Deprivation Chapter 25

BPOV

I had trouble getting a cab, who wants to pick up a fare when they look like they had already wet themselves? Eventually a cab driver took pity on me and after making a big show of putting a piece of plastic he had in the cab on the seat, he proceeded to lecture me all the way home about young women getting so drunk they couldn't look after themselves. I didn't have the heart or the energy to explain what had happened so I just took it. He really had my best interest at heart, he explained because he had daughters about my age. I wanted to ask why he had plastic sheeting in his cab but I really didn't want to know what it had been used for before!

By the time I got home I was completely miserable, the buzz from the start of the evening had worn off and all I wanted to do was peel off my sticky smelly wet cloths and dive in the shower.

The water was hot and I finally didn't smell like I had a microbrewery in my pants. I took time washing my hair with the specially formulated shampoo I treated myself to, it was rich and luxurious and the strawberry smell was wonderful. I could smell it all the time, especially when I moved my head and shook my hair. My body wash was made by the same small company, they specialised in organic and natural products and after trying a few different samples I'd settled on a wonderful set that consisted of the body wash, scrub and body butter. They were coconut and strawberry based and made my skin feel incredible. Growing up I'd suffered like any other teenager, but these products had worked wonders on my tired dry skin. I had also managed to find a spa that used the products aswel so I could stock up every time I went for my regular waxing session.

As I ran my hands over my body with the exfoliating body scrub I was happy with what I felt, my skin was smooth and soft and I had a proper shape. I was never going to be a size zero and really didn't want to be. I loved having boobs and hips and that I filled out my clothes, there was definitely far too much emphasis put on young women to be stick thin. As my body responded to the feeling of my hands I was amazed to realise I actually felt horny, this was a rare occurrence, but it had happened before, usually I would just hope that 'PETE' my favourite vibrator would be able to rouse something, but I was feeling brave, so I moved my fingers down to my clit. I knew what I was supposed to do, I knew that the friction on my clit, whether from my fingers or someone else's, should make the feelings build until I had an orgasm, but I'd had so many false starts and dismal results that I very rarely tried anymore, relying solely on 'PETE'.

Determined to at least have a go I put on foot up on the shower bench and moved around so I was facing the taps on my tub. I was lucky that I had a big tub in my bathroom with a shower head over it but it also had a detachable showerhead attached to the taps. In the manuscript I'd been reading earlier her lover had tied her hands to the taps in her tub and after opening her legs, tied those to the feet on her posh tub. He'd then taken the showerhead and brought her to orgasm by putting the direct jet of water against her clit and all around her entrance. It worked for her so why not for me?

I was going to have ago, so standing very still I started to explore just how it felt to have the jet of water hit my nether regions. I ran the warm water all over my body, working my way down to my clit, I pulled back my hood so I could expose that redundant little button to a jet of water and I was pleasantly surprised. The tingling started almost instantly and as I moved the showerhead fractionally to cover my clit and the entrance to my vag I could actually feel my stomach muscles start to tighten, I was getting excited, this was the first time I'd used the showerhead and if the initial results were anything to go by this was going to be big. I started to touch my boobs, my nipples were hard, whether that was my excitement or the fact I was getting cold from not having the water on my body I wasn't sure so I quickly turned and ducked back under the main showerhead. I warmed up the rest of my body but I cut the contact to my clit and everything that was building died instantly, and as much as I tried didn't return. I was left with a tepid shower and aching stomach muscles as my body came down from its near miss.

I went to bed that night frustrated, horny, angry and miserable and determined to go back to the club to see if my mystery man was there again. I'd felt so empowered after my last visit, if I could reclaim my love of blowjobs, then maybe just maybe I could learn the art of orgasms. Alright so I didn't know who he was, or what he looked like but he had offered to reciprocate and even I'll admit to how desperate I'm getting.

The following morning was taken up with my usual weekend chores, laundry, cleaning the apartment, grocery shopping, and my weekly call to my parents before meeting up with Bree, depending on if any of her mums to be were actually in labour. Today though was a good day, she was clear at the moment so we met in the little English Tea Room just round the corner from the hospital. I was the first to arrive and as I took a seat at our usual table and waited for her. She arrived about ten minutes later, closely followed by Rosalie and Alice who had been shopping together in town. Rosalie knew if we were anywhere we'd be here so they had dropped in on the off chance we were here. It was lovely to see Rosalie and Alice getting along so well, I had a feeling that they would be family in the future so they may as well get close now.

We ordered sandwiches and pastries and a pot of tea and coffee and sat catching up for about half an hour. Eventually the conversation turned to the topic I'd been dreading, while Rosalie knew the full truth about what had happened on my 'date', the rest of the girls didn't. I had been very careful to avoid all attempts to find out what happened, I really didn't want to lie to my friends, so I'd decided to say nothing.

Bree was not letting it go though "Come on Bella was it really good, did it live up to all the hype Emmett gave it?"

"It was interesting, but in the end I didn't have sex with him, we just didn't have that instant connection, but we are going to try dating, so I will be seeing him again, you never know what will happen" It was the closest I could get without lying.

Just as Rosalie started to try and help me out my phone rang…..it was Garrett,

"Speak of the devil ladies" I said holding up my finger to shush them.

"Hi Garrett, how are you?"

"I'm fine Bella, how would you like to go out tonight? We could have some dinner and then go to the club. Renee is working tonight so I want to go and meet her. I know some of the team are planning to go tonight so I need your help please" he explained

"Ok Garrett do you want to pick me up or should I meet you somewhere?" I asked

"Erm…. I know it's not very gentlemanly but could you meet me at the restaurant because I will be going home with Renee." He at least had that decency to sound embarrassed. Remind me again why I agreed to this farce. Oh yes the club and my mystery man.

"No worries I'll see you at La Trattoria at 8.30pm" I said as I hung up the phone.

"Well there you go ladies, I'm off out tonight with the lovely Garrett" I tried to inject some enthusiasm into my voice but I could see the scowl on Rosalie's face, she wasn't happy.

"You know we should introduce you to Edward, Emmett's friend. He is lovely just a little bit misunderstood and I could really see you together" Alice said as she helped herself to another pastry. She was the same build as Bree, small and petite, but she could also put away the cake.

"I'll meet Edward when you finally come out and admit to Emmett you are seeing Japer" I joked.

"Well we are going to have to tell him soon, he has asked me to marry him and I've said yes" she said very matter of fact.

The table went silent and Rosalie grabbed Alice's left hand to look for her ring. Alice laughed "I could hardly wear a diamond when we haven't spoken to my family or Emmett yet" she said as she waved her empty left hand about.

"We are going to tell everyone soon don't worry Rosalie, you won't have to keep the secret for much longer" Alice said as she hugged Rosie.

"Well ladies as much as love your company, I need to go home and get ready for my date" I said as I gathered my bags together. As I walked back towards my apartment I was busy wondering what to wear I needed something stunning but easy to get in and out of, I was going to be naked, but only if mystery man was there.

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So both of them are going back to the club, will he find her ?