Ok so I'm not even gonna say anything about Glee 3x07 except this…Naya is the only saving grace of that show for me now and I hate Finn he and Mr. Shue need to go die in a hole along with RIB…that is all.
I mean seriously Shue? "You need to be punished and she was unprovoked" Were you not in Sue's office when she saw that advert? My theory still stands that he does not care about anyone other than his golden boy Finn Hudson. Sorry I will not say another word….bastard!
I will say…I have missed Sue's journal…oh Jane Lynch…you make me smile.
~~~ Everything Is Brittana And Nothing Hurts ~~~
Brittany and Santana were sitting comfortably out the back with a glass of wine each as they cuddled up together and watched the sun set. Brittany didn't know where all this romance was coming from but she was not going to complain. Santana had been the perfect wife lately and Brittany just could not believe how lucky she was. After watching that college sex tape of Quinn and Rachel it made Brittany do a lot of thinking…mostly about their past and everything that has happened in their lives. All the good and all the bad. She often wondered what her life would be like if she had never met Santana and all she could think of was that she would have led a very unhappy and unfulfilling life. Nothing could or would change her mind when it came to Santana. She knew it from the day they first met that they were soul mates and they were just meant to be.
Brittany snuggled up close to her wife who was gently running her fingers through her long blonde hair. Santana every now and then would place a few sweet lady kisses to her wife's head just because she could.
"This is really nice San" Brittany mumbled
"Yeah"
"You've been super romantic lately…I like it"
"That's because I'm awesome" Santana softly giggled
"Best wife ever" Brittany agreed
"Oh I almost forgot I got a text from Puck earlier today" Santana said as she grabbed out her phone
"What did he have to say for himself?"
"Apparently Finn died in a freak accident…he was off in some jungle somewhere with the army and was attacked by a newly discovered vicious tribe of warrior women." Santana replied
Brittany just laughed
"Wait really?" She asked
Santana just nodded
"Huh…does Quinn know?" Brittany asked
"Yep…we um…we shared a few drinks in um…his memory" Santana replied suspiciously
- Flashback Four Hours Ago -
Quinn popped the cork of a very expensive bottle of Champaign and cheered along with Santana who held up two glasses for Quinn to pour the alcohol in.
- End of Flashback -
"Well I'm just glad my children never joined the army…I would be constantly worrying about their safety" Brittany mumbled
"I know…I don't think I could handle that" Santana nodded
"Did Puck say anything else?"
"Not really…just same old, same old. He's hoping to be back for Christmas to finally visit Beth and baby Dave but he isn't sure yet" Santana replied
"Well I hope he can make it. It's been ages since we saw him"
Their little bubble of awesomeness was then broken when Ben came out of the house holding a knitted blanket that Maria had made for Santana when she was younger.
"Hey moms, figured you might be getting a little cold so here" Ben smiled as he wrapped the blanket around them
"Aw thanks Benny…you're too sweet" Brittany smiled brightly
"Thanks son, hey are you going out tonight or staying in?" Santana asked
"I'm heading out soon I'm meeting up with Daisy" He replied
"Alright well have fun" His Ma smiled
Ben nodded then went back inside to get ready. Brittany and Santana snuggled in even closer if that was possible. Santana leaned in and quickly kissed her wife on the nose making Brittany giggle
"Your nose is cold babe" Santana spoke softly
"Well it is getting closer to Christmas…which means it's getting colder" Brittany replied
"Ugh…Christmas"
"Christmas is awesome…and don't for a second try and convince me that you hate it. You're like a big kid at Christmas" Brittany chuckled
"Na uh" Santana pouted
Brittany just kissed her wife's lips making her smile even though Santana tried not to.
"You can't fool me Santana Claus" Brittany added
~~~ It's All Over ~~~
Ben headed over to the College to meet up with Daisy at her dorm room. She had called him and asked if he wanted to watch some movies and eat Chinese food. She greeted him with a smile and a hug then moved them into her dorm room.
"You're just in time the food just arrived." She told him with a smile
The pair moved around getting the food sorted then sat down to eat and watch a movie.
"So Ben I kinda wanted to talk to you about something" Daisy finally spoke up after the movie had finished
"Yeah?"
"It's um…I don't really know how to say this…I really like you. You're a super awesome guy and I love spending time with you"
"Ok" Ben nodded
"It's just…you know how you told me about how you had all these feelings for Charlie" Daisy continued
"Daisy I haven't done anything. I would never do that to someone" Ben quickly jumped in
"No I know…I totally believe you. I'm not saying that you have its just…I really like you and I want us to continue being friends but I think you should maybe see where things go with you and Charlie." Daisy finished
Ben sat there looking very confused
"What?"
