Dear Butterfly,

You'd be twelve now, Mollie. I've been thinking of you every day since I got arrested. I'm so sorry that I hurt you. I'm sorry I took you from your family. I'm sorry I lied about killing you. I know this doesn't excuse what I did, but I was in a bad place in my life. I wanted a kid, but nobody would let me adopt, and I can't have a kid biologically. I wanted a kid to prove to myself that I wouldn't be like my dad. That I wouldn't treat a kid the way my dad treated me. I guess I failed pretty miserably. If I could go back in time and change everything I would.

Anyway I just wanted to say I'm sorry. I really did love you. You were an amazing little girl, my butterfly.

Love,

Papa


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