I see Peeta walk in. " Katniss!" he says smiling and hugs me. " Are you okay?" he asks, putting his hand on my check and my forehead . I nod my head " Yeah, I just haven't gotten any sleep lately. " I tell him. I think for moment before I say anything . Then I know what to say. " Peeta, I want to get married when I turn 18." He looks at me, shocked . I know it's soon, I know we're 'too young' but I'll figure it out . " Katniss I'm so happy " he says as he kisses me. " But on one condition. " I say and pull away from his arms. " Anything. " he says ." Tell me the truth." I say .
" What? " he questions, confusion flooding his crystal blue eyes.
" I heard you brother and you talking a little while ago . Peeta you have been lying to me this whole time? . I gave you everything . Do you not trust me ? Peeta I love you , why have you been lying to me ?" I tell him, and I start to feel tears fall from my eyes and drip down my fallen face .
" Katniss , I want to tell you, I really do, but I'm scared. "
" Don't be, I love you, but I need to know." I say, and that's when there's a knock at my door. I wipe my tears away . I see my family come in .
" I need go, I'll call you later. " Peeta says, smiling, but I can still sense the sadness and fear behind it. After my family checks on me and I get dressed, I go home . As I lay in my bed , I hear my phone buzz .
" Can I come over ?" He asks.
I text back, " Staying home tomorrow , I will be alone . We can talk then. " I send back and lay on my bed letting myself slip into the abyss of my mind and dream of what may happen tomorrow.
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I wait for Peeta cross legged. I sit in my room ,When he texts me that he's here, I run down stairs and open the door. He pulls me to a hug " You promise me? You won't leave? " he asks worriedly .
" Yes." I say I grab his hand holding it tight He take a deep breath and squeezes my hand ." Before I moved here I wasn't really a good kid . I would be away at parties or anything to get away from my mom . " he starts . " I hade a girlfriend before you , her name was Cashmere, but I didn't feel the way feel for you and just felt like we weren't really dating . One day I decided I didn't want to see her anymore . She just went crazy . She kept telling me that I need to date her 'or else'. This went on for months then out of nowhere, she told the police I raped her . I never would do anything like that some thing like that is just sick . But with my record, they still arrested me . I was in jall for two months until my charges were dropped-they told me her story kept changing , but there where still people who belived her, even though I took to lie detector test . After I was out she started stalking me every where. When my dad noticed, and when the bakery was getting threats, We moved . Kat , I didn't want to tell you this cause I want to keep you safe and I just want start fresh . I'm sorry I didn't tell you." he says.
" Peeta ...I don't know what to say I'm sorry. " I say as I hug him.
He pulls me close into his living grasp. " Kat I did want to tell you at some point, but I was scared ...Kat I want keep you safe I love you so much. " he says.
" I love you too . Peeta I forgive you for not telling, but it's going take me some time to trust that you telling me the truth . " I say .
" I understand that " he says . I put my hands on his cheeks and start to kiss him . Our kiss starts to turn in to fire as he slips his tongue in to my mouth . He picks me up and carried me to my room and lays me down on my bed, our lips never leaving each other's . It not long till we get lost in each other .
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When I walk up I see Peeta next to me a turn to face him . Even though I'm still kinda mad at for lying to me . I still love him, though . I dont want to believe anything will pull us part . I hope there won't be anything to do that . I curl closer to Peeta . Despite how feel I can't marry him now because we're too young , but what if marrying him could be best thing ever? My college is only an hour away. I don't know what I should do, but as long as Peeta's with me, I'm just fine.