First I HAVE to answer to a reviewer named JOHHNY NO NAME because he is a guest reviewer and I can't send him a message directly. So… first I update every little while (as you say- no I'd better say: complain) because I am trying to write the reviewers' requested songs as soon as possible. And when I have one ready I want to post it fast so that the reviewer won't have to wait any longer. The fact is that I got many requests and I'm trying to be fast. Ok clear with that. Then if it's hard for you to keep up with all those updates from me it's pretty simple. Don't read the stories OR wait till all the stories are written so then you can read them all by once. Another thing I have to tell you is that by telling 'BE LIKE EVERYONE ELSE AND UPDATE ONCE A DAY. GEEZ' you say I'm not normal… I'm not offended because I'll tell you something my friend. It's good to be different. The fact that YOU can't keep up with MY pace is not my problem. I'm gonna update as many times as I want per day because it's MY story and MY decision when I'm gonna post a new chapter. Kay? Good! If you still want to read my stories I'm happy about that. If not… no one ever pressed you to read them. Are we good? I hope so!
So now I'm gonna make ANOTHER update –the third for today- and the last (let the cheers begin!) just to be clear. Sorry to all the other viewers and reviewers that had maybe read that but I HAD to answer.
So this NEW update contains a one-shot dedicated to pottermore2917 who requested a bade one-shot with the song Not Alone by Starkid. It's the first time I heard this song so I hope it will turn out good.
pottermore2917 this is for you. Thank you for reviewing! I hope you like your one-shot!
Beck's POV
She has just stopped crying. I caress her soft hair and kiss her temple. She smells rain. Probably because she was sitting alone in the rain before I found her. It's four am now and I know she starts getting tired. I told her an hour before to sleep but of course she didn't. And she won't. She's too stubborn to do it.
"I've been alone surrounded by darkness and I've seen how heartless the world can be" I hear her whisper and I hug her tighter "But when you're by my side I feel like nothing matters besides you and me"
"I've seen you crying before. I was there almost every time. I know you felt like it's hopeless to try and forget about everything. I'll always do my best to make you see that you're not alone cause you're here with me and nothing's ever gonna bring us down" I reassure her as I hear her taking a deep breath. She turns her head to look at me and I kiss her cheek "Nothing can keep me from lovin' you and you know it's true. Even if only bad things happen from now on you HAVE to know I will stay always by your side. It doesn't matter what'll come to be because our love is all we need to make it through" I take her hair out of her face and she smiles a little bit.
"What would I do without you?" she asks and I don't answer. I really don't know what she would do. Before me she was alone. Helpless. Hopeless. She gets up from the bed and goes to the bathroom. This is bad. This is the worst time of all. Something really bad must have happened. I know it ain't easy for her to get this over. But it ain't hard for me trying to help her. Because I want it. I have to. I promised to. After a couple of minutes I see her getting out of the bathroom and I smile at her as she sits on the bed next to me.
"Every time I see you smiling and I feel you so close to me it makes me feel so strong. Thank you" she says and I take her in my arms again "Tell me how you do it" she begs and I shrug.
"I don't do anything. But I want you to know baby you're not alone cause you're here with me. I will take care of you no matter what. Nothing's ever gonna bring us down cause nothing can keep me from lovin' you and you know it's true" I say and she nods.
"I know" she admits and I smile "Now I still have trouble. I trip and stumble trying to make sense of things. Some times I look for reasons but then I realize that I don't need them. All I need is to look in your eyes and I realize that I'm not alone. I know it. I knew it from back then when you first found me. And from then on you find me every time. Even if I go to another place you are still there for me to take me safe at home. And then you take care of me like I'm the most precious person in the world for you"
"Only because you are" I kiss her forehead and I can fill her smiling.
"I feel so loved and appreciated when I'm by your side" she kisses my chest and I bring the blanket above us again. I can feel she's shivering. After all it's a very cold day of January. What is really hard to believe is that she always has her biggest fights with her father the coldest days each year. It's like he makes it on purpose so that she can freeze to death. What he doesn't have in mind is that I will be always there for her to keep her warm and loved. I will always be there to give her what he never gave to her. And I will make sure to stay there forever! Cause she deserves it like anything in the world. And no matter what'll come to be my love for her will be the one that will give her life again when her father takes it away from her.
"Whenever you need me I'll be next to you to hold your hand and fight for you. I'll be your strength and power. Never doubt about that"
"I don't. And I promise you to do the same. I will be strong to help you too when you need it" she says and I grin widely.
"What would you do if I told everybody what you just said?" I tease her and her serious face turns to look at me.
"I would kill you" she admits and I chuckle.
"Like I thought. Don't worry. I won't tell anyone" I reassure her and she rolls her eyes.
"You better don't" she threatens placing her head on my chest.
I know now our love is all we need to make it through. The only reason that will keep us always together. And the only fact that keeps me to life.
"I love you Beck" she whispers with her hair hiding her pretty face.
"I love you too" I say caressing her hair and revealing two blue teary eyes. She always does that. When I think she's done crying she starts again. But I won't complain. I'll stay here. And when she stops crying I will make her some coffee cause it's already 5:30 am and there's no way we are getting any sleep. We will go directly to school. But there's no problem. It's not the first time that happens so I am kinda used to it. And if staying awake all night means that she will feel safe and loved again then I can spend a thousand nights without sleep just to keep her in my arms and whisper to her that everything is going to be ok. If it means that I can then see her beautiful smile again, then I am ready for a life without any sleep. Just because I love her. And just because I want to prove that to her as much as I can.
Sorry if it didn't come up with your expectations. I really hope it did! See ya tomorrow!