"Ben you and I both know that me and you were never going to be Romeo and Juliet. We have a connection sure and I love that but…I think we work better as friends. I want you to be happy and I know Charlie is the one who makes you happy" Daisy explained
"But she doesn't love me like that" Ben replied
Daisy didn't want to be the one to tell him that was Charlie's choice and she didn't want to take that away from the girl.
"Maybe you should try." Daisy suggested
"I have"
"How?" Daisy asked
"I told her how I feel…she knew how I felt and never said anything" Ben replied
"Well…maybe you should try again. People change; show her what she would be missing out on. I've seen you two together and trust me there are sparks, there is something there" Daisy told him
Ben didn't look too sure about all this.
"I can help if you want…I could talk to her maybe…see what's going on in her head" Daisy added even though she already knew this
"I don't know Daisy…We had our chance and we missed it" Ben replied sadly
"That's what second chances are for" She softly told him
~~~ In The Morning ~~~
Grace and Sofia woke up after a very wonderful night of awesome sex, their legs and arms were all tangled up together and both couldn't stop smiling and giggling like two little girls.
"When did the bed break?" Grace chuckled
"Um…I think that was during the fifth time" Sofia laughed
The wooden headboard had snapped and it felt as though the metal frame was a little warped.
"Great now we need to get a new bed…and lamp" Grace sighed
"And we need to get my Ma to come and fix the door" Sofia added
"Oh god…let's just tell her it fell off its hinges by its self." Grace replied
"Yeah because she'll believe that" Sofia scoffed
Grace just giggled as she snuggled closer to her fiancée.
"Hey I was thinking" Sofia spoke up
"Well that's a dangerous thing" Grace smirked
"Smart ass" Sofia remarked and then slapped Grace's ass
"Sorry, what were you thinking?"
"About us getting married" Sofia replied
Grace just smiled
"Yeah?"
"Well…I know we said that we would do it today…but I was thinking that…maybe we should do it next week after our engagement party. I mean we should at least have our engagement party before we get married." Sofia rambled
Grace thought about it for a moment and then nodded
"You're right. Besides it's this weekend so we won't have to wait that much longer"
"See I can come up with some great ideas" Sofia smiled proudly
"Yes ok…sometimes you do" Grace replied with a kiss
"What about bachelorette parties?" Grace then asked
"Do you want one?"
"I don't know…I mean it is tradition" Grace mumbled
"Yeah that's just your excuse to see a bunch of naked women" Sofia chuckled
"It is not!" Grace blushed ever so slightly
"Mmhmm and the earth isn't round"
"Shut up" Grace grumbled
"It's up to you…if you want one then have one. I don't mind as long as you know that these hands and this body belongs to me" Sofia replied as she held onto Grace's hands and grabbed her ass
"You're super sexy when you get all possessive" Grace grinned
"I'm always super sexy" Sofia replied smugly
"That's very true" Grace replied with a kiss
~~~ Help ~~~
Becky was confused. She had been called into Mark's office regarding the psych tests and now she was sitting in some old woman's office for god knows what reason.
"Hello Rebecca, I'm really glad you agreed to meet with me" The therapist smiled as she sat down opposite the blonde
"Yeah...about that. I'm not really sure why you wanted to talk to me again Ms. Johnson" Becky replied
"Well after our initial meeting there were one or two things that I thought could use with a follow up"
Becky narrowed her eyes suspiciously at that.
"Meaning?"
"You seem to be holding onto something...something deep seeded and I feel with the proper settings you can fully deal with these issues and move pass them. You yourself are a councillor and surely you tell your students that talking about their problems can and does help" She smiled warmly at the blonde.
"I don't need a perfect stranger to do that. I have my wife for that" Becky replied with a bit of a bite
"You tell your wife everything?"
"Yes...of course I do"
Ms. Johnson just nodded
"Rebecca this isn't compulsory and you are free to leave at any time and we will never see each other again but I think you should consider my offer to help you deal with whatever it is you are dealing with"
"I'm not dealing with anything. So whatever it is you think is wrong with me your way off and if I were you I would maybe retire because clearly your psychoanalysis skills are dwindling because you clearly can't see a crazy when she was sitting right in front of you" Becky snapped
"One of my concerns is your anger" Ms. Johnson replied ignoring the last part of Becky's rant.
The blonde just scoffed and rolled her eyes.
"You get defensive and strike out"
"What is this a commentary?" Becky mumbled under her breath
Ms. Johnson just looked at her expectantly.
