A/N: I'm back after a long break. For those of you who are still with me, thanks. This last month and a half have been hard but we've made it through. Not much to say other than another jump. Read and enjoy.

BPOV:

Life with Paul and the rest of the pack has been great. I'm now five months along and growing bigger by the day. Paul still claims to love me just the way I am though I have my doubts. I look like I'm trying to smuggle two basketballs under my shirt.

Liam is getting bigger and smarter as well. He loves getting to phase and go with Paul and Seth. The guys all said that they're starting to hear his thoughts. No one is sure why but they enjoy it all the same. Much like me, they think it's amazing how innocent his thoughts are. Paul loves to gloat that he shows up just as much as I do in Liam's thoughts. Seth has been amazing with Liam. He doesn't care that Liam is attached to his leg whenever he is near. It warms my heart to see that he cares so much about my son. Liam, as well as the two that are currently growing in my belly, will have so many great role models to look up to when they grow up. It makes me extremely happy to know that they'll always have someone there for them.

I've been trying to figure out to tell Paul, and the others for that matter, that I want to go home to get some of my things. Now that Joseph is out of the way, I'm not afraid to go back. I want those memories that were taken from me what seems like so long ago. I'm even hoping that I'll get to see Matt and Lena. I didn't know what happened to them after they helped me out. I could only hope that they were safe. I can't help but wonder why none of the other guys came looking for Joseph. Surely they knew what he planned to do? Or did he keep his thoughts locked inside for fear of being stopped? These and several other questions plagued me on a daily basis. I knew that they wouldn't want me to go but it was something I needed to do. I could only hope that they'd understand.

I finished up making myself some lunch, a few peanut butter and jelly sandwiches complete with flaming hot cheetos on it, when I heard the door open. I turned around to see Liam on Paul's shoulders. Both of them gave me a big smile. I set my plate on the coffee table and held my arms out for Liam. Paul set him down and he came running for me. I hugged him as best I could and peppered his face with kisses. Once he had enough he took off to go play with Seth. Apparently everyone was hanging out here today. I gave Paul a kiss and sat down to eat my lunch. Paul took a seat next to me and gave me a kiss on the cheek.

I picked up my food and started eating. I was half way through my third sandwich when I noticed that everyone was staring at me.

"What?" I half yelled. All the guys flinched a little.

"Nothing. We were just wondering what the hell you're eating." Quil said.

"Food you idiot. What does it look like I'm eating?" I said rolling my eyes and continued to eat my delicious sandwich. All the guys just gave each other a look and shrugged their shoulders. I finished up my food and decided I needed something to drink. As soon as I started to get up Paul stopped me.

"Let me take that." He said grabbing the plate I had just picked up. I rolled my eyes. Once again overprotective Paul was coming out.

"Fine but I want something to drink." I said with a pout. He flashed me a smile and kissed my pout away before disappearing into the kitchen. All the guys were laughing at our exchange.

Paul returned shortly with my drink. I drank it quickly then snuggled into Paul's side. He slid his arm around me and kissed the top of my head. My son, not to be out done, ran up and hopped right on Paul's lap. I'm pretty sure I heard him let out a breath of air as Liam caught him in the groin. Liam made his way between Paul and I and snuggled into my side. I'm pretty sure Paul let out a small growl which Liam responded with his own and a cute little smile. I couldn't help but laugh at my boys and neither could the rest of the pack.

Eventually Liam dozed off snuggled into my side. I loved these moments. I was starting to doze off myself when I had the sudden urge to pee. It hit me out of nowhere.

"Paul can you take Liam please?" I practically begged. He interpreted my tone to mean something was wrong.

"I have to pee. Now if you don't hurry I'm going to pee all over the couch." I said in an irritated tone. Paul quickly moved Liam off of me and I managed to get up all on my own. I practically ran to the bathroom. Once I relieved myself I made my way back out to the living room. I noticed that Liam wasn't anywhere to be seen.

"I took him to his room." Paul said holding his arms out for me. I quickly cuddled into his side and made myself as comfortable as possible. Eventually I fell asleep to the chattering of the pack.

I knew I'd have to tell them that I wanted to go back home but for now I was taking a much needed nap.

E/N: Alright, so there we have it. Next chapter will be Bella telling the guys she wants to take a trip home. Anything you all want to see happen? Thanks for sticking with me and please leave me a review.