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Chapter 25 Dean

It's the end of the school year and all seemed almost right in my world. Me and Jo have finally made up and we are closer than ever. I still needed to find a way so she and Gabriel could see each other again, but that's harder than it sounds. My aunt and uncle still might let her go out without them but they still are serious about Gabriel staying away.

Bella and I are getting along and she isn't complaining about me spending so much time with Cas or just Cas for that matter. She still doesn't like him much but she is okay with us being "friends" I have spent the last week with her during the day and then Cas would sneak in into my room at night.

I've made the honor roll and even received a perfect attendance award. Yes everything sis almost good, I just couldn't figure out what Cas's deal is. He acts like everything is okay but then he does things that makes me think something is bothering him. Its little stuff I've picked up on like facial expresses, little comments, and don't get me started on the sex. Cas has always been rough but lately he has been going overboard. It has gotten to the point where we had to start doing it on the floor because the bed would start moving too much. I yeah I like his style but damn if he isn't hurting me. He even has me walking a little funny. Last night I thought I was bleeding when he got done. It' so bad people have even asked me why I am walking funny. I had no idea what to tell them so I just said sport injury. That seems to work. Something is worng and I am going to get to the bottom of it.

Since it's the first day of summer vacation I had to say good-bye to my girlfriend for the summer. I hate it when she leaves, but I can't help but be happy because. Her leaving I finally get some time off splitting my time between her and Cas. Yeah I have to talk to her though out the summer but things are a lot easier when she is gone. I will still her though.

Once I kissed Bella goodbye and watched as her plan took of I jumped into my new car. It's a 1967 Chevy Impala I nicknamed her baby. Mu uncle gave it to me. HE said it was my dad's and that he was saving it for me. Being inside of her makes me feel right with the world. I wonder if that's how Cas feels when he is inside on me. Speaking of Cas, once Bella was gone I drove straight over to his parentless house. I'm lucky that way. I feel bad for Cas though. He dad is able to be here but he chooses not to. I guess financially his dad thinks he is making the right choice. I know he has issues with his

When I got to his place I almost forgot how to park a car. I am too excited. Things with us haven't been right but I am going to make them right. I can't wait to have a summer without fighting. Everything is going to be so easy for the next couple months. I pretty much ran to his door. I get that I am excited for a bull shit free summer but something else is here. I don't know what it is but it feels pretty damn awesome. I love this feeling but it scares me at the same time. Better get a hold on that. I don't want to scare him.

"Hello Dean. Long time no see." What the hell? It's Cas's dad. What is he doing here. He hasn't visited since we started high school. OH no. Is he back? I would be happy for Cas and Gabriel but that really would make things harder for us.

"Captain Novak" I say trying to hide my shock. Why is he here? Doesn't he have some important army stuff to attend too? He is a Captain in the U.S. Marine Corps. Last I heard he was stationed in FT. Bragg, North Carolina. He was once station in Kansas but got transferred a few years back. He made the decision to leave his two younger sons in the care of his oldest son Balthazar. Which I think is stupid. He should have known Balthazar wouldn't be around much. If I was him I wouldn't be either. Not with starting college and trying to make a life on my own. According to Cas he left there here so he wouldn't have to up root them from their friends and school. They were told as long as they didn't get into trouble and kept their grades up then they would not have to move to North Carolina. Now that I think about it. He wasn't putting much faith into Gabriel, but I got to hand it to him. Gabriel has mange to stay out of trouble since then.

"When did you get back?" I ask still standing in the doorway. I'm afraid to move. I swear he scares me more than Jo.

"Late last night son." He says eyeing me up and down. I always feel nervous in his presence. I didn't know why but it always felt like Captain Novak could smite me any minute. "I assume you are here to see Castiel" he says moving to the side so I could come in. It took me a minute to move. I was too busy admiring how Cas looks so much like him. If his dad was younger they could be twins.

"Yes, where is he?" I ask wondering why he never calls him by the two nicknames he has. I guess someone has to call him by his actually name.

"He is up on the deck with a female friend." A what, that better be Jo up there. They just better be renewing their friendship. I pray it is. Last I checked and heard Cas hasn't been hooking up with anybody. I hope not. I don't want him too. Please don't let it be Meg or some other chick. Please oh please let it be Jo.

"What?" I say trying to hide my jealousy.

