I'm gonna start this off with an apology. After all of this, I need to.
I'm sorry. I'm so so sorry. For not updating, for leaving everyone waiting, and for this.
I don't think I'm going to continue writing this fanfiction. I don't think I can make myself continue writing this. There are what feels like a million reasons why I just can't keep writing this fanfiction, but as I doubt any of you care, I'll try keep it as brief as I can.
This school year has been tough. I believe I've mentioned this previously, but I'm serious when I say this. I've been left with so little free time, and in the time that I do have, a lack of motivation to get anything done. Even now, as things are finally slowing down, trying to continue this fanfiction has come to be more of a chore than anything.
I've lost interest in the show almost completely, to the point that I'm not up to date, and I honestly doubt I will catch up. I'm scared of the guilt trying to catch up will likely cause me. This show taught me a lot, and I feel bad about not loving it like I used to. I don't want to face that.
My writing style has fallen apart. I know this is an inevitable occurrence when you don't use a skill for a long period of time, but it's caused me to sort of hate writing. I can't stand how horrible my wording has gotten, how much of my skill I've lost. I don't want to write right now. Maybe I'll come back to it in the future, but right now, I need to take a break from writing.
I'm sorry for the complaining, I just can't write this anymore, and I felt the need to justify my actions. If I do come back to writing at some point, I doubt it'll be this fanfiction either. I'm sorry for making all of you, or at least those that still care, wait so long for nothing.
-Pinkpoole