine of the same girl chatting her up as I let out a groan. After that whole talk this morning and he still does this, and he wonders why I think and feel the way I feel. "You ready? You sure you want to take the shit for this?" I asked as Dean and I walked towards each other. I really wanted to put my hands on his chest and feel his hands on my hips again but I knew I couldn't.
"I know but beautiful, it's worth it because that…that isn't right." Dean said as I nodded as I looked over my shoulder back at Roman with that girl. I looked back to Dean as I led him over to the squat machine where he got into position as I stepped in front of him. Dean helped put the bar in the right position. I felt Dean's hands gripping at my waist as I bit at my bottom lip at the sensation of the front of his body pressing against the back of mine, there wasn't even an inch between us. "Whenever you are ready." Dean whispered outside my ear causing shivers to go up and down my body as I nodded. I slowly started to squat down feeling his body pressed against mine even more so. We completed a whole set, we were both standing at full height when I looked over my shoulder at him. Dean's lips were ever so close to mine, my lips felt like they were being pulled to his like they were magnets but Dean's lips did the moving as well. Dean and my lips met for a soft quick kiss but it felt beyond amazing to kiss him again. My eyes fell shut during the short duration of our kiss, when they reopened they were staring into his deep blue ones that I always forgot were so adorable.
"What the hell was that?" Roman exclaimed as he stormed towards us, maybe the kiss was too much but it just felt right at that time. I stepped out pushing a hand through my hair more nervous than I should have been, I didn't regret the kiss because it felt right but I sort of did because that was consider cheating.
"It was just a simple kiss." Dean said.
"A simple kiss? Dean fuck you. She's my fucking girlfriend."
"Some kind of boyfriend you are if you are busy talking to other fucking girls. She needs attention too and if you can't do it, then I would gladly do it." Dean said as he was stepping closer to him like he was ready to fight.
"What? What is he even talking about?" Roman asked as he looked to me. I was standing beside them glancing between the two men.
"That girl…I…I can't believe you…after everything you said this morning…" I said as I felt tears forming in my eyes.
"What?" Roman asked as I wiped at my eyes turning to storm out. I could feel Roman's fingers barely slip off my wrist as he was trying to grab me to stop.
"Don't…you kind of asked for this."
"Two wrongs don't make a right Dean, you fucking kissed my girlfriend."
"I didn't hear her complaining…all I have heard is her being concerned about herself and her relationship with you, you know how much hurt she has sustained because of this other fucking girl? I kissed Meg and I will kiss her again, Roman you need to think this through." Dean said as I pushed my way into the women's room.