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Rosalie's POV

Everything was fuzzy, weird in some way. Maybe I was dead, yeah maybe that was it. Too much darkness, too much fear present to be the real world. It was as if I could feel death surround me.

Suddenly something caught my attention in the distance. I walked slowly towards the light that had caught my attention. This was really weird, I would have sworn the path I was walking through wasn't here a couple of seconds ago.

As soon as I got to the light, it enveloped me blinding all my senses. Suddenly I was sent somewhere. I looked around, recognizing the Volturi castle in the distance. Making my way toward the entrance, I realized that no one could see me, I was invisible.

When I got inside the castle, something felt different. Walking to towards the throne room, I passed a couple of guards that had somber expression. Something was really wrong in here.

I ran the rest of the way finding that I could still move at vampire speed and upon my arrival I was met with a very dark atmosphere. Aro sat alone on his throne, neither of his brothers next to him. His expression held a level of seriousness that I have never seen on him before he always had that ridiculous smile or one of his loving smiles where his wife was concerned. Jane stood on the far wall of the room, head down and eyes dull, obviously in distress.

Every ounce of me wanted to rush in there and hug her, but I couldn't. I felt like something was holding me in place, keeping my legs from moving. When I tried to speak, nothing came out. I was truly invisible.

Suddenly Alec came in looking worse then I have ever seen him. His hair was shaggy and unkept, there were dark bruises under his eyes and his shirt was untucked. It was so unlike him to let his appearance go like this.

"Aro, Cauis wants you to join him in Marcus's chamber, nothing he's said will deterr him. He has his mind set, he wants to end his life and Athenodora isn't much better you have to go fast."

Panic enveloped me, why would he want to die?! I felt a force pull me toward his chambers closely after Aro.

The scene before me, was something I could never forget.

Cauis was desperately trying to hold on to Dora as Marcus fumbled with a pair of matches until he was engulfed in flames.

"Let me join him damn it. I was die too." Came her broken voice as she tried to fight his steelly hold on her.

"No, No, you can't! think about what you would leave behind, think about what would happen to me to us" Cauis begged. "You can't do this please stop fighting me please love I need you here with me. I would be nothing without you. I know that you miss her I know, she was your daughter apart of you I know that, but please do this for me, stop fighting." His voice was defeated, broken even, and so different from the voice that usually came out of him.

"I… I can't, please Cauis let me go, I can't go on like this feeling, there is so much pain every second of everyday. My daughter is dead, Rosalie is dead. I couldn't protect her, she's dead, she's dead…" Her last words were defeated, and her voice filed with sadness. She sagged into his arms her body shaking from the force of her sobs.

I didn't know what to say what to do, I wanted to scream, shout that I was here, that I wasn't dead, but I couldn't say anything. I was incapable of doing anything. I watched as Aro made his way toward Marcus ashes and drop to his knees. I watched as his body started to shake, he was crying, crying for the brother he had lost.

The seen was so heartbreaking, my father was dead, my mother wanted to follow him, Aro and Cauis were desperate not knowing what to do to save their sister and wife.

I was dead, and everything was falling apart. Tears were pooling in my eyes, tears that would never fall.

Suddenly I was pulled away from this scene and sent into another familial place.

Denali.

I dreaded to see what was happening here, what had happened to my sisters.

Making my way toward the house, I was met with a coldness that I never associated with this place.

The house was silence, too silence for my liking. There was no laughs, no talking nothing but a void.

As soon as I set foot inside, I was met with the site of a very depressed looking Kate. Her eyes were void of that sparkle that I loved so much and that light that spelled trouble. She was lying on the couch wrapped into Irena's protective arms. Irena wasn't faring any better. Her eyes usually so light and happy appeared to be pools of sadness. The silence spoke volume, as they are always bickering trying to get a rise out of the other. But know the playfulness the fun was gone, the silence was the only new constant.

It suffocated me in a way that I would have never imagined it to. I wanted nothing more than to go back in time and make this all better. I was pulled away from them and sent into a place that I knew to be Tanya's hiding place. I say her on the edge of a cliff, sitting, next to her was Bella. She was a vampire. It appears that she decided to change after my death or that Tanya all but ordered her to do so too afraid to lose her too.

The silence between them was heavy, Tanya had a blank expression on her face. Nothing seems to be able to bring her back to the real world. On the other hand Bella was on the verge of panic. She was trying to get Tanya out of this world that she had locked herself in but to no veil.

"Tan please answer me, please." But her pleading went unanswered.

