It's been 5 month. 5 month passed since the kidnapping,the torture but the suffering still stayed. Carol is still in on the ER. Kendall was living there for 3 month,but when the nurses told him that he should go home and come in everyday instead he did what they told him even if it's broke his heart. On the other hand the guys were keeping the hope in him that Carol will wake up soon. Plus Kendall had to stay strong because there's a little girl living with them who needs a daddy in this rough time.

At Early morning in 2J:

Kendall groaned as his alarm clock went off signaling he has to wake up. It's morning. He turned it down as he sat up sleepily in his bed looking around the dark room. He took a glance at his buddy who was sound asleep beside him on the next bed. I shot my head towards the door when James come in still in his pajama and with messy hair.

"Bro it's time to wake up"- James said sleepily. He needed his sleep as much as Kendall. There's no doubt. Noah needed extra attention these past month and that was exhausting for everyone.

"Okay,I'm up but what time is it?"- I asked rubbing my eyes.

"It's half past get up and let's get over with today."- James murmured leaving the room to get himself dress up. I groaned,I never want this to happen with the love of my life. She was in come since 5 month,and sadly today they will take her off of the machines and if she won't make it I'll be shattered. Not to mention Noah.

My thinking got interrupted by a loud laugh then seconds later Noah rushed in with a smile on her face hugging her stuffed monkey tightly. She was still in her big T-shirt wich reached down to her knees what I gave over to her when she had bad dreams about the kidnapping. She said on the next day, its kept the bad dreams away. So she sleeps in it since that.

"Daddy"- She yelled cheerfully making me smile slightly forgetting my problems.

"Daddy's here,come here sweetie"- I said softly waiting for her to come into my arms. She hid her face behind her monkey. She became shy. That's a thing what we try to come over with.

"Baby girl,it's just me don't need to be scared now give me a giant hug"- I said softly.

She lifted her head up and looked at me. She hesitated at first but came over and told me, " Sorry daddy."-

she said whispering into my ear as she buried her face in my shoulder.

"It's okay baby girl,its okay. Now we should get you dressed up and I'll make you waffles your favorite but we have to be quick or other case we'll be late on your first day in preschool."- I told her picking her up walking down the stairs into the kitchen. James was already making breakfast so I took back Noah and helped her dress up. She chose a cute skirt with light blue t-shirt for herself. In the meanwhile I did her hair into two ponytail.

I put her down on my bed till I went into the bathroom to take a shower,pull on my daily outfit and do my hair. In a half hour I was ready. I put my pajama down on my bed than picked up Noah.

"All done princess,let's eat"- I said happier than I was this morning when I woke up. We made our way down seeing all the guys up eating at the table. Mom and Katie was probably still sleeping.

"Guys can you drop her off to preschool? I have to go to the hospital and see how is she"- I said sadly as I sat down to eat with Noah in my lap. I missed her very much. All of us did.

"Sure thing. She'll gets a ride don't worry."- James told me.

" Logie! Can I go with daddy? I wanna see mama,she's never with us and I miss her"- She said tears forming in her eyes. I wiped them away. She dropped her food on the plate and hugged me by the neck. I could feel she was scared. I put my arms around her small figure and kept her tight.

"Sorry baby girl but only afterwards when the guys pick you up from preschool in the afternoon,you all gonna come in okay?"-when I said this out she began to pout and whimper. Things are already hard,why she has to make them even harder?- I thought.

"Remember what we told you all this week? The doctors gonna turn the machines off to see if mommy can wake up from her coma or not. But this will happen only at late afternoon so try focus on your first day in preschool and to get new friends."- I told her. Carlos tried to make her forget about her sorrow making funny faces to Noah,she couldn't help but cracked a smile. So the breakfast went smooth. The mood changed instantly when Noah had to say bye to his "daddy" at the elevator.

"Hey baby girl shhhh you gotta go so you can meet other kids who are in the same age as you and they wanna be your friends. Okay? Be my big girl and put on a smile. Everything will be okay,I promise."- I told Noah as I was kneeling in front of her to be on the same eye level with her.

"I will be a big girl,for you and my uncles"- She said

"That's my girl."- I put a kiss on her forehead I saw Noah giggling pointing over to Carlos. I turned my head towards him and saw he was making funny faces behind me.

"CARLOS,I appreciate this at the table a hour ago right now you shouldn't do this. Thanks buddy"- I shake my head on his childness. I gave a hug Noah for a last time then we went other ways. Me, to the hospital,they're to the preschool.

The drive to the hospital was only 10 minutes so I got there fast. I went straight towards Carol's room where I met with her nurse.

"hi"- I spoke.

"Morning Kendall,if you would like to know how is she,I can say the same as yesterday and the past month. She still don't react of anything. I'm sorry. The doctor is checking up on her after you can go in and stay with her."-She told me with a warm smile then she left to do her thing.

I waited in the hallway a few minutes then I could go in. Her doctor told me everything what's gonna happen in the afternoon. I knew it well. They are gonna wake her up.

"Can I stay with her until that?"- I asked.

"Sure but if she makes a move or anything tell us immidiately"- The doctor replied nodding. He shot me a smile leaving me alone with my girlfriend. I looked around the hospital room. It was the same cold colours and the boring things in the room. Kendall took a seat and pulled it beside Carol's bed. He grabbed her left hand putting it over his chest he as began to sing Cover Girl,You're Not Alone...

I tried with singing,talking to her,hugging her. Almost everything what came to my mind I tried out to make her respond but still nothing. Not even a smile what she did so many times. I don't know what gonna come after this if she won't wake up at the afternoon. I think it's better not to think about it right now.

The hours passed,the guys picked up Noah from preschool than they went to visit Carol.

"Hey buddy"- Carlos said happily.

"How is she?"- James asked concerned.

"Sorry Kendall but your mom messages that she and Katie has to go to see your grandma and they can't cancel it. But we here trough everything don't worry."- Logan added. They found themselves a seat and sat down Logan beside me handing me Noah who cuddled up to me.

"Thanks guys it's very nice from you"- I responded with a cracking voice. I was on the edge to cry. Only minutes separates me to getting know if my life can be back to normal as it was or it will change for forever.

Cause she was "at a point of no hope of survival" and the doctor told us many times that we shouldn't put into too much hope that she'll be alright. Wich shocked all of us.

"Alright,everybody is here?"- her doctor asked walking in the room with a serious face. We all knew what's coming next.

"Yes doc."- Logan nodded. He knew me so well that I wouldn't be able to reply without a broke down. I was still holding Carol's hand not letting it go.

So the doctor walked over to Carol and switched off her life-support machine. In the room everybody got quiet and paralyzed. We were all waiting for a miracle... She HAS to wake up...

TO BE CONTINUED... Review,let me know if it was okay and tell me what do you think she'll wake up or not?

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