"Alright fine. Yes, I sometimes get angry and lash out but everybody does. It's not healthy to bottle it all up you should know that" Becky replied
"That's true. But there is letting it out and then there's lashing out. Maybe instead of getting angry you could use that pent up energy on something constructive...just a thought" The older woman smiled
"Yeah well...thanks for the help it's been fun. But I need to go pick my sons up from school" Becky replied before she stood up to leave.
"I also think you hold a lot of resentment...towards your family" Ms. Johnson called out just before Becky got to the door.
The blonde paused and then slowly turned around.
"Excuse me? I do not resent my family. My wife and sons are everything to me" Becky snapped
"I wasn't talking about them...I'm talking about your parents" Ms. Johnson replied calmly
Becky just stood there
"My professional opinion is that from our initial meeting you held a lot of bitter feelings towards them and I believe that is where your anger stems from." Ms. Johnson continued
"This session is over" Becky hissed before she turned to leave slamming the door behind her.
Becky stormed to her car grabbing at her keys in her bag she swore out loud when she dropped them on the floor. Why must everything be so hard for her? She slammed her car door shut and just sat there in her car. Nothing had ever gone right for her. She always had to suffer. The only good thing that ever came into her life was Hannah and her two boys…and even then that got messed up when she slept with that fucking woman. Now…now she was the one getting 'help', help that was not meant for her. This was not how it was supposed to be. Valerie is the one who should be in there, how could that supposed professional not see that she was a minute away from boiling a bunny?
~~~ Late Night, Double Feature ~~~
Quinn was sitting in the basement looking through some of the old boxes that had been stored there since like forever. They never really got rid of anything…well not the important stuff. She was looking for something specific though. She was looking for her USB. She needed to know where it was to give her some peace of mind in knowing that it wasn't lost somewhere out in the world.
She had gone through all the old boxes marked 'college years' but she couldn't find it though she did find some rather good photo albums that she hadn't seen since they moved into their house. It was filled with old high school and college photos mostly of her, Rachel, Santana and Brittany and then the rest were of the glee club. There was a group shot of when they did the Rocky Horror Picture Show. She looked at all the people who she hadn't heard from since graduation and wondered what they were doing now…what they had done with their lives.
She then came across an obvious drunken photo of her with Tina. It was during college. Tina had just broken up with her boyfriend and her friends wanted to make her feel better so they got her drunk and they performed all their old Glee songs. Even though she was totally wasted Quinn could still remember that night. She remembered that when this photo was taken she and Tina were singing…or screaming at the top of their lungs the words to True Colours. Quinn just giggled at the memory then laughed out loud when she looked at the next photo of Santana and Mercedes rocking out to River Deep, Mountain High both totally off their heads and using dildos as microphones…she was so bringing this to work. The next photo was of Rachel and Brittany re-enacting the Titanic…Britt was Jack and Rachel was Rose. The tiny diva had taken the microphone…or well the dildo and hogged all the songs towards the end of the night she serenaded them with a Celine Dion medley.
Charlie came down to the basement wanting to know what was so funny…or making sure that her mom hadn't gone crazy.
"What are you laughing at Mom, I can hear you up in the kitchen"
Quinn wiped away the small tear from her laughter and showed her daughter the photo album. Charlie just chuckled at how silly her parents looked as well as her aunts.
"Wait…are you guys holding dildos?" Charlie asked as she squinted at the photo in her hand
Quinn snatched the photo out of her daughter's hands with a blush forming on her cheeks she mumbled her reply
"We didn't have any microphones"
Charlie just laughed
"Wait how do you know about dildos? You're only a baby" Quinn asked
She was still in denial about her children not being children anymore. Charlie just rolled her eyes
"Mom…I'm 19 I know what dildos are"
"You're growing up too quickly I don't like it" Quinn pouted
"Sorry mom…what are you doing down here anyways" She asked taking a seat next to her mother
"Oh I was just looking for a USB from college" Quinn replied as she continued to look through the box in front of her
"How come?"
"Because I need to know where it is"
Charlie nodded
"Want some help?" She offered
"Sure sweetie…it's purple and has my name on it" Quinn replied
Mother and daughter spent a while just looking through the boxes and going through all the stuff that was in them. Charlie was currently going through a box that had been marked as 'Charlie – Childhood' there were lots of different things in there mostly her school stuff and some toys. But she soon came across a worn piece of paper that was decorated with hearts and flowers. She knew it wasn't her hand writing she took a closer look and quietly read what was on it.
"Roses are red, violets are blue.
You have pretty eyes and a nice voice too.
There's flowers everywhere and I think it's a sign.
So please take my hand and say you'll be mine"
She knew this from somewhere. She flipped the paper over and written in her own handwriting was something her nine year old self wrote.
