Title: Sleep

Paring: SaboRoger

AU: Yes

Love is blind, they say.

Destiny is the same, I say.

Why I bother with coming if all I'll see anyway is your sleeping face. It may sound evil but it's perfect chance to stop this madness. But is it even possible?

Past cannot be changed, after all.

Sighing I sand up and silently walk off to not wake Ace up. Why we even started it? You could be my father? Why we even bothered? We both knew how hurt Ace would be if he found out. In stead of loving me you should concentrated on mending breaking relations with your own son. Giving you and him last glance I leave not even saying a word. They've got no use anyway. I know it all is my fault, you probably now it, only Ace is clueless walking in circles around walls we build to hide ourselves.

For some bizarre reason I want to cry.

Hiding it behind smile I walk to grocery store. Happy people, their smiles and voices make me sick. I never had happy life. But you got to 'try' changing it. WHY? If you left me I'd be most likely dead or in come like you're now, but still, at least my friends would be that bit happier. You'd know how to mend their hearths, but I don't.

Not wanting to look at happiness overflowing around me I quickly end shopping and go to my little, cold and empty apartment. Stuff from all places you took me to is still lying around. I kicked some stuffed toy yo won for me at fair last month.

Most of time people were taking you for my father but you were just ignoring it with smile. Smile that was making me want to punch you...

"Such an IRONY. Breaker got broken. Have you already lost it?"

I turn around to face that voice. No one in opened doorway. I turn around once again to see tall blonde man sitting on my couch. Next to him sits short girl with dark hair.

"What do you two want from me?" I ask looking for trash bags. I have to clean all this stuff from you.

"We come to take you back." Girl said looking at me with her piercing golden eyes. I smiled at this sight. How long it was since I... no use I can't remember. All those useless memories of you block my old ones... they block me. Sighing shortly I start laughing like maniac.

"Sorry... Ace.. Ro..." I stopped in middle of saying your name. I won't apologize to you. After all it was you who broke me. After all it was you who made me forget about all this stuff. It was you who saved me from my own life. But from other side it was no seal or lock, nothing was closed or opened. Cage of my life just rusted a bit. "Thanks Roger. It's all your fault I tasted human life." I whisper leaving all I've been doing.

"Who are you talking to Sabo-ya?" Another voice. Now tanned, dark haired teenager only few years older than me, with dark hair and bags under his eyes walks in.

"No one you should be worried about." I answer looking at my phone. Ace tried calling me five times and send on SMS: 'He' still sleeping' Life goes ahead, waiting for you is impossible. At least for me... "Let's go guys, I'm getting sick of looking at your ugly mugs."

"As always nice, boss." What they expected. Smiling I snapped my fingers. "I'm going home, what did you expect. How's Lu doing?"

"As always good. Currently he's on vacation with his friends." Blonde man answers. I nod silently. If he's okay I'm okay too.

"Koala."

"You called boss?"

"Clean this mess." I ordered pointing little rundown apartment block. She just nodded with wide insane smile.

"Have you made any friends, young boss?" she asked before acting.

Friends?

"No"

I don't need them. What are friends anyway? Well I guess I can call Ace my friend, but with you around him... in the en I can't.

"I haven't."

Sorry I'm leaving without word. I'm truly sorry. But I don't think I can live on with this weird pain in my chest. If thats what Love is I'd prefer to die than fall in love again... Thanks for memories Roger, and have nice dreams. With this in my ind I leave as Koala turns five storey building into pile of rubble. If you'll wake up life for your family, like I'm going to life for mine.

Sorry for another sad chapter. Next one will be happier.

Thanks for all reviews and request.