Never Forgotten Past

Last Time: Everyone went over Santana's house to celebrate New Year's Eve. Sarah ended up getting drunk. Finn was furious but ended up forgiving both Sarah and Puck. Puck claimed said it was going to be the best year ever. And that's what you missed last time on Never Forgotten Past.

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Betrayal

Sarah's Point of View

Puck and I were making out on the couch since we were home alone. Mom and Burt had some meeting at the school with Mr. Schue and Ms. Pillsbury, which was weird because Mr. Schue had called and asked if Finn could meet him there too. Kurt was out with Blaine, they were at a movie having a date night.

Puck's mouth trailed down my neck and my breathing hitched in my throat. His thumbs were rubbing small circles above my waist line where his hands were placed.

I heard the car pull up in the driveway followed by the slamming of doors. I was about to get off Puck when the door flew open and Finn came running through with Mom and Burt on his heels. I pulled away from Puck and slid off his lap. Finn looked furious at Mom and Burt, who in turn looked concerned.

"What's going on?" I asked.

Finn marched towards me, making Puck grab me around the waist and pull me tighter against him. I completely understood because right now, Finn was scaring me.

"They're liars!" Finn pointed towards Mom and Burt, "They've kept the biggest secret of our lives away from us."

"Finn," Mom said as she started walking towards him, "Don't blame Burt, I'm the one who's been keeping this from you. Burt just found out a few hours ago before we left to go talk to you."

"I am so confused," Puck said quietly.

"Finn wants to join the army to follow in your dad's footsteps," Burt said softly as he walked near Mom.

"No!" I whispered, "Dad died in the army, do you really want to end up like that?"

Finn scoffed, "End up dead in the army, or end up like Dad?"

I was so confused, he was talking like Dad didn't die during the war.

"Finn," Mom pleaded.

Finn spun around to face her, "Why can't she know? Sarah needs to know the truth. And you know what? So does Puck. Dad was just as much a father to Puck as he was to me and Sarah."

"Not like this," Mom said quietly.

Finn spun back around, "Dad died due to drug overdose in Cincinnati. He didn't die because of a gunshot or explosion, he died because he couldn't take it anymore. Not us, not Mom, not the army. He practically killed himself," he started off angry, then ended softly. There were tears in his eyes and I felt some drip down my face as well.

Puck's grip loosened around my waist and one hand went to his face which he rubbed up and down. His breathing was shallow and quick like he was trying not to break down himself.

"Is it true?" I asked Mom. My voice came out hoarse and barely above a whisper.

"I didn't want you guys to be upset," Mom whispered back.

"So instead you lied to us. Our dad's not a hero, he's a druggee," I stated angrily.

I stood up, Puck's hand dropping from my waist. I walked towards the basement door, only pausing to wait for Puck, "Puck, can you please come downstairs with me?"

Puck's head whipped from me to Mom before standing up. His arms shook lightly, "Mr. Chris was a drug addict?" he asked quietly.

Mom looked confused before slowly nodding her head, "Only at the end, he never went back to war after that camping trip with you guys, he went to Cincinnati which is where he overdosed."

"I'm gonna get sick," Finn muttered before walking from the room and to the bathroom.

Puck's shaking got worse and he was barely able to get his words out, "Does my mom know?"

Mom nodded her head, "I'm sorry Noah, she knew from the beginning," she reached her arms forward as if to give him a hug, but Puck backed away.

"No," he shook his head, "Mr. Chris was like a father to me. I thought he was a real hero for taking me and Grace under his arm, but really he was no better than my biological dad, a Lima Loser."

The tears streamed down my face with each word. I wanted to hold him and tell him it was ok, but truthfully, it wasn't. I was just as upset as Puck, only for different reasons, at least most of them were different.

Puck walked towards me and grabbed my hand. We walked down the stairs and sat on my bed. I instantly collapsed into sobs on his shoulder. Puck's hands rubbed up and down my back. I couldn't stop shaking and neither could Puck. I felt his own body shake and could feel a few of his tears hit the back of my neck. After a few minutes, Puck pulled away and looked anywhere but at me.