'A poem from Ben, my bestest friend in the world and my soul mate'
Charlie just sat there with a silly goofy smile on her face. She couldn't believe she had forgotten about this.
"You ok over there baby?" Quinn asked
"Hmm? Oh yeah…just…looking at old school stuff" She replied as she folded up the piece of paper and put it into her pocket.
Quinn sighed heavily
"Damn it…I was sure it would be in here"
"I think it's gone mom…I mean you've been though all of these boxes now." Charlie replied
"But I need it!" Quinn whined
"Why? What's so important about it?"
"It has very…personal videos of me and your mother on it" Quinn mumbled blushing slightly
Charlie gave her mother a weird look.
"I don't want to know do I?" She asked
"You really don't" Quinn shook her head
"Wait I know Toby has one of your porn stashes in his room somewhere" Charlie spoke up
"I don't have porn!" Quinn quickly replied
Charlie just gave her mother a 'bitch, please we all know you have porn' look. Quinn just looked away embarrassed
"Wait Toby has one of my boxes?" Quinn asked in horror
Charlie nodded
"Oh god he better not have that USB and watched it!"
"He never said anything about a USB" Charlie mumbled
"Oh please baby Jesus he better not have seen my sex tape" Quinn rambled as she got up and headed out of the basement.
Charlie sat there eyes wide in horror at that last bit.
Quinn raced out of the house and ran to her son's small apartment at the back of their yard. She didn't bother to knock she just went straight in.
"Toby where's your porn I need it now?" Quinn asked desperately
Toby was quite startled by his mother's sudden appearance in his kitchen and gave a sideways glance to Beth and Jeff who was sitting next to him at the table with baby David and Ally. Beth just tried not to laugh while Jeff wasn't sure what to think. He wasn't as used to Quinn's random overshares or embarrassing moments. It was actually surprising that when she first met Jeff she didn't manage to show him her boobs unlike the last time she met one of Beth's boyfriends.
"Um…mom can't you just use your own porn right now?" Toby asked
"No! I need yours" Quinn whined
Her mind was single focused right now and she didn't even pick up on the other people in the room.
"It's always good to see you Quinn" Beth smiled
"You too sweetie" Quinn smiled at her daughter
It then registered that Beth was there along with Jeff and David and Ally…her eyes went wide and her cheeks turned bright red.
"Oh my god it's so not what it sounds like" Quinn quickly rushed out
Beth just chuckled along with Toby
"It's not! I just need my USB with my sex tape on it" Quinn defended herself
She then realised what she had said and tried to back paddle
"I mean no! No there's no sex tape with me and Rachel I so did not mean that I meant…the um…damn it" Quinn rambled just digging that hole deeper and deeper.
"Daddy what's porn?" Ally asked her dad with an inquisitive look on her face
"Mom" Toby groaned
"Sorry"
Toby just sighed and got up and went to his room. Quinn just looked at the floor avoiding everyone's eyes. Toby finally came back with a box and handed it over to his mother. Quinn quickly went through it and then cheered when she found it.
"Oh thank god…wait Toby you didn't watch this did you?" She asked her son
Toby shook his head
"Nah it wouldn't connect to my computer it's like ancient technology mom" He told her
"Thank you baby Jesus!" Quinn sighed in relief.
~~~ Who Is Your Daddy? And What Does He Do? ~~~
Sofia came home from the hospital that day and marched into the living room and placed a bunch of thick folders down on the coffee table in front of Grace with a big smile.
"I present the possible donors of our future lady babies" Sofia smiled
Grace just looked a little shocked
"Um...there's like six folders and we aren't married yet"
"Yeah I know. But it's going to be a long process so get cracking" Sofia replied with a big smile
The Latina sat down next to her fiancée and opened one of the folders. Grace was maybe just a little overwhelmed because it was happening...they were going to start a family of their own.
"Ooh what about this guy...6 foot tall, blonde, oooh and he's an athlete" Sofia smiled
Grace looked at the photo of said guy.
"He looks like Toby...and that's just weird"
"Hey wait why don't we ask Toby?" Sofia suggested
"Nooooo that's...Sofia no he's my brother" Grace looked horrified
"So? You guys share the same father so if we use his junk and my egg then our baby will be partially related to both of us biologically" Sofia reasoned
"Ok one...please don't talk about my brother's...junk and two you and I both know that DNA doesn't make a family." Grace replied
"Well...just think about" Sofia replied before she went back to look at the folders.
The two spent a little over three hours going through the folders and coming up with a maybe pile.
"So...how does this work exactly?" Grace asked
"What do you mean?"
