Author Note
I am really sorry for not updating and keeping up with this Harry Potter Fanfiction but I am really depressed and worried. I have been seeing a counsellor/psychologist and although it is helping. I need to come away from Fanfiction for a little while and start a Journal blog that will help heal me. I have just found out my father whom I have not spoken to in four years has cancer/Leukemia a type of blood cancer and to make it worse. My stepmother has said that she hopes "Derek's two bitches" meaning me and my sister "are happy because he has this horrible blood cancer"
Do I sound happy, my head is all kinds of screwed up because would she "allow us" to see him or allow him to see us to bury the hatchet. No probably not. I won't know what to do rather I won't know what to say until my own head is sorted out. My heart is hurting and every five minutes I want to burst into tears. I can't trust him either because he has lied to me in the past.
What to do?