A/N: So thank you guys for all of the reviews…I can't believe this has gotten that popular, I just can't! This chapter will most likely anger many of you but don't worry there are about five more chapters left where you won't have to worry about…this turn of events in this chapter. I have posted two more chapters to: It Was: Maura's Point of View so go on and read that as well and I think it will help make sense as to Maura's behavior through this whole thing and also where I might possibly be going with all of this…ENJOY!

As it turned out Maura was far from being right, it was Sunday dinner and Maura and Rachel had went out which kind of surprised Jane because after their first date they stopped going out on Sundays. Instead Maura had dinner with the Rizzoli's and Rachel worked, but as dinner finished this night the Rizzoli's sat watching T.V. minus Maura but they all looked away from the T.V. when they heard a car pull up.

"Rachel and Maura are back." Frankie said as he peered out the window and saw Maura and Rachel walking to the door, the sound of the door opening and footsteps coming in caused everyone to turn.

Jane saw Maura walk towards them beaming; Rachel was close behind with a smile on her face as well. Actually it wasn't a smile it was an over the moon, completely ecstatic, from ear to ear smile much like Maura's was. Instantly Jane went on high alert, something was up but what she didn't know what is was until Maura began to speak.

"We have some big news!" Maura smiled brightly, instantly all of the Rizzoli's gave her a just tell us look. Maura and Rachel looked at one another; Rachel stepped up beside Maura and wrapped her arm around her waist. Still smiling Maura looked back at everyone and lifted her left hand for everyone to see.

"Rachel proposed!"

Jane froze, her heart stopped, all air left her lungs. She had officially died, her world crumbled everything was gone every little thing was gone. Looking at Maura's hand she sees the silver band with two diamonds and between them an amazingly blue sapphire, the ring had to of cost a fortune which meant Rachel had been saving up which meant…she had been planning to propose for a long time.

It was official that night Jane Rizzoli died.

Jane lay awake in bed; she couldn't sleep, eat or drink which sucked because in moments like this beer was needed. Reaching over Jane grabbed her phone and texted Dr. Petterson, she needed to talk before she did something stupid. Looking at the clock it read three a.m. she doubted she would get a text back right away but hoped that in a few hours she would get one. Sitting up she ran the night through her head, Maura was engaged…Maura was getting married to…Rachel.

Putting her head in her hands roughly Jane mentally hit herself, here she was dating an amazing woman she crushed on…hell everyone crushed on when she was a teenager but here she is moping about Maura and Rachel getting married. It sucked…life completely sucked.

ONE MONTH LATER…

A month passed since Maura and Rachel announced being engaged they were now having a small engagement party since Maura's parents were going to be throwing her a larger one before the wedding, Jane drove to Jennifer's house to pick her up. She was nervous how she could go along supporting them when she wanted nothing more for them to break up and to be Maura's. Jane ran up to the door and smiled when Jennifer answered she was wearing a beautiful purple and black dress, her hair was done up and she had light make up on.

"So are you ready to go?" Jane asked as she put her hands in her pockets to cover up how nervous she was.

"Yep, let me just grab my jacket!"

They drove to Maura's house in silence, Jennifer picked up that Jane was nervous she also picked up that tonight was going to be an eye opening disappointment to her. Arriving twenty minutes later Jane knocked on the door which was quickly opened by Angela who smiled and pulled them into the house in the only way Angela Rizzoli knew how.

"Jane and Jennifer are here!" Angela yelled.

"I think even people China know now, Ma." Jane stated rudely which got her a swat on the arm from Angela just as Maura walked up the couple, Jane looked at Maura and stopped her jaw from dropping. Maura was wearing a beautiful to the knee white dress, it wasn't extremely tight like her other outfits but it showed off her curves.

"Thank you for coming." Maura smiled as she hugged Jennifer then Jane where the hug was a bit longer than what it had to be.

"No problem, you look amazing Maura." Jane complimented, if Jane had been paying attention she would have seen the flash of sadness in Jennifer's eyes. See Jennifer had went out and bought a new dress, it was the type of dress that had the style Jane mentioned she liked seeing women wear; that had the body for it. But Jane didn't compliment her…she complimented Maura and that hurt like a knife in the heart.

The party went well the rest of the night and when Jane dropped Jennifer off and was about to go inside Jennifer stopped her telling her she was tired, that she had a big case in the morning. So they kissed and Jennifer went inside, Jane thought nothing of it and just went to her apartment. As Jane laid awake she thought about Maura and how with her being engaged now she had truly lost her, as Jane was about to fall asleep her cellphone alerted her to a text. Reaching over and opening her phone tears begun to drip from her eyes…

From Dr. Petterson: Jane there is a saying that sometimes no matter how much you love someone you need to let them go, for their happiness and for yours. You can still love Maura, Jane but you need to be happy that she has found happiness because if you do not show her respect she won't give it and if you don't show kindness then she will not give it. I know you want to be with Maura but sometimes the best way to get something or someone back is to let them go…think about it. Good night Jane…

Closing her phone Jane looked up at the ceiling, could she let Maura go she could make Maura believe she had let her go but inside she could never do that. Maura was her heart, her soul, her reason for living…she couldn't let that go.