I placed my hand on his face, "Hey, look at me," I prodded lightly.

Puck turned to look at me. His eyes were a light pink color and his face was kind of splotchy. I was guessing I looked the same. I noticed the box of tissues on my nightstand, so I grabbed them and passed a few to Puck.

He shook his head, "Tissues are for girls," he croaked. Instead, Puck wiped is eyes on his shirt sleeve.

We stayed quiet for a second before Puck reached over and wiped my own tears with his thumb, "I hate when you cry," he said quietly.

"How can I not?" I asked, "I just found out my dad was a freaking drug addict and died because of an overdose, not in war," the tears that Puck had just wiped away returned and fell from my eyes.

"I know," Puck whispered, "I just found out the man I looked up to for years isn't any better than the one who abandoned me."

"Mom lied to us," I said. My voice scared me, it was hoarse and angry, a noise that I never thought would come from my mouth.

Puck grabbed my hand, "If you're mom told the truth, would you have ever left?"

That was something I hadn't thought of. What if I had known the real reason Dad was dead? Would I have stayed? I left because my dad was gone and Dad was still gone anyways, but for a different reason. If Mom had told us he left to have drugs because he didn't want us, I actually might have stayed. I left because Dad was my everything, but he betrayed us and left to die, that would have changed everything three years ago.

I looked back up at Puck, "No," I said quietly.

Puck pulled me onto his lap and started rocking me softly.

"This sucks," he finally said.

I let out a choked laugh, "Yeah, but would we have actually ended up together if I didn't leave?"

*First day of the 2011-2012 school year if Sarah had stayed. Sarah's Point of View*

I walked into the choir room and sat down next to Mercedes.

"Hey, how's the first day of sophomore year?" she asked.

I groaned, "Wonderful. I couldn't wait to get here. What about you Miss Senior?"

"I can't believe it's my senior year," Mercedes smiled at me, "I'm kinda scared of the future."

I nodded and was about to talk when I was interrupted by my best friend.

"Hello ladies," Puck said as he grabbed the chair next to me and sat down.

"Hey," I smiled. Secretly, I sort of liked Puck, he always looked out for me and knew exactly how to make me laugh and smile. Plus, our voices sounded amazing together when we sang. I don't think Puck thinks the same of me though seeing as no matter how hard I flirt, he always just looks past it and finds some new girl to sleep with.

"Do I have to beat anyone up?" Puck teased me.

I shook my head and laughed, "Not yet, but it is just the first day."

Mercedes stood up, "I'm going to leave you two to yourselves," she walked over to where Kurt was sitting.

Mercedes knew of my small crush. While she didn't fully support it, she wanted it to work out for the better in my favor.

"I was thinking, maybe we could do something sometime," Puck suggested.

I felt my face heat up as a smile formed on my face, "Ok."

"Awesome, come over on Friday. You know where I live," Puck winked then went over to talk to Artie and Mike.

Mercedes and Kurt ran over.

"Oh my God, did Puckerman just ask you out?" my step-brother squealed.

I nodded, "I think so."

"I am so happy for you," Mercedes hugged me.

Mr. Schue walked in so we all quieted down to hear what he said.

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Puck carefully laid me down on his bed then continued to kiss me.

I had been in his room before, too many times to count actually, but this time was so different. We weren't going to play video games or watch movies and toss popcorn around, we were going to do the things that has made Puck famous amongst all the girls at McKinley.

All of the sudden, Puck stopped and sat up breathing heavily.

"What's wrong?" I asked as I sat up.

"I just realized what day it was, we can't do this," Puck said. He looked like he was blushing slightly.

"What are you talking about?" I was so confused, what was wrong with me?

Puck looked pointedly at my stomach, maybe a bit lower, "If we went through, you could get pregnant."

