We had been at the club a while. I was dancing around with the girls and grinding all over Dean when I wanted to kiss him.

"Do you want to leave soon?" Dean asked

"No," I said kissing him. "I am having lots of fun,"

"But don't you want to have fun alone. . ?" he asked rubbing his hands on my shoulder, "With me?"

"Soon," I grinned, kissing him. I danced away walking to the girls as Brie stood on a chair.

"Brie mode" Nikki and I sang in unison then cheered then jumped up on the couch with her, hugging each other.

"Oh wow look how tall we are" Nikki laughed.

"Look a Mirror," I said looking behind Brie checking my reflection.

"Mirror selfie," Nikki said pulling her phone out I did duck face. "Ewh Duck face," she whined. "Pose, ready?" she said I stood up and flexed one of my arms, she did the same. "Nice, I'm instagraming that one."

"Bella Vs Brooks," I laughed

"Oh great caption," she said posting it, I took a moment to share it as well. "Who knew you was so fun Lilly," she laughed.

"I know right," I grinned.

"Hey girls, Drink," Trinity said handing us one.

"Oh yay," I cheered taking it and taking a big drink, "Yummy," I laughed.

"Oh my god Lilly," I heard then a body crashed in to mine "Chicago is so awesome girl," Arianne cheered. "You so know how to party"

"Yay," I cheered stepping back on the couch screaming as I fell to the floor. "Fuck," I laughed, Nikki and Brie grabbed my hands and pulled me back up.

"You didn't even spill your drink," Brie laughed.

"Brooks style," I laughed then felt a hand on my leg, I turned around and looked down to see Dean looking up to me. "Baby," I said bending down putting my arms around his neck kissing him then down his face.

"I think it's time we left," he said sternly.

"You want to take me home?" I slurred running my hand over his cheek. "I'm going to say goodbye," I said pushing myself up to standing position I was so wobbly Dean held my hip. "I'm going to go," I giggled to Nikki, "My boyfriend wants a turn of Lilly," I laughed.

"Get it girl," she laughed hugging me.

"Oh I will," I cheered hugging Ari then Brie.

I turned on the couch Dean offered his hand which I gladly took but tripped off. "Damn it Lilly," Dean snapped catching me a second before I hit the ground completely.

"I didn't do it deliberately," I whined as he made me walk in front of him.

"I didn't realize you were so fucking sloppy," he snapped I stopped dead in my tracks and turned around suddenly ten notches sobered.

"What did you just say?" I snapped.

"I said I didn't reali"

"No, I heard what you fucking said who the fuck do you think you are?" I snapped. "You think you can just say that to me like I'm some piece of trash?"

"You really want to do this here?" he snapped.

"Why not Dean," I snapped. "Why the fuck not, it's better than in a couple months when we think we're cool might as well do it now," I yelled, I looked straight in to his eyes. "Do you honestly think that of me?" I asked sternly, I was so angry I could have torn the whole bar apart.

"What am I supposed to think Lilly?" he yelled. "You're all over the fucking place, you barely open up, you are always flirting with someone, you were all over Cabana in the crowd today using his moves and shit,"

"He's my best friend." I snapped. "He taught me how to wrestle."

"I'm your boyfriend Lilly," Dean yelled. "But what about the other day, you were all lovey with Randy," he pointed out, "He was basically undressing you with his eyes he had his hands all ov"

"Stop," I growled putting my hand on his mouth. "Stop fucking talking," I demanded. "You don't know the first fucking thing about me," we glared at each other, my heart was breaking in my fucking head, I couldn't do this, I though. . . "I thought you were different Dean," I snapped turning away.

"Lilly," he said softly. "wait,"

"Dude," I snapped spinning around. "Don't," I scoffed walking away

I rounded the corner, my vision was blurry as fuck but I knew this was our street. I knew I just had to cross the road and climb some stairs. I took a mouthful of the vodka I had gotten from a liquor shop. I kept walking as fast as I could. I tripped on a raised bit of cement it was nice and cold as opposed to my body that was hot as fire.

