Holding onto patience, wearing thin
I can't force these eyes to see the end
.If only time flew like a dove
We could watch it fly and just keep looking on
"Hallelujah" by Paramore.
Alice's POV
"Ally, you really shouldn't drink that soda. Too much caffeine," Jasper said, as I opened the cap to my bottle of Dr. Pepper.
I dropped myself onto my regular seat in our Lunch table. My eyes looking up at him. "Excuse me?" I said, with a hint of irritation.
He rolled his eyes. "Not this again…." He sighed.
I slapped down the cap on the table. Making a loud sound. Causing some people near by to turn around. Whispering something when they saw the glare I was throwing at my boyfriend. "What, again, Jasper? Am I pissing you off or something?" I said through my teeth.
He rubbed his temples. "Of course not…Sweetie,"
"What is wrong with you lately?" I spat, as I took a sip of my Soda.
I felt him sit next to me. He made a small grunt. "Nothing is wrong with me."
I shook my head. Clucking my tongue at him. "Are you implying that there is something wrong with me? Because your tone says you do. Am I being a pain? Am I driving you…crazy…?"
"Alice," He sighed. "Cullen was the one who said that. Not me."
"But you agreed!" I accused him.
"Fuck!" He groaned. He dropped his head on to the table. Banging on it a few times. Tsk Tsk. So dramatic. "Seriously. Alice I love you. With all my heart. I really do. You're my freaken life! But if you are going through some kind of twisted early menopause….Please tell me! They have to make a pill for the kind of shit you are going through! I don't know what's with you! One minute your fine. One minute your crying. Then your yelling! Then your laughing! It feels like the devil is in you! Or that or finally all that caffeine from all those years are coming back! Or there was something in those pixie sticks!" He took in a deep breath after he finish. His cheeks a slight red from the lack of oxygen.
I lifted my hand from the white cap. I reached over to his glorious shoulders. I placed my small hand there. "There you go Jazzy," I smiled. "Let it out." I patted his shoulder.
"…..What?" He gasped. His mouth in a perfect smooth "O " shape. I could just lean forward and kiss him.
I giggled. "Hey happy couple," Emmett arrived to the table. With a huge tray of food. I smelled the pizza. The spaghetti. The brownies. It all smelled so appetizing. I regret ever listening to the nauseating twirls in my stomach before. Damn tempting Dr. Pepper. "How's it hanging Jazzy?" Emmett snorted as he took a bite out of the slice of Pizza.
"Confusing. Very confusing." He leaned back to the chair. Flopping his blonde, gorgeous, hair back. To reveal his dazzling blue-eyes.
I sighed. "Yummy"
"Are you hungry?" McCarty asked, extending the rest of the pizza. "Pizza?" He offered.
"That too," I giggled.
Jasper's eyes widened. "Ally…" He turned redder.
"What?" I let out another giggle. Is it bad to want your man? I mean, Jasper is…delicious. He was beyond Handsome. So incredible. So passionate. And he was all mine.
"Stop being gross. Virgin's have such a dirty mind these days," Emmett said, as he swallowed his chunk of pizza in his giant mouth.
I choked. Coughing on my un-dissolved food. "…Im not…dirty" I said. I could feel my face turn a bright pink.
"Yeah you are. Alice is a sex-freak," Bella joined the table. With only a bottle of water. Damn. Does this girl ever eat?
"Im not!…what makes you say that?" I pouted.
"The guilty look on your face. Jasper's sudden blushing. And you trying to make something more of the comment Em just made. You and Jasper had sex. And by the intense color of his blush and your choking, a skill you should learn by the way, says you two have had sex. And a lot."
My jaw-dropped. "I don't know what you are talking about," I shook my head. "Say something Jasper!" I pinched him.
"Ow…" He complained.
"Something Alice sure said," Emmett laughed.
"Jerks," I looked down to the table, in my sudden embarrassment.
"Anyways…moving on," Jasper cleared his throat. "Not that this isn't lovely guys. But….why are you two here? I mean….I thought that….well we figured…"
"Douche nozzle." Bella looked to Emmett, as I returned my gaze to them. "Now we cant sit here. Maybe we should leave. We don't fit in with the cool crowd," She turned back and smirked at Jasper.
"You know what I mean Bells," Jasper rolled his dazzling eyes.
Bella shrugged. "I had Emmett check out the site before I came in." She said softly.
"And you?" I asked Emmett.
"Im not hiding from anyone," He huffed. He grabbed another slice of pizza. Slapping spaghetti onto the pepperoni.
"Im not hiding!" Bella punched him in the arm. "Im just….avoiding Him"
"Bella" Jasper spoke up. He crossed his arms on the table and leaned on them. "You told me yesterday, when you had me playing his baby sitter, that you forgave him. Why are you avoiding him now? Isn't it fixed? "
"You forgave him? Wait wait!" I put my hands up. "When did you talk to him?"
Bella raised an eyebrow. "Yesterday. In the morning. Before school. When you were yelling at Jasper. " I gave her a confused look. "When you had him in a choke hold? You were crying. You were crying in my arms?"
"Oh!" I laughed. "That. Im sorry. I forgot."
"Because she is always crying and yelling at me lately…" Jasper muttered by my side.
"What?" I snapped my head to him.
"Nothing. Nothing." He tried giving me a sly smile.