I groaned, of course Puck would remember that one little fact about me that I hated him knowing, "Just use protection," I said as I scooted closer.

Puck shook his head, "I don't do that."

"Why? I thought after Beth you would want to because you didn't want to screw up someone's life again," I crossed my arms.

"Don't mention Beth," he said quietly, "I said no and no means no."

I rolled my eyes, "You are unbelievable Puck. You're just scared that I'm going to want the kid if I got pregnant and that would tie you to one person even more."

"You know I wanted to keep Beth! Oh my God Sarah, just go. I thought you were different, that you actually cared what I thought and believed, not that you would use my past fears and mistakes against me," Puck stood up and pointed towards the door.

I felt tears come to my eyes, "Goodbye Noah," I said quietly.

*Back to Present*

"It wouldn't have worked out. We know too much about each other," I said softly.

Puck chuckled, "Yeah, I was thinking that you would consider me of too much of a jerk because you actually saw everything that I've done wrong."

"Don't remind me, I can leave at any moment," I teased.

Finn came running down the stairs and over to his dresser. He had a duffel bag in his hands and started stuffing his clothes into it.

"What are you doing?" I asked.

"Leaving," Finn grunted as he put his shoes on.

"Where?" Puck asked.

"Rachel's. I can't stand it here anymore," Finn said, "Mom lied to us."

I felt the tears come back to my eyes and hid my face in Puck's neck. I felt a hand on my shoulder and turned towards it. Finn was kneeling in front of me.

"Listen here, ok?" Finn started, "You're welcome to come to Rachel's anytime. When you realize we shouldn't be here, just come on over."

"Ok," I nodded. I threw my arms around Finn's neck and started crying into his shoulder.

"It's alright," he whispered, "We'll figure this out. I'll see you tomorrow."

Finn pulled away and stood up. He clapped a hand on Puck's shoulder then grabbed his bag and walked up the stairs.

I turned and looked at Puck. He stared off behind me for a second before giving me a small smile.

"You gonna be ok?" Puck asked quietly as he brushed my hair away from my face.

"I don't know. Are you?" everything was going to be different now and I honestly didn't know how I was going to be able to handle it.

Puck took a deep breath, "I don't know," he gave me another smile, "It'll take time to get used to."

I nodded then fell onto his lap with a sigh, "Will you stay with me tonight?" I asked softly.

Puck chuckled, "What will Burt and your mom say?"

"I don't care," I whined, "We won't do anything. I just want you to hold me while I sleep in case I have a bad dream or something."

Puck laid back against my pillows while still holding me, "We can't have that now can we?" he whispered in my ear.

"I love you," I said against his chest.

