Abby and Mom had offered to take care of them for a while till I got back on my feet. I told them no I really want to prove not just to them but to myself that I can do this. I took about four extra weeks off of work. I bought diapers and two bassinets to make shift as cribs until I could turn the office into a better nursery. They slept in my room. There was no point me sleeping in my room because I never got any sleep.

It was about three weeks after they were born. It was three am and Mathew had woke up crying which caused Bella to wake up. I went into the living room and sat in the rocker, rocking Bella went to sleep first with a small baby noise. Matt here, on the other hand, literally, just stared at my with those chocolate brown eyes like Zach. He wasn't even crying anymore. The only problem is that he had a huge chunk of my hair, which I had let grow relatively long, in his tiny hand and he had a good grip. I was afraid if I took it out of his hand he would cry and then I would have to babies crying again.

After about an hour Matt was even more awake then me. I could feel my eyes getting heavy, yet he still was just staring. Then I heard the creak of the screen door and there he was. Zach. Zach was home. Both the babies began crying and this time is wasn't a groggy cry it was a shriek cry.

"Sh, Sh, sh, " I said to no avail. Finally after about ten seconds I begged, "Please shut up." Then I got an idea. I walked over to Zach, who had been slowly easing himself into the house, and said, "There your kids."

I took the black duffel bag out of his hands and replaced them with the two babies. I yawned, "Night, nite," walking into the bedroom and plopping on the bed, I didn't even wait to see if Zach had got them to sleep.

I woke to bright light and something landing on me hard, "Mommy. Come on Momma time to wakey wakey!" Madison shouted in my ear.

"Stop," I grumbled.

"Either you get up or I get my widdle sister and brother to come wail in your ear." She threatened, for a two year old she was smart, I had to get Liz to check her IQ.

"I'm up, " I mumbled and stumbled aimlessly to the kitchen. I was surprised to find the kitchen and living room clean. And there in the middle of the kitchen floor was Zach who was putting together the giant puzzle that Maddie had gotten for her birth day.

"Where are the babies?" I questioned.

"In the bassinet. I'm going crib shopping today. I can take the babies and you can sleep."

"Okay," I mumbled, again.

"Oh,yeah." He hopped up and grabbed a plate out of the microwave, and sat it on the table in front of me.

"Thanks," I said cramming the scrambled eggs down my throat. Zach was a good cook, but I was almost as bad as my Mother.

Right then I wasn't sleepy or alone or scared or worried. I had Zach and 3 amazing kids. I knew that it was going to be okay. It would be just fine.

NO this is NOT the end, but it is close. The very last chapter will be sometime this week. and the very last chapter will be a shout out chapter.

I got each of the names based off of a past or current GG character. Whoever can tell me which name I got from whom will get a shout out.

So.

Madison-

Bexs child- Ellie-

Camille-

Mathew-

Parker-

Zachary-

Bella-

Rachelle-

Abigail-

Can you tell me who each name came from, it does have to be in this form or order either.