"Let's get up Lilly," slurred to myself trying to push myself up only getting to my knees before falling again, "Not far," I told myself I got to my feet for a second leaning up against the wall trying to find my feet, I couldn't feel anything other than my head. "Maybe we should just rest for a minute," I said sitting down on the cement leaning my back and head against the wall closing my eyes for a second, I felt my head drop forward and opened my eyes for a second before putting my head in my knees.

"Lilly?" I heard from a distance. "Lilly!" I heard then my head got pushed back, I kept it up. "God damn it Lilly," I remembered the voice.

"Scott?" I slurred. "I ju. . " I felt my head fall forward again. Suddenly I felt myself float. "Scottie," I cried wrapping my arms around his neck and buried my face as far into his neck as I could. "I just needed to go a few steps home,"

"You're going to Phil's baby doll," he said softly I buried my head in to him further. He was so warm.

We stopped after a little bit of walking.

"I knew something was god damn wrong," I heard Phil snap. I felt his arms take me off Scott as he walked a few steps then I was laid on the couch. "What the hell Lilly," he said as he lowered me to the couch. "She's freezing cold," Phil said I couldn't open my eyes right now even if I wanted too.

"I'll get her some cloths." Aj said softly.

"Someone let Ambrose know we've got her and I see his face I'm going to kick it." Phil said sternly. I opened my eyes the lights were way to bright, I tried to sit up. "Hey, sis keep still," he said soothing my head.

"No, I'll just go home," I slurred.

"I don't think so," Phil laughed pushing my shoulder in to the couch. "Here have some water," he said pushing a glass in to my lips. I drank some.

"Ewh," I whined.

"Here," Aj said appearing next to Phil, I got her a jacket and some track pants. "Lilly, I'll help you put them on," Aj said sitting on the coffee table in front of me.

"No," I said shaking my head

"Come on," Aj said "It will only take a minute".

"I said no," I snapped.

"Lil," Aj said sternly.

I sprung forward and looked her in the eyes. "Stop trying to take my brother away from me," I snapped.

"Lilly," Phil scolded taking the jacket off Aj. "I got this babe; it's one of those moods,"

"It's not a mood," I whined, "Everybody who isn't my twin is stupid and I fucking hate them," I slurred and whined.

"What happened Lil?" he asked sitting me up.

"He called me sloppy," I whined. "I was giving him my whole heart," my head fell forward on to Phil's shoulder. "I wanted him to be the one," I sobbed. "Like the real one," I felt a jacket go on my shoulders.

"I know Lil," he said forcing me to sit up on my own.

"Don't want to hurt anymore Phil," I said putting my head in my hands, Phil pulled me into his arms. "I thought he was different."

"It's alright," Phil said moving over on to the couch next to me holding me tight soothing the top of my head. "Shh," he hushed. "You're safe now," he said kissing the top of my head. I cuddled in to him and closed my eyes.

"That better not be who I think it is," I heard Phil yelled I opened my eyes to see Dean rounding the corner. Phil shot up out from next to me. "What the fuck did you do?!"

"Phil," I whined launching to grab his arm but I was too late. Dean and Phil were nose and nose at each other.

"What the fuck ma"

"This is exactly why I didn't want her anywhere fucking near you," Phil yelled cutting Dean off. "I knew she would end up like this."

"Did you ever think maybe if you let Lilly fight her own battles for a change she wouldn't end up in such emotional states begging for you to pick her up from them?" Dean asked a second later he was on the ground, Scott and Aj where pulling at them.

"Fucking stop it," I screamed. Everybody stopped and looked over at me. "You two cannot do this right now," I cried, tears streaming down my face. I unzipped the jacket and threw it at Phil. "I couldn't give a fucking shit okay, you take your fucking jacket," I snapped pulling my bracelet off my wrist throwing it at Dean, "And you take your fucking bracelet I'm fucking done," I screamed turning away storming to Phil's spare room tripping as I got in there sliding on the floor and laid where I stopped, I honestly didn't care if I died here, I just didn't want to be a part of that anymore.