"Yes Phoebe I think her name is. Such a beautiful girl…Hey are you okay." Oh no, I hope he didn't notice my change in mood. I was in such a good mood and now I am ready to fight that bastard if he is up there with some chick he is screwing. He better not be screwing anybody else. I might have sex with my girlfriend but in comparison he is worse. I have hooked up with one other person. He has hooked with at least ten girls by my count. Even Gabriel hasn't hooked up with that many girls this year.

"Oh well I just came to ask him something. I think I'll just go up real quick then get going." I say before I walk through the door. I make sure not to look back as I walk through the house and head out to the deck. If he is with another female it will be quick. I will forget what I came here to do and walk straight out the door to my car. I want to turn around and leave but since his father already seen me I might as well make my presences known. I'm not gone lie if he dad wasn't here I would have turn around and left soon as I learned he with someone.

When I got to the deck I saw them two together. I stood at the bottom watching them. They look like they were more than just friends and actually like each other. She giggled like he had said something funny and he has a smug look on his face. To most people he has the same facial expression but if you knew he like I knew him then you can detect the small changes in his face. He has had sex with her recently and I think he might like him.

If Cas has been spending time with Phoebe I can understand why. She is pretty if you are in to that sort of thing. I have two classes with her and I know she is funny. She seems like she is a kind hearted girl. She is also the kind of girl who tells like it is no matter what and I know he loves that. She is so much different from me and all the other girls I know he has hooked up with. Most of them are trashy but she has just the right amount of class to be wifed. I hate that bitch now. I can actually picture him being with her. I think he might actually like her. He is giving her a certain look. It's the same look he use give Meg. If things got serious with her he would have to break things off with me.

No he is not going to do that, damn it I was here first. He is not going to choose some random girl over me. I am his best friend. I was here first. If I have to I will make him choose between her and our friendship. He promise to only be with me and I know he has broken that at least five times. He had no reason to cheat on me.

When I finally limbed to the roof, I saw them sitting on a lounge chair. Cas was lying back while she sat on his lap. I want to run over and throw her to the ground. I think I will stand here a few minutes to see if he notices me.

"Hey Cas" I say when I realize he won't notice me. I had to say something. If I didn't I doubt he would notice me. Soon as I said something he shot his head around and was shock to see me standing there. He looks nervous, good.

"Dean, what are you doing here?" he says trying to play it cool as he motion for herto get off his lap. It's too late now. I already saw them together.

"I need to talk to you." I said giving her the dirtiest look I could manage. He better see how pissed I am.

"Well here I am." He says standing up. Oh he wants to act like that. Okay I see how it is.

"Alone" I say dryly.

Cas then turn to Phoebe who was standing next to him and asked for a moment alone. She reluctantly agreed before she said she'd being waiting in his room. I know what I said before but she is going to be waiting for a long time now. It's time I test him.

"What is it ? He says crossing his arms. He says this like I am bothering him. Can you believe him?

"What the hell man." I say ready to hit him. I try my best to hold back. If we fight we won't get anywhere.

"What?" he says as if I should know. He should know why I am upset. I know he is screwing other girl behind my back. I mean this is a small town during the winter. How could he not know it would get back to me?

"What? Don't what me. Why is she here?"

"Dean, do I question you about Bella" he says getting angry.

"Don't try that with me. You know about her, I had no idea you're dating little miss goody two shoes who happens to be a slut on the weekends." I said motioning to the stairs.

"Dean I do not see where you are going with this and quite frankly I do not have the time. So please just say what is on your mind." He says this like I am wasting his time. Right I have been wasting his time for the last two years. The fuck, he knows I have been having a rough time. Why is he acting like this is something new. He should know better than anybody.

"Is she your girlfriend?" I have to ask. What I have to say depends on it. I don't care how it looks. I can be seen as jealous, but I need to know I tried.

"Why do you care?" he says as if I have nerve.

"You promised to be my boyfriend. I thought that meant you wouldn't be with anybody else."

"So you can have a girlfriend but I can't" Okay I'm at a lost. How can I argue with that?

I have nothing to say. I stood there realizing I sounded like such jackass. I am defeated. He is right. Why should I be able to be with two people and expect him to only be with me. It's not right.

While I stand there Cas has gone into territorially mood. He started moving in on me. With every step he took I took one back. We did this dance until my back was finally against a wall. I took a deep breath feeling nervous as. Suddenly he pressed his lips against my ear.

