Hi! Lol So, this is a new chapter. I'm sorry I took so long. I hope you all enjoy it. I should be posting chapter 25 very soon. Enjoy the smutt, guys. And don't forget to review. Oh! And I know its not a very long chapter like I promised, but I wanted it to be only sex. Lol the next one will be longer. I promise. ;)

Disclaimer: I do not own twilight. I'm not Stephenie Meyer. I just love her characters.

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CHAPTER 24: LIGHTS AND STARS

The headlights blazed bright white into my eyes, blurring my vision. I blinked blind for a second; there was a part of me that wished I would remain blind. I had been dreading this moment. I felt guilty for something I didn't even want. Or, maybe I did in fact want the kiss. I felt so confused. As I waited for Edward to arrive, I had imagined the way I would tell him. I pictured myself down on my knees, grasping desperately at his waist; begging him to forgive me. But like all other day-dreams, I knew reality didn't work that way.

I moved slowly for the passenger door and climbed into the warm leather seat.

Edward studied my face. Five minutes was all I need to clear my face and control the hysteria that had hit me moments after the incident. I felt numb, and I couldn't tell if I was numb from the cold or from the utter depression.

"Hi," I muttered.

"How was the party?" Edward asked in a low voice. I could tell he was worried.

"Fine." I turned my head and stared out the window. The raindrops looked like diamonds against the window. "Its cold out there."

"Yes," Edward said. He knew he wasn't going to get much more out of me, and so he started the car.

The drive home felt like hours instead of minutes. The silence was deafening between us. I couldn't speak because I was temporarily mute. I had decided I wouldn't tell Edward what happened at Jakes house. Not tonight, anyway. I'd wait until I knew I could handle his reaction after what he's heard. I bit my lip and fought the tears that began to burn my eyes. I was so selfish.

As soon as we were in his room, I be-lined for the bathroom. I stripped my damp clothes off hastily and turned on the shower, blasting the hot water. I starred at myself in the mirror for a long time. My face was white and my eyes were swollen from tears; a nasty shad of pink and purple. My lips were pulled down in ghostly frown. No wonder Edward looked at me the way he did. I wasn't fooling anyone.

The water burned against my cold body, sending needles through my fingers and toes. The pain hurt, but felt nice at the same time. I scrubbed away the filth from my mouth and body and then relaxed letting the hot water consume me.

A cool hand was suddenly on my shoulder. I gasped and spun around. Edward stood behind me in the shower. He brushed his thumb over my left eyebrow, trying to relieve the obvious stress. Edward then bent down and kissed the hollow beneath my jaw. My eyes fluttered. His lips moved higher up my jaw until they reached my mouth. I let him kiss me deeply. When I was in Edward's arms it was easy to forget about the world. I forget who I was and everything around me. There was just him and me.

Edward gripped my face in his hands and then slowly he moved them down, cupping my breasts. I let out an involuntary moan.

"I want you," I breathed into his ear.

Edward gripped my thighs and pulled my legs around his waist as he forced me up against the shower wall. I moaned as he forced my blistering hot body against the cold tiles. He positioned himself at my center and then pushed slowly into me. I gripped his shoulders for support as my muscles constricted. Edward's thrusts were quick. My breathing became uneven as I felt my first orgasm near. My eyes shot open and Edward was watching me. My moans grew louder and his thrusts grew sharper and deeper. I was ready.

"Ed---!" My moans were drowned as Edward kissed me; feeling the spasms of my orgasm.

And then we were flying through the bathroom as Edward carried me to the bedroom. He threw me onto the warm sheets and then crawled between my legs. Edward brushed away the wet hair that clung to my face. Gazing into his green eyes I saw that Edward wasn't finished yet. He kissed me softly on the lips and then slowly lowered himself to kiss a path between my breasts and down my stomach. My muscles tightened under his soft kisses. Edward's lips moved to my inner thighs.

"What are you doing?" I croaked.