"Well do we just...order it over the phone or Internet or what? How do we even know for sure that it's the right stuff?" Grace asked
"We go to the hospital. The sperm bank is in the IVF wing and everything is properly labelled so don't worry. All we have to do is give them the number and then they inject me with the sperm and hopefully we get a baby" Sofia explained
Grace just looked a little disgusted and Sofia just laughed at the look on her face.
"You know the whole stalk story is so much better than the real thing" Grace mumbled
"Don't worry baby I won't let the yucky boy sperm go near you" Sofia giggled
Grace just rolled her eyes
"Your such a lesbian Gracie"
"And proud of it" She replied with a smile
Sofia just laughed and went back to looking through the maybe pile to shorten it down a little.
"Do I get to be there?" Grace asked
"What do you mean?"
"When our baby is conceived" Grace clarified
Sofia couldn't help but smile at all the warm and fuzzies in her heart when she heard Grace say 'our baby'.
"Of course…I wouldn't have it any other way."
"Good…just…wanted to make sure" Grace mumbled bashfully
Sofia just smiled and pulled her in for a big hug.
"This is so exciting! I can't believe we're really doing this" Sofia smiled brightly
"Me either" Grace chuckled
"You're ok with this right?" Sofia asked with a hint of worry
"Yes…I told you before and I will keep telling you…I am more than ok with this…actually…I'm kinda looking forward to a mini you running around the place" Grace softly chuckled
"I want a girl" Sofia stated
Grace nodded
"I wouldn't know what to do with a boy" Sofia added
"Preaching to the choir" Grace chuckled
"Although…I wouldn't be upset if we had a son…hopefully we can have one of each"
"Whoa wait…let's just think about one baby first ok." Grace replied
"Well yeah but come on Gracie we can't just have one."
"Why not?"
"Because I hate odd numbers" Sofia explained
Grace just sighed and rolled her eyes playfully
"Alright fine but not till a few years after the first baby"
"Yay" Sofia cheered softly and clapped
~~~ How Quinnie Got Her Groove Back ~~~
After finally finding her USB and that rather awkward afternoon with her son and daughters and nieces and nephews Quinn sat in the basement watching her's and Rachel's sex tape a few more times. Quinn was determined to get over herself and just do it. She was gonna throw Rachel down and have her wicked way with her and everything will be fine. That's the thoughts that were running through her head as she made her way up the stairs and into her bedroom.
Rachel was sitting up in bed with her glasses on reading her book when Quinn marched into their room closing the door behind her. She had her determined face on and she was going to do this!
"Rachel"
"Yeah?" She replied not looking up from her book
"I'm ready…so take your clothes off because we will be having sex tonight" Quinn informed her
Rachel looked up a little surprised
"Seriously?"
"Yes" Quinn nodded
"Ok then" Rachel smiled brightly
She put her book down onto the side table and took her glasses off and waited for Quinn.
"Honey if we're having sex it usually works better with us within touching distance" Rachel chuckled softly
Quinn looked slightly embarrassed and just nodded before she made her way over to their bed.
"Are you sure you're ready for this?" Rachel asked
"Not really but I'm gonna do it anyway." Quinn admitted
"Quinn I don't want you to rush things" Rachel replied with concern
"Rach we need this…I'm going to do this for you and for me so…stop talking and start getting naked"
"Only if you're sure"
"I'm sure." Quinn smiled
"Ok…get into bed with me and I'll take my clothes off" Rachel instructed
Quinn did as she was told of course she was nervous as hell and wasn't sure what was going to happen but she was determined to do this and nothing is going to stop her. It started off slow because Rachel wanted to give her wife an out if she wanted it. But she never took it and so clothes were starting to be removed and it looked as though they would be going all the way.
Not wanting Quinn to overdo it Rachel flipped them over and straddled her wife's hips as she slowly undid the buttons of Quinn's shirt.
Quinn could feel her heart pounding away inside her chest and could feel the panic start to swell up but she used all her brain power to focus on anything other than her heart and what Rachel was doing to her. Rachel noticed the distant look in her wife's eyes and the fact that she wasn't doing anything but laying there which slightly disturbed her so she stopped.
"Quinn?" She asked in concern
"Hmm?" Quinn replied now looking her wife in the eye
"Are you ok?"
"Yeah, I'm fine"
"Are you sure? Because you look like your somewhere else" Rachel replied
"Sorry…It's just…I'm trying not to focus on what we're doing so I don't panic."
Rachel nodded in understanding
"Ok but can you try not to do it throughout the whole thing because…I need to be able to look into your eyes and have you touch me"
"I'm sorry Rach" Quinn sighed as she ran her hands down her wife's sides to rest on her hips.