"What's the matter? You afraid that if I get with her I will forget about you" he whispered in my ear in his deepest voice. "Don't worry. Just because I spend time with her doesn't mean I still won't come fuck that tight ass of yours" he says before licking my ear. His tongue sent shiver's up and down my spine, which came as a nice relief considering it was ninety degree's out. "I'm still gone make sure I fuck you so hard that you walk funny all summer." God I love the way he talk to me.

I pulled him into a passionate kiss. Just him talking to me like that is enough to make me forget everything. I never want this moment to end. Just knowing where this could go gets me so turned on.

We sucked the air out of each lungs before I finally process what he fully said. Once it hit me, I pushed him off of me. Does he only see me as a quick fuck? I never have seen him like that. I have seen him many ways but never as a just a lay. He means more to me, no matter what.

"Wait." I say pushing him off as hard as I could. "So now I'm someone you just fuck." I ask trying to ignore the sharp pain in my stomach. I should feel like I want to cry and I can't help but feel like that.

"Well Dean isn't that what we do says moving his head to the side. He does that when he confused. There is no way he can be confused. He can't be that dense.

"I thought we were friends and maybe a little something more." I really thought we were. I don't what we are but I know we have something that equals more than friends.

"I don't know Dean are we?" he asks so bitter. Okay I see what I am thinking might be a better then idea than I thought. I'm starting think there are more than things we needed to think about. Okay I really need to do with I am thinking. If I don't things then things will get worse.

"We are more than that." I say wrapping my arms around him. Thais isn't a time to fight. This a time to let him know that I think more than that. He needs to know, He needs know I think more of him. I messed up I don't know how but I'm pretty sure I did. "That's why I came over here." I said looking into his blue eyes. I could swim in them. Damn hi and his sexiness. "I got a job. I start work at my uncle garage tomorrow and in two weeks I get my very first check."

"Congrats." He say like he doesn't care. Just wait he will.

"So I was thinking that since I get paid and I have a car now that maybe you would like to…. I don't know…. go on like a date or something." I say nervously. I have been thinking about this asking him for a while. Like I'd said I don't where this is going but I can try to find out.

I look to him for a reaction but he looks surprised. We have been out eaten together but it was only as friends. This time it's official. Maybe things can be better. I just hope he says yes. With the vibe I am getting from him he might say no and end things. He is really mad at me and I don't know why.

."Cas you know I hate it when you stare at me like that." I say as his eyes burn into my soul. He is taking too long to answer. I am starting to feel uncomfortable. Can he just give me an answer?

"I'm sorry Dean. I was just thinking." What was he thinking about? I hope he wasn't thinking about ending it. I know I ended things the last time but I was wrong. I need him right now. Things might be forever but things are right now. We need right now. It's the only way he and I can get pass right now. I know he is only doing this for me. Why else would he only hook up with other females? If he wanted to be with other guys wouldn't have hooked up with them. Cas not hooking up with other guys tells me something is wrong with me.

"Hey if you don't want to do it." I say trailing off. Can he just give me answer.?

"No Dean I would love to. I was just was thinking about what we could do." He says tighten the grip he has around me.

"So you want to have a date" I have to ask. I just want o make sure he stills wants me.

"Of course Dean." He says looking me in the eyes. I always feel uneasy when he does that.

"So you are still with me then. " I ask feeling like a chick.

"Of course." He say as if I should know. I love how his mood just flipped. One minute he seems pissed. Then another minute acts like I am the only thing in the world.

"what about her" I say sounding like a chick.

He looks at me then he kisses me with such passion. After a few minutes of him sucking the air out my lungs he breaks free.

"I'm going to walk her home. When I get back I want you naked I waiting in my bed, You have fifteen minutes."

He said yes and he is going to send that bitch home. Thank god i don't think i could have asked him to send her home. I'm ready to forget about her and focus on are upcoming date. We have so much to talk about.

So i need to know what you think. SO much has happen. Jo and Dean made up, Cas is pissed at Dean, And Dean wants to talk with Cas.

What do you think will happen on there date.

Do you think Dean will be some clean.

Do you think their date will be a disaster.

Do you think there is hope now for destiel.

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if you want to know how the date went and if you want to know about Jo and Gabriel

Next chap will be from Cas pov