Edward didn't answer. I was amazed at how his kisses made my hips gyrate against the still air. I was still turned on. Edward's kisses turned into soft bites and I moaned louder involuntarily. The soft sucking he was doing along where the thigh connects to my center was driving me crazy.

"Please!" I groaned.

"What do you want me to do?" Edward's breath was cool against my vagina.

"Taste me." My voice was barely a whisper.

But Edward heard me just fine. His tongue pushed between my folds and a slid roughly against my clit. A painfully loud moan crawled its way out of my throat.

"Oh God," I screamed as Edward's tongue began to play patterns against the most intimate part of my body.

And then he was sucking me. Sucking 'it.' I screamed out in ecstasy. My legs were shaking and my hands gripped fistfuls of his hair.

"Oh Edward!" I moaned.

Edward lapped up my juices like a cat as he sucked and twirled his tongue around my clit. He pressed my thighs together and forced them against my stomach. His tongue continued to suck and lick me.

"Edward!" I screamed. I was close.

"Come for me." His voice was low and deep.

"I…!"

"Come."

"I'm…!"

"Come, Bella."

"AAahh….Unnnfffff…..!" I came.

Edward crawled up to lay beside me. Glancing at him, a little dizzily, I recognized that familiar smug crooked smile on his lips.

"Stop looking at me like that," I giggled.

And then I looked down at his penis, standing long and hard.

"I'm sorry," I said.

"For what?" Edward studied my face.

"Well, you didn't….. you know." I gestured to his penis.

"Bella," he said. "I'm not finished with you yet. I was just waiting for you to catch your breath."

Edward crawled between my legs once more and then entered me slowly. He pulled me onto his lap; his arms wound tightly around my waist and my legs wrapped tightly around his waist. I could feel that my body was a little sensitive, but I couldn't resist the utter bliss of having Edward hard and long inside of me. My body began to move as I realized how much I wanted to make love to him one more time. I used his arms and shoulders for support as I pushed myself up and down on top of him. I watched as his eyes began to lose focus. I grabbed a fist of his hair and kissed him roughly; sucking his upper lip.

He mouth tasted just as delicious as he looked. I swirled my tongue in his mouth and gyrated my hips a little harder.

"Bella," he moaned into my mouth. "I'm getting close."

My humping became rigid as I felt my second orgasm near as well. Edward grabbed my butt and forced my hips to move faster. All I could do was jerk towards him. And then suddenly, I came. Edward followed close behind me; I felt the twitch of his penis and his cum shoot inside of me.

We both collapsed onto the bed panting.

"You left the shower on!" I said, surprised.

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The next morning was kind of a blur. Of course I was still thinking about the Jacob incident, but I still hadn't gained enough courage to tell Edward the truth. My mind was swimming with images of Jacob and Edward all night. I was barley even awake as I walked to Edward's car.

"Bella," Edward said, knocking my consciousness back to Earth.

I looked up quickly. We were already at school. Edward's eyes were alarmed. The drive to school must have been a bit more quiet that usual.

"Have a lot on you're mind?" He asked me. He already knew the answer of course, but he pretended he didn't.

"I'm just a little tired," I said. "I didn't sleep well."

"I noticed. You were tossing and turning all night. I was surprised because I figured, after a night of love making, you'd be able to sleep soundly."

I smiled awkwardly.

Getting out of the car, I gave Edward a quick kiss and hurried off to class.

The time was not on my side today. Every class before English seemed to speed by as if the time wanted me to be presented with last nights disaster.

I walked slowly to English and when I reached the classroom door, I decided to peek in through the tiny window. I felt strange spying on Jacob. And of course I saw him sitting in his usual seat... beside my seat. I felt a horrible twist in my stomach. I couldn't walk in there. I couldn't face him. I didn't want to see him or talk to him or hear his stupid voice.

Tears leaked out of my eyes as I unwillingly let out a small sob. Stupid Jacob Black. I turned and walked slowly to the cafeteria.

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S/N: I want an Edward in my bed. ;) And I chose the chapter name Lights and Stars because I thought it would be cool to incorporate the lights from Edward's car and the beginning of the chapter with stars from her orgasm. lol