"The point here is…She is avoiding Edward" Jasper said hurriedly, changing the subject. "If you forgave him. And you managed to put that aside, why cant you give him another chance? To be able to start all over again?"
She glared at Him. Dropping her amused expression. "Let me ask you something Hale. If Ally here-" She gave me a quick kick under the table-" Cheated on you. Feeling the way you do about her now. So in love. So happy. She being you entire life. Would you be able to be with her again? Knowing that you trusted her. And that she betrayed that. That she violated every single thing that she promised to you…..Tell me. Would you give her another chance?"
Jasper breathed in. Not saying a word.
"Would you Alice?" She turned her attention to me. "Would you forgive Jasper/"
"Hell no" I mumbled. I moved my hand to clasp his. Our fingers intertwined on the table. And I felt Emmett's and Bella's stare on it. "I know he wouldn't do that to me. I have a good one. He loves me. And I know that there are some hoe's out there dying to get a bit of Hale-ass. But he is mine," I grinned at her.
She sighed. "You do. Too bad our guys weren't like him," She gave me a warm smile.
"What the fuck? Now I had a guy?" Emmett asked, wildly.
"Forget it," Bella giggled.
Somehow everything's gonna fall right into place
If we only had a way to make it all
Fall faster everyday
If only time flew like a dove
"So," I cleared my throat. "If Bella isn't forgiving Edward. And Emmett, after yesterday harsh display , isn't forgiving Rosalie….where does this leave all of us?" I asked.
"In the same place we have always been, Ally" Emmett said. "Just…now there is one couple…that's you two,"
"Yay" I smiled.
He smiled back. "And four very fucked up people. But in those four…only Bella and I are the most screwed over."
"Thanks for the encouragement," Bella said simply.
"Im not going to stop talking to my sister, McCarty" Jasper informed him.
"I wasn't asking you to, Jasper. She is your blood. But that's your parents fault. How you could share a womb with her and not have tried to kill her with your umbilical cord, that's on you. But as for me. She doesn't exist. She died. And whatever fucken twisted thing ever came out of this is far gone from my memory. " He replied.
"And you Bella?" I asked her. Her brown-eyes looking rather sad. A gaze Im guessing was never going to leave her. Because Emmett can hate and bash Rosalie all he wants, but Bella cant. He can say he forgot her, but Bella cant forget Edward,
Because in the end, not even Emmett can forget Rosalie. No matter how many times he said he did. Or how many times he tries to convince himself. Rosalie Hale is deep in his heart. Forever. If he wants to except it or not. I know that much.
"He doesn't exist" And she follows the Grizzly's footsteps.
"Can I say something?" I said, holding onto Jasper's hand tighter.
"If we say no your still going to say it. So spill it Pixie," McCarty shoved a brownie in his mouth.
This time we're not giving up
Let's make it last forever
Screaming "hallelujah"
We'll make it last forever
"I think that you two are over-reacting. I mean sure, I get it. You're hurt. Im with you two in that part. Rosalie fucked up. She hurt you Emmett. But what makes you think she isn't in pain? Edward hurt you Bella. Like Hell, Im sure. But what, also, makes you think he isn't hurting either? That this isn't hard for them too? They lost the ones they loves. Because both of you can repeat it to each other that they didn't love you two, but they did. Whether you want to face it or not. "
"You cant hide from it forever," I continued. " You think that its over. But mock my words. It isn't over yet. Because this is destiny. And trust me, the future is already marked. They are the ones for you two. I felt it. I could see it in the tomorrows. This isn't the end for the both of you. Because Cullen and Hale will be back into your lives. Even if you try and avoid them"
They stared at me wide-eyed.
"Alice," I looked up to see Angela Webber, standing behind Emmett and Bella. "The office called. The nurse wants to see you. You better hurry up,, she is just alone for another ten minutes. You know, to keep everything confidential."
"Do I have to go now?" I asked her.
"Yeah," She nodded. "She is worried about the report your PE teacher made. She doesn't take fainting lightly," She told me.
"You fainted?" Jasper asked. His blue-eyes gaining that worried and scared shine. And his godly face, also frightened.
"It's nothing." I brought his hand to my lips. "Working out too hard. That's it," I kissed his pale hand. "Thanks Angela. Ill be there,"
She gave me another nod. "Okay," She placed a hand on Emmett's shoulder. "Adios Emmett," She winked to his back.
"Adios Angela. Gracias por todo," Emmett said fluently.
"I better go," I grabbed my bag off the floor. "I'll see you after school, Jazz. Our date. Don't forget," I leaned forward as he kissed me lightly.
"I'll be waiting," He smiled.
"Alice," Bella called me before, I walked away. "Do you really…believe that?"
I picked up a brownie from Emmett's tray. " I know it Bella. You two are just hurt and cant see it now. And don't give me that look McCarty!" I slapped his arm. "It's just a matter of time."
"There is no time. At least for me. Make Bells believe all this bullshit, Alice but not me. Nothing you can say, will make me forget anything. This subject is done for me. Forever."
"We'll see," I said, as I began walking towards the Nurse's office. With a sudden disgust of that brownie I was holding.
And we've got time on our hands
And we've got, got nothing but time on our hands
Got nothing but, got nothing but
Got nothing but time on our hands
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