"Seriously Quinn if you're not ready we don't have to do this" Rachel told her softly
"No…Rach I want to…I've missed being with you. It's been way too long and I want to make love to you." Quinn told her
"Alright" Rachel smile
She leant down to capture her wife's lips with her own. To try and make things better Rachel slowed things down and so they just laid like that with Rachel straddling Quinn's hips and just kissed. The brunette was happy to notice Quinn's wandering hands. It was something she had rarely done after coming out of hospital so that means something good. Quinn wasn't the only one who was scared of doing this. Rachel had her own worries about them having sex because like Quinn she didn't want her to die.
Rachel slowly began to go back to undoing her wife's top and soon enough both women were topless which was a good step further than any of the other times. Rachel slowly brought her hand up to Quinn's chest her fingertips gently traced the faint scar that had appeared as a result of her surgery. Rachel had a love/hate relationship with this scar. She loved it because it means that Quinn was still alive but she hated it because it was a reminder of those few minutes when she wasn't.
Moving down Quinn's neck Rachel placed several sweet kisses down the line of the scar she could feel her eyes watering up as she could faintly feel the beating of her wife's heart. It was strong and constant.
Quinn was surprised at how far they had gotten she was scared that she wasn't going to be able to go through with it but then she felt the small drops fall onto her chest and knew that Rachel was crying as she kissed her. Quinn gently pulled Rachel up to look into her watery eyes.
"Hey" Quinn softly spoke her own eyes were starting to well up
"Hey" Rachel croaked out
"You ok?" Quinn asked using her thumb to wipe away the falling tear
Rachel just nodded
"I love you Quinn" She then mumbled
"I love you too Rachel"
From that moment on Quinn's fears began to slip away and she gave herself over to her wife. She knew this meant just as much to Rachel as it did to her and she was going to give this to her wife.
Quinn took hold of Rachel's hand and slowly dragged it down between their bodies towards her hips. Sure they were still wearing pants but that wasn't the point the point was to make that connection that they made when they made love. Looking into each other's eyes Quinn pushed Rachel's hand under her sweatpants and into her hot centre both gasped at the feel of being this close they had both missed it so.
Rachel soon began to slowly move her hand in and out of her wife at a slow pace. She was going to saver every moment of this. Once Rachel started to move Quinn let go of her wife's hand and reached up to pull Rachel into a kiss. It was a little tricky with Quinn still wearing her pants but it didn't matter. Rachel soon began to kiss her way back down her wife's chest making sure to kiss the lifesaving scar before latching her lips around Quinn's breast making the blonde cry out and arch her back.
Rachel began to move faster; every now and then she brought her fingers up to circle around Quinn's clit bringing her closer and closer to the edge. Quinn could feel her heart pounding away in her chest just like she always did when she was with her wife. She could also feel the beginnings of her orgasm approaching and if she could make it through this then everything will be fine. With a few more well timed thrusts Rachel pulled Quinn over making her scream out at the release. Rachel made sure she watched her wife as she came. For two reasons one because to Rachel it was the most beautiful sight she had ever seen but also because she needed to make sure Quinn was alright.
After coming down from her high and totally out of breath Quinn couldn't help the small smile that appeared on her face.
"I didn't die" She mumbled
Rachel smiled back and shook her head
"You didn't die"
Quinn's smile grew brighter and she even let out a small giggle to which Rachel joined in and placed lots of sweet kisses all over her wife's face.
"I love you so much Rachel" Quinn sighed happily as Rachel moved to lie next to her wife as they cuddled up together.
"Me too Quinn"
The two wives just laid there snuggled up together for a long time just basking in their happiness.
"I'll totally repay the favour but you kinda wore me out…my stamina isn't that good right now" Quinn mumbled into her wife's chest
Rachel just chuckled softly
"You don't have to"
"Yes I do…and I want to" Quinn replied
"Well if you insist" Rachel giggled
Quinn just smiled and placed a kiss to her chest
"Just…gimme five more minutes" She mumbled
Rachel just nodded and kissed her wife's head.
Unfortunately Quinn fell asleep soon after that. She felt incredibly guilty in the morning but Rachel kept telling her it was fine. Quinn made it up to her wife though by having awesome morning sex and from that moment on Quinn knew she would be alright. Sure they couldn't do all the crazy stuff they used to do…well at least not right now but at least she knew she could have sex with her wife and not die.
~~~ A New Start ~~~
Toby helped Maya get into his car then quickly moved to the driver's seat and got in. She was finally getting out of hospital today. Her wrist was still broken and her ribs were still healing but she was able to move around and was able to go home. She still had to go back to the hospital for check-ups and her rehabilitation and speech therapy.
