He looks at me with a puzzled look. His eyes are saying what do you mean. I don't tell him what happened in my head. All I say is that I will keep the child, and I will still lead Panem to end the Capitol's reign. He shakes his head. "Its going to be hard to do both", he says,"but we can try." I can tell he isn't happy about this. However, he knows how much both things mean to me. He won't get in the way of it. And I love him for being so understanding. I kiss him and then we call Mrs. Everdeen back inside. We tell her that we want to speak with Coin. Not two minutes later, Coin shows up in our room. She looks at us with impatient eyes, although she knows she can't do anything until we make our decision. We tell her the plan, and she tries to shoot it down instantly. However, she is unable to come up with a reason to say no. She has to let this happen. Its the only way. As she walks out to make a plan, I discover that Katniss and Peeta are no where to be seen. I am about to go look for them when I hear my children cry for me. I sigh. I can't leave them right now. They're hungry. I grab the special pillow and begin to feed them. In the mean time, I get Cato to pull Prim in. I ask her where Katniss and Peeta are. She looks down at the ground with worry. She doesn't even make eye contact. She informs us,"They're at war."