No, this is not an update, and I'm sorry for that. I'm also sorry that I'm not going to continue this. I see too many flaws in this story and ones that the some people of pointed out. I have grown a lot since I first started writing this story and I think I am also a very different person from the person who wrote that last chapter. There has come a time where you just change and it's either for the best or worse, and with all the things that I have gone through, falling in love with someone so far away and then having my heart crushed by the said person, but also liking someone new and someone quite out of my comfort zone and someone I wouldn't talk to 3 months ago, I think it's best to say bye to this story. Not because I want to say good bye but because looking back at this story and rereading it, it doesn't seem like I wrote it. And I can't see myself writing this story. I started to write this story with a questioning of what love is; if love could be conquered by this such as the major differences. Then as I continued this story I started to write happier things for Bella in this story, like she was becoming more comfortable with Rosalie, and that's only because I was becoming happy. I have grown with this story, but it doesn't make sense half the time.

If I wrote this again I think I would fix a few things up such as Bella sleeping around except not sleeping around because that doesn't make sense. Also I would have Bella be guarded harder and not let herself get lost as fast, because I was the one being lost in what I was feeling not the characters. If I got another round at this story it wouldn't be as funny it wouldn't be as happy, though it would have a happy ending. Things wouldn't move as fast either. Everything that moves fast for me ends in chaos, and that's not what I would want for my characters. I also don't want something so fairy tale like. A brooding girl who see no hope in the world sees a perfect blonde who is optimistic about everything and they fall in love. Sounds kinda boring.

I don't know if I'm going to remake this story completely with a whole different setting and plot in mind. If you guys want a better, in my opinion, version of this just hit the review button. If you guys want a totally different story all together then I can do that too. Truth be told I'm in a stage where I found out things aren't as black and white as they seem. That I'm not always going to like the perfect blonde that I'm attracted to, that I'm going to like people who are the exact opposite and who are just amazing. I'm at that point where I believe in a happy ending but one that takes hard work and isn't fast. That's what I want for my stories, something that takes hard work. Not something I work on at the last minute because I'm thinking of a deadline, no I can't think that way anymore. I have to think about contents of the story and if it makes sense. I should also plan things out. I want to become a better writer and this story, in the condition it's in, isn't going to help me become that writer.

So, enough talk. Thank you for reading this far. Review about what you want. A totally new and redone version of this, or a totally new story? I'm open to suggestions.