"Tanya stop this, you have been doing this since she died. You can't keep this up you haven't hunted in three weeks. Please Tanya, doing this will only make you feel more pain. She wouldn't have wanted this for you. Rosalie would have wanted you to keep on living."

When my name was uttered, the stoic front fell and pain engulfed Tanya's face.

"Do not say her name, you didn't know her, and for a while you despised her. You don't know what he would have wanted. You don't. My Rosalie is gone, she's gone because I wasn't there to protect her. Because I was too far away to protect her." She cried out, oh Tan what happened to you, you can't let this consume you, and you need to live. Bella is with you, she can help you, don't let loosing me destroy what you have with her.

"Tanya, this wasn't your fault, it never was, stop blaming yourself. Maybe I didn't know Rose that well but I know that she wouldn't have wanted this for you. She would have wanted you to live your life and try to be happy." That exactly what I wanted to say to her, but I doubt she would listen, she's too stubborn for that.

"Rose is gone, I can't keep living happily with her not around, I can't I just can't. Even though she wasn't my mate, we shared a very special bond, we were a sort of platonic mates. We may not complete each other in every way but we did in a lot of others. She's a part of me, a part that I have lost forever. She's gone, and I'm still here, I can't go on being happy when I don't have her with me. I know that you are with me, and you know that I love you. But I lost a part of me that I will never get back." She broke down after the last words, falling apart in front of my eyes. Once again I was incapable of moving or doing anything to help. I watched helpless as Bella tried to comfort Tanya the best she could.

And just like that I was taken away once again from the scene in front of me and pulled somewhere else.

This time the location was unknown, it appeared that I was on top of a mountain, or a volcano maybe. Yes a volcano, but why was here, who was in this place.

"Rosalie" I heard a voice say, a voice that I knew very well.

I looked around spotting the figure sitting at the edge of the opening.

Stephanie.

She had cold my name, maybe she had seen me. Please let her have seen me.

"Rosalie, why did you leave me?" She cried out, making me realize that she was talking to herself. Her voice held so much pain, such agony, that it made my dead heart ache.

"I'm sorry, so sorry, I couldn't save you. I couldn't protect you. I wasn't enough, I wasn't good enough for you. You needed someone capable of protecting you, and I wasn't that person. Please forgive me my love. Please I cannot keep on living when you're not here next to me. I'm nothing without you, you were the sun in my life. The one good thing that came after so many dark time. You were the only truly pure thing in my life and I couldn't save you couldn't help you. I'm a failure, I'm sorry, sorry." Her voice was getting more and more erratic with each word. She was a sobbing mess by the end of it. I wanted so badly to tell her that this wasn't her fault. That she was the best thing that ever happened to me.

She was good enough better even she was my other half, the other part of my soul.

I couldn't fathom the idea of living my life with anybody else. She was perfect for me and I for her.

"I love you My Rose, please forgive me." And with those words she jumped into the pit of the volcano.

No, no, no, this couldn't keep on happening. Steph, My Stephanie was dead, everything was falling around before my eyes and I couldn't do anything to stop it. I was a ghost, a spirit incapable of doing anything but observe the destruction of the lives of the people I loved.

"You can change that you know, these things you are seeing aren't set in stone." A voice said in my head.

"Who's there? who's talking?!" I say freaking out.

"I'm you, well I'm the energy that lives inside of you" The voice explained. "What you just saw was the future of the people you love but it is not set in stone, the decision is in your hand. You can save them from this future, but it will not be easy. Every decision has a consequence, and if you want to change things, the price you will have to pay will be dire."

The scene shifted yet again and I found myself standing in the battle field. In front of me was my own body being fed venom from the majority of the vampires present. They were trying to save me at all costs, some of them were on their knees weak from the fight and loss of venom. They were willing to die for her, they shouldn't die for her she should be there with them.

"If you want to change the future you will have to live. But I told you they will be consequences. Your life force was damage to the point of no return. This force is the thing that makes you move, think, do everything. When the guy attacked you, he took some of that life force. For you to go back to life, you will sacrifice a part of you. But you will not know what it is until the decision is made" The voice paused and I felt it weighing its options as much as I was before it spoke again.

"So know tell me, will you go back to your family and friends, and suffer from this or will you take the easy way out, go back to being human since you only have enough life force to achieve that without external help, and have the family that you have always wanted"

Just know that if you choose to go back to being human, you will never see your family again and to all of them you will be dead. So what will it be, live a life of suffering but with your family or live alone but with the possibility of having children again?"