Toby had finally convinced her to go home with him, which made him very happy. He didn't want her to be alone in that apartment and have to deal with the memories of what happened there.
"Ally is super excited that you're gonna stay with us" Toby smiled
"She's a cutie" Maya smiled softly
Maya and Ally pretty much became super special best friends forever (according to Ally). Maya adored the little girl, she was the cutest thing ever and really sweet. She made her smile, which distracted her from all the terrible things in the world. Ally thought Maya was so cool because she loved horses and the little mermaid too!
"She made my mom make you a cake" Toby chuckled
Maya laughed too. They fell into a silence as Toby drove them from the hospital back to the Berry-Fabray house. Toby kept sneaking in concerned looks at the woman who sat beside him. Maya hadn't really talked about what happened or what she had been through. She did when the police and her lawyer came to the hospital but Toby wasn't there during these times. He hoped she would open up more if not to him then to someone at least. It can't be healthy to keep all that to yourself.
"Thank you for doing this Toby" Maya softly murmured
He turned to look at her as he pulled up to the house.
"You don't have to thank me. I told you all always be here for you" He replied
Maya quickly wiped away the stray tear that had fallen and just nodded.
"We should go inside. I'm sure Ally is just gonna burst in excitement" Toby chuckled
They made their way towards the Berry-Fabray house and were greeted by Rachel holding a squirming Ally in her arms. Maya just smiled at the little girl's excitement.
"Maya your here!" Ally yelled
"I sure am" Maya replied
"Welcome home Maya" Rachel smiled warmly
"Thank you so much Mrs. Fabray" Maya replied softly
"Maya we went through this when you were a teenager...call me Rachel" The older woman smiled
"Sorry"
"Come on Nana we gots to show Maya her room" Ally whined
"I think you're spending a little too much time around Aunty Sofia and Grandma San your starting to sound just like them." Rachel muttered
"Na uh!" Ally replied
"Come on pumpkin lets go show Maya her room" Toby said as he took her out of his Ma's arms.
"Yay!"
While Maya was in hospital and when he wasn't working or visiting her, Toby with the help of Ben and Santana had started to extend the small apartment/shed to make some more room. It was still in progress but it was getting there. For now though Ally and Quinn with Rachel and Charlie's help had rearranged Toby's bedroom to be more...female friendly. Making it look and feel more open and fresh and more neutral instead of really manly. For the time being Toby would be sleeping on the fold out couch in the living room. Maya wasn't happy that he was giving up his bed for her but he insisted and wouldn't change his mind.
Ally decided to give Maya the grand tour even though Maya had been there several times before. But like her daddy she insisted and wouldn't change her mind. After the tour was over which had included Ally showing Maya nearly every single toy she owned they headed back to the house for dinner.
For the most part Maya was happy. More happy than she had been in a long time. It felt like she was back in high school as she sat around the Berry-Fabray dinner table with Quinn, Rachel, Charlie, Grace and Toby...of course now there were a few changes. Grace wasn't living there anymore and then there was little Ally who was currently playing with her food getting into a big mess...but it felt nice. It was warm and familiar...she had missed it.
She wasn't sure what was going to happen in regards to Alex and what she was going to do now. She didn't want to be a burden for Toby and his family.
Conversation at the dinner table was kept light and cheerful. She had kinda missed hearing Charlie's long rants about how untalented her classmates were and the random moments when Charlie and Rachel would burst into song. Or the awkward moments when Quinn would say something that she shouldn't and then she would go all red and avoid eye contact with everyone.
That night after putting Ally to bed Toby and Maya sat together in the small living room drinking their warm drinks. Toby had hot coco and Maya had tea.
"You know you look so manly over there with your hot coco" Maya chuckled
"Hey...it's the drink of the Gods it's what makes me look so pretty" Toby smirked showing his charming smile.
Maya just chuckled and sipped her drink.
"Maya...do you want me to call Danny?" Toby asked
"No...no I...It's bad enough that you've seen me like this. I can't let my brother see me this way too" Maya replied
"He would want to know. He loves you"
"Toby please." Maya pleaded
The blonde man just sighed and nodded
"I better get some sleep…it's getting late" Maya mumbled
"Yeah sure…it's been a busy day" Toby replied
Maya nodded and stood up to put her mug in the sink, Toby got up as well and followed her into the kitchen.
"Oh hey I almost forgot" He spoke up and placed his hand on her shoulder to get her attention.
But Maya flinched at his touch and dropped her mug making it crash to the floor. Toby silently cursed himself for being so stupid. You don't sneak up on a woman who was beaten.
"Maya I'm sorry I didn't mean-"
"It's ok" Maya replied though it was obvious it wasn't ok. Her whole body was shaking.
"Here don't move I'll get the broom" Toby replied
He quickly grabbed the broom and swept up the mess making sure to get all of the broken bits off the floor. He would vacuum in the morning just in case. Maya just stood there slightly frozen to the spot. After that was sorted he hesitantly walked up to the shivering woman his instinct was to reach out and comfort her but he didn't know what to do.
"I'm sorry" She mumbled out
"No don't be, it was an accident it's ok" He gently told her
"I…I need to…sleep" She mumbled then quickly moved away from him and headed to the bedroom.
Toby just sighed and not for the first time he wished he had killed Alex.
Later that night Toby was woken up that to the sounds of someone screaming. When he realized it wasn't his daughter he ran into his room to find Maya thrashing about screaming in her sleep. He quickly moved towards the woman and tried to calm her down he didn't want her hurting herself. He finally got her to wake up but she freaked out and pushed him away from her.
"Get away from me! Don't touch me!" She yelled through her tears.
"Maya...it's me Toby...it's just me. It's ok I'm not gonna hurt you" He repeated
She soon started to calm down though she continued to sob.
"Can I get on the bed?" Toby asked
Maya just nodded. Toby slowly got up and then sat next to the crying woman on the bed.
"Can I...can I touch you?" He then asked
Maya nodded and so Toby gently wrapped his arms around her pulling her into a comforting embrace. Maya clung to his t-shirt and just cried. The two stayed like that the entire night. Neither said a word as Maya cried herself to sleep while Toby just held her.
~~~ I Tell My Wife Everything ~~~
Becky got home that day and it was clear to everyone she was in a mood. She tried not to snap at her boys or her wife so she headed straight to her bedroom and stayed there. After setting the boys up with a quick snack Hannah went to go find out what was wrong.
She found her wife sitting on the floor resting her back on the bed. The Aussie went to sit next to her.
"Wanna talk about it?"
Becky just shook her head.
"Bec"
"I just need to be alone Hannah. Please"
"Becky we promised" Hannah replied
"My life is shit" Becky huffed
Hannah sighed and wrapped her arm around her wife's shoulder for comfort.
"Bec what happened?" Hannah asked again
The only time Becky ever got like this was when it had to do with her parents. Usually sometime around the holidays or her birthday she would get depressed and shut herself off from everyone. Hannah was confused because it wasn't close enough to Christmas and it wasn't her birthday.
"Stupid fucking Valerie and the fucking therapist" Becky mumbled into her wife's shoulder
Hannah just sat there and listened to her wife tell her about what had happened and what the therapist had said which brought up all the bad memories or her childhood and the complete disowning from her parents and the rest of her family.
"Maybe...maybe it might be a good thing" Hannah mumbled
Becky pulled away in shock
"What?"
"Honey maybe it's time that you deal with this. Maybe talking to this woman could help you"
"I'm not broken" Becky replied defensively
"I didn't say you were. I'm just saying that you might benefit from this" Hannah quickly replied.
"So you think I'm crazy too?"
"No, no one is saying that. Just think about it ok?"
Becky didn't reply she just sat there thinking things over.
~~~ I Kissed A Girl ~~~
Brittany and Santana were lying comfortably on their bed cuddled up together as they watched the TV. Brittany was absentmindedly playing with Santana's hair while Santana
traced small patterns on her wife's stomach.
"Sanny?"
"Hmm?"
"Can we try something?" Brittany asked
"Like what?" Santana asked sitting up a bit so she could look at her wife
"Well…I have always wondered how long we could kiss for" Brittany replied
"What do you mean?" Santana looked confused
"Like…could we literally kiss all day? Just making out for 24 hours nonstop…well I guess we'd have to stop to pee and eat food but other than that do you think we could?" Brittany explained
"Probably…I do love me lots of sweet lady kisses" Santana smiled
"Wanna try it?" Brittany asked feeling a little giddy
"Right now?"
"Well…we may need to practice a bit before we go for the whole 24 hours" Brittany smirked
"Oh totally…don't want to strain anything" Santana winked
Brittany nodded in agreement, turned the TV off and then pulled her wife in for a kiss. And they kissed and kissed and kissed all night long. Because that's what couples do when they are in a loving relationship.
I'm not bitter…nope…not at all…..Not. At. All.
Sorry if there are some spelling/grammar mistakes I couldn't edit properly due to the horror that was the Glee episode 'I Kissed A Ballot Paper And Hugged A Girl'