"I love you too," Puck said.

~~~~~GLEE~~~~~

Rory's Point of View

I walked out of the locker room with Finn when I noticed Sarah sitting by herself against the wall.

"Hey," Finn hit my shoulder, "See you."

I nodded and watched as he walked over to Rachel. I turned and walked over to Sarah and sat down next to her.

"Hi Sarah," I said.

Sarah turned and smiled at me, "Hi Rory."

"It's nice that Ms. Pillsbury said yes to Mr. Shuester, don't you think?" I asked. Sarah seemed upset about something but I don't think I could ask her right away.

"Yeah, I'm glad it finally happened," Sarah said as she played with the zipper on the jacket she was wearing. We were quiet for a minute, Sarah looked like she was on the edge of tears any second now.

"Are you ok?" I said softly.

Sarah glanced up at me then back up at the ground then back up at me, "No."

"What's wrong?"

She took a deep breath, "Last night I found out my dad didn't die during the war, he actually died because he overdosed on some drugs that he got in Cincinnati."

That was big, "Oh," I said quietly, I didn't expect to hear that, "I'm sorry," I slipped my arm around her shoulder and squeezed softly, "If you need anything, I'm here."

Sarah looked up at me and smiled, "Thanks Rory, that means a lot. Plus, you already have helped a little."

That confused me, "What do you mean?"

Sarah laughed lightly, "Puck might have come up with the idea of a charm bracelet for Christmas, but I know you were the one who suggested a claddagh ring."

I chuckled, "Guilty," I put my hand in the air.

"Here, look," Sarah held up her wrist, but there was nothing on it, "Oh, I must have left it in the locker room. I'm going to go get it."

Sarah stood up and ran back into the girl's locker room before it was locked for the night.

"Hey."

I looked up to see Puck standing over me, "Hey," I stood up next to him.

"Listen here," Puck backed me into the wall and I took a deep breath, "Sarah's mine. You can be friends, even though I would prefer if you didn't, but next time I catch your arm around my girlfriend, you will be in a dumpster the next day. Got it?" the features on his face were hard, he was sort of scaring me.

I nodded, "Got it," I choked out.

"Now, one question," Puck backed away, "Tell me what was wrong with her," his face softened slightly.

"She's upset about her dad," I said.

Puck nodded then rubbed a hand over his head, "Should have known," he said quietly, I think to himself.

"Rory!" Sarah came out of the locker room, "Look," she held out her wrist with the charm bracelet handing loosely from it. Sure enough, there was a small claddagh ring dangling from the silver chain.

"Wow, it's really nice Sarah," I smiled at her. Out of the corner of my eye I could see Puck glaring at me, however, Sarah didn't.

"I know," she smiled back then looked at Puck. She wrapped her arms around his waist and smiled up at him, "It was the best Christmas ever."

Puck smiled then leaned down to kiss her. After a second, he looked back up at me, "We'll see you later," he nodded.

"Bye Rory," Sarah smiled.

"Goodbye," I said with my own smile.

~~~~~GLEE~~~~~

Carole Hudson's Point of View

Burt and I stared at each other across the table. What were we going to tell the kids? They were already mad at us, we shouldn't push it.

"How will we tell them?" Burt asked quietly.

"I have no idea," I shook my head.

"I think Kurt will be excited, but Finn and Sarah? I don't know," Burt said what I was thinking, "I am so excited Carole, ecstatic, but the thought of how the kids will react scares me."

I nodded, "It's what Sarah always wanted, but I don't know about now after everything that's happened."

The door opened and in walked Finn, Sarah, Kurt, and Puck. The four of them were all laughing and joking around. They stopped when they noticed Burt and I sitting at the table.

"Is something wrong?" Kurt asked.

Burt and I exchanged a look.

"No," Burt started, "We have to tell you guys something though."

"Let me guess, Kurt's mom died because of a drug overdose and not from leukemia?" Sarah scoffed.

Puck grabbed Sarah's hand, "Calm down," he whispered in her ear as he pulled her closer to him.

Kurt's face paled, "Oh God no, Dad please."

"No Kurt, that's not what I was going to say," Burt said.

"It's actually almost the opposite," I smiled at my kids; biological, step, pretend; they meant so much to me and I only hoped that this news would bring them as much joy as it brought me.

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A/N: Ok, so I hope you guys liked it. I added some of the stuff that I think you guys wanted: more Rory, a little twist/surprise, drama. What do you guys think would happen if Sarah had been in the episodes? As in, any ideas on what I should have happen? PLEASE REVIEW with any questions, comments, concerns, or suggestions. I'm always welcome to them and I love to read the reviews, they make me smile.

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Shout Outs: finchel4ever - Yup :)

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REDROBINS007 - Thanks! I hope I haven't ruined anything for you if you didn't want to find them out. We have to wait until April 10th here for another episode, and it makes me so mad and upset. Is that how you feel too with the hiatus there?

TheAwkwardTurtle13 - I think what I have planned with Carole and Burt will be the thing you wanted.

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Sneak Peak: Sarah and Puck looked just as confused as I felt while Kurt looked like he could jump for joy. Did Mom really just say what I think she said?

I've had this idea in the back of my mind for a while and decided that maybe now would be a good time to pull it out and dust it off. Plus, I can't wait to